With a touch of your hand, I am home again

Hi, my name is Will Jackson Clay, I'm 24 years old, and i live in Evans, Georgia. I'm a gemini. I'm a realist, and i'm a pretty upbeat person. I'm a really weird guy, i love Dragonball: Z, Cars, and Magic: The Gathering. I drive a 2001 Toyota Celica, and a 2008 Buell 1125R

[williamthe3rd]

I usually have all the answers.

I wish i just had this one specific answer, this time.

I’ve never been this confused about my feelings, especially towards you.

Sometimes i feel like i’m not meant to be in long relationships.

[williamthe3rd]

I want to tell you so many things, but i know you don’t want to hear them.

Fill your head with all my thoughts and emotions, but i’ve got to wait.

I’ve waited 5 years, what’s a little more time?

[williamthe3rd]

I remember loving you, and you know my memory is shitty.

We had our ups and our downs but that one thing remained a constant.

I’ve had plenty of ups and downs with others, but i can’t say that i truly loved them.

We don’t speak or interact much anymore, but i remember loving you.

It was an emotion i’ve yet to match, even to this day.

I’ve felt alone a lot lately, but remembering loving you helps keep my spirit up.

One day i hope to find someone who’s love surpasses your own, even in our worst times.

Sometimes i feel like i’m not capable of loving others, but i remember loving you.

[williamthe3rd]

I love you all like i would my family. I’m sorry you don’t feel the same way. But i can’t continue putting forth all the effort and receiving nothing in return.

[williamthe3rd]

In this moment,

I’m sad.

I feel like i don’t know myself anymore.

I haven’t had an actual interest in anything for a while.

I hope going out west helps clear my head up.

I want to feel alive again.

[williamthe3rd]

I might be able to fool others

but there’s no fooling myself.

[williamthe3rd]

What good is happiness, if it can’t be sustained?

It’s something so frustrating that it’s hard to explain.

On the outside seemingly content as can be

On the inside, constantly wishing to be set free.

Consumed with this ideal, beat into my head so strong 

Money makes you happy, if only for so long.

Why worry about yourself, hobbies, and interests when there’s money to be made?

Money, Money, Money, eventually it fades.

Missed opportunities, with family and friends.

Somethings that money can never mend.

Content for a while, ultimately left drained.

What good is happiness if it can not be sustained?

[rockodile-deactivated20181110]

I MISS MIIVERSE :( children are super funny

[piratekingcon]

god i miss this

[mageknight14]

What even was Miiverse?

[vampmotel]

IM CRYING

[williamthe3rd]

I still haven't learned to just love being by myself.

[carpr0n]

Starring: Lotus Esprit Sport 350

By David Forward

[carpr0n]

Starring: Lexus LFA

By SupercarsofBC

[spacedgrl420]

[teconozcomascarita]

Piazza Pugliese, en Generic Night Cities. Lewis Baltz, 1992

[williamthe3rd]

Most days I sleep 12 hours.

3-3, the more I do so, the more I have the urge to just lay here in bed all day and not do anything.

I wish I had a better routine.

[williamthe3rd]

At the end of the day, you're not really in my corner.

Why should I keep wasting my time being in yours?

[williamthe3rd]

I'm tired of all this fake shit.

I just want someone who doesn't take me for granted, and actually tries to help me pursue what I'm passionate about.

Not someone who's constantly draining and negative.

[williamthe3rd]

It's nights like tonight that make me so confused.

I was productive, I had a lot of fun with friends, I made money, and I'm a little tipsy.

But I feel so unfulfilled.