hanging on to nothing.

william wright, thirty-five, sergeant, united states marine corps.

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Somehow, despite how overwhelmed he felt by her touch, a chuckle managed to pass his lips when she shut hip up. Fuck, he loved Camila, more than he had even thought of up until that point and more than he was ever allowed to say. The words almost passed his lips when she pulled away, almost. He couldn’t say that now, knowing how much they meant; neither of them needed the heartbreak, and certainly not right now. The words passing her lips both surprised him and turned him on. It wasn’t usual to hear Cami curse and to have her begging to be fucked, that was a whole experience all on its own. He pressed another kiss to her lips, before gently moving her hands away from him and flipping them around and laying her down on the bed. A small smile was given as he pressed another kiss to her lips, she’d be his. For one night only, but still he could pretend he’d be happy with just once. His lips feathered soft kisses down to her shoulder, while his hands pushed her panties down, quickly joined by her skirt as he pulled back to look down at her. His hand flattened against her stomach, making its way up to her breasts as she lay completely naked before him. “Should I tell you how perfect you look right now or do you want me to still be quiet?” Declan teased, taking his length into his hand and caressing himself as his lower lips was pulled into his mouth. He’d lie if he said he wasn’t nervous about this, Cami was his best friend and he’d hate doing anything to hurt her. Including the culmination of this night and knowing it’d never happen again. Still, he lined himself up a second later, letting the anticipation build up as his gaze met hers. “Let me know when you need a moment,” He breathed, his own nerves and excitement making his heart race as he carefully pushed into her, not once looking away from her.

As her back touched the mattress once more, Camila’s nerves were acting up so bad she was almost ready to stop. She’d heard countless of horror stories about people’s first time and she didn’t want her one and only time with Declan to fit into that category of stories. But at the same time, there was no one else she’d rather give herself this fully to -- it could only be Declan. Her teeth dug into her bottom lip as he discarded of the rest of her clothes before he pulled back to look down at her, his touch drawing a soft moan from her lips though his words had her letting out a laugh. “I need you to shut up,” she nodded, her hand moving up to cup his cheek as an affectionate smile grazed her lips. She pulled her legs up, knees bent and feet laying flat against the mattress as she parted her legs for him and as much as she wanted to see it happen, her gaze not once left Declan’s. Her body tensed up the second she felt him begin to push into her but she forced herself to relax, knowing it’d only feel worse if she was tense. The feeling of him stretching her out was amazing, but despite how soaking wet she was for him, there was still a sting of pain she couldn’t ignore. Still, she didn’t say anything, knowing fully well it’d soon fade into the pleasure she so badly craved. “C’mere,” she whispered, her hand moving to the back of his neck to bring him down for a kiss, needing the quick distraction as her body adjusted itself to him, her other hand reaching out for his. Her legs moved to wrap around his waist, heels pressing down to urge him to move as the pain slowly but surely began to fade.

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A part of him hated that they couldn’t get used to this. That doing this again would end up hurting people they did care about, even though no one could come close to her. That if anyone found out, it would be her reputation ruined and he didn’t want to do that to her. Still, they could keep the secret, they could do this just once and pretend like it never happened. Her name passed his lips as she tightened her grip on his cock, a breathed curse following it as he pushed himself up to sit. His hand cupped her cheek, “Come here,” he let out before pressing their lips together in a slow kiss. She’d be the death of him, he was sure of it. They might not be able to do this again, but Declan would make sure she never forgot it as he wouldn’t either. Her innocence had faded away slightly, only her slight nerves remaining as she grew more confident with every groan she managed to get out of him. He reached down between them, under her skirt to her still clothed core. Her panties were pushed aside, fingers running along her wet slit until they found her clit and drew teasing circles around it as he pulled back slightly to look down at her. “I might be hella turned on, but I’m not lying when I say you’re fucking perfect, Cami.” He wanted to be the only one who could have her like this, and those words almost left his mouth, almost. But he knew her heart belonged to someone else, and as selfish as it was, he only wanted to have her once, even though there was someone else for him too. Once and he’d be happy, but Declan knew he was only lying to himself as his lips captured hers in a heated kiss once more, a digit teasing at her entrance as he deepened the kiss. Camila would always be his greatest what if.

The last thing Camila wanted was to rush this in any way -- no matter how impatient she knew she’d most likely get. She was certain this would only happen once, it could only happen once, and she didn’t want things to end too soon if this was going to be the only time she got to have Declan like this. The only time she got to pretend, for a few hours, that she was his and he was hers. As his hand slipped between her legs, her eyes widened briefly until an almost too loud moan slipped from her lips as his fingers pushed her panties aside and touched her where she’d never even touched herself before. It was a simple touch yet so intoxicating and she instantly found herself wanting so much more. “Shut up,” was all she managed to get out in response to his words, her hand moving faster around him as soft, little moans spilled from her lips as his fingers continued to draw teasing circles at her core. She was growing more and more impatient with each touch of his fingers, which really wasn’t helping the whole not wanting to rush it thing, but could she really be blamed? As his lips pressed against hers once more, she found herself almost too distracted by his touch to kiss him back but she quickly responded to it, her free hand moving up to tangle in his hair. “Declan, please,” she pulled back a mere inch from his lips, a pleading look in her eyes and a whine slipping from her lips as his finger teased at her entrance. “I need you,” she breathed out, pressing a kiss to his lips. “You won’t hurt me, I promise, please just,” she inhaled a deep breath before letting the curse word leave her lips, “fuck me.”

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Declan propped himself up onto his elbows as she pulled his clothes off him. Completely exposed to her as he was, he couldn’t help but feel a little at a disadvantage when she was still wearing clothes, ones he’d get rid of eventually, when she felt comfortable enough with all of this. And apparently, she was. Her words had a smirk tugging at the corners of his lips, “It’s only bad if we don’t do it again.” He was aware of what that meant, but Declan was beyond caring when all of this felt so right. Her lips caught his in a kiss, and he almost let out a whine when she moved away, though the way she teased at him had him letting out a soft groan, her fingernails sending a shiver down his spine that settled between his legs. “Cami,” He breathed as her hand wrapped around his cock, a curse escaping his lips. He wanted to suggest never stopping in the first place, but she wasn’t the type of person to hurt someone else by lying and this, as perfect as it felt, it wasn’t right and even though he wouldn’t care, she would. “I want you to,” He muttered instead, his hand tangling in her hair as he pulled her back to him, catching her lips in a gentle kiss while his other hand cupped her cheek. “I wouldn’t mind if you did.” Declan muttered at last, pulling back to look into her eyes as a soft hiss passed his lips from what she was doing to him.

It’s only bad if we don’t do it again. But Camila wanted to do it again, she’d barely had her hands on him and she knew she wanted to do it again even though they were both probably just as well aware as the other that this never would or could happen again. This would be one of those nights they’d never speak of again and as much as that realization hurt, she was happy living in the moment and enjoying Declan as long as she had him for, if only for one evening. “I know you wouldn’t,” she smiled, voice soft as her eyes locked on his, her hand tightening its grip around him ever so slightly as she continued stroking him in a steady pace. She wouldn’t mind getting used to this either, but they both knew she couldn’t. “But you’re just saying that because you’re turned on right now,” she teased, finding it better to joke away the situation instead of talking about the real reasons why. Her head dipped down to press soft kisses down his jawline to his neck once more, ignoring the throbbing ache between her legs as she focused on him instead. Truly, she had no idea what she was doing, but considering the sounds she could draw from him, she must’ve been doing something right.

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Declan nodded, a teasing smirk on his lips. “I’d appreciate the balloons.” Though every tease was gone the moment she took over. For her first time doing this, Camila was actively trying to kill him and it was a death he’d gladly take anytime. Though he knew this wasn’t supposed to happen and after this, they’d go back to being just friends, like they always had been and would always be. Still, that didn’t stop the thought that he wouldn’t mind if something like this happened again someday. Someday. A shaky breath passed his lips as her hand made its way beneath the hem of his underwear. “Fuck,” He muttered under his breath, glancing down between them before letting his gaze meet hers. “You’re doing so good, Jesus, Cam,” A chuckle passed his lips as he pushed himself up to press a kiss to her lips before falling back on the mattress. “Push down my pants, it’ll be easier for you like that.”

The reaction she got from him as her hand wrapped around him gave her quite the confidence boost and though she was practically still a ball of nerves, she wanted him to make more of those sounds and it served as a motivation to push away those nerves and focus on him. As he leaned up to kiss her, she almost chased after his lips but his words had her staying where she was, nodding in response. “Oh, okay,” she reluctantly let go of him and briefly changed her position, using both hands to pull both his jeans and underwear off his legs before turning her focus back to him. As he laid naked before her, her heart skipped a beat in her chest and she let her gaze travel down his body, a smile soon settling on her lips. “Is it bad that I could get used to this?” She leaned down to press a kiss to his lips before trailing soft kisses along his jaw down to his neck as she dragged her fingernails up his thighs, hands flattening against his skin as they slowly trailed up over his stomach and chest. “I shouldn’t want to get used to this,” she mumbled against the side of his neck, teeth nipping at the skin there as one hand slipped down between them again, fingers wrapping around his length as she picked up a slow but steady pace.

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Since they first met. She’d been wanting him since the moment they met, and Nicholas would be a liar if he said he wasn’t pleased by that fact. He should’ve felt awful, backed away and put an end to this before it got too complicated, instead, the confession had him leaning forwards to catch her lips in a heated kiss while his fingers entered her. They had to be quick, he was aware of that, but he couldn’t be bothered to pull away when stealing the very breath of her like this was so satisfying. He wanted to take his time with her, do to her everything she’d probably imagined; instead, the knowledge that her sister would be here soon would have them rushing through this. Nicholas realized how much of a bad person he was for this, but even worse that he might have thought about it once or twice before, often pushing away the thought even though it came back at times when he certainly shouldn’t be thinking of her. His free hand drifted down between them, to her wrist so he could lead her hand to the bulge on his jeans, before pulling back. “We have to be quick,” He breathed, a kiss pressed to the corner of her mouth. “But I promise to treat you like you deserve later. Give you everything you’ve thought of.” A smirk played at his lips as he pulled back to look at her, his fingers teasing at her g-spot, his breath catching in his throat as he took her in. “Fuck, the things I want to do to you.”

Elise knew her sister could get home any minute and perhaps that was why this felt so incredibly thrilling, so much so that there was no doubt in her mind that she wanted to do this right here, on the kitchen counter where anyone could walk in on them. She loved the fact that this was wrong on every level imaginable. The moan that slipped out against his lips was one she couldn’t hold back as he pushed his fingers inside, her walls slick and tight around him as she could only imagine how good it’d feel to have him fucking her instead of using his fingers. “I can be quick,” she nodded, almost eagerly as she palmed him briefly through the fabric of his jeans before her fingers made quick work on getting them undone and pushing them down enough to free his cock from the constraints. Her hand wrapped around them just as his fingers brushed over her g-spot, his name leaving her lips in a loud moan, his words certainly not helping the need that was only growing stronger within her. She wanted to take her time with him, to explore every inch of bare skin and discover all of his weak spots, but for right now, this would have to do. Her legs wrapped around him, pulling him closer to her as her fingers trailed along his length. “Tell me all about them, Nick,” she smirked, lips capturing his in an almost chaste kiss, a sharp contrast between it and what they were about to do. “Just don’t make me beg for your cock.”

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Declan stopped himself, her bra halfway down her arm when her ramble caught his attention. A loving smile played at his lips as he turned his gaze towards hers. “You’ve got nothing to be nervous about, Camila,” He pressed a kiss to her shoulder, “You’re beautiful.” His arm wrapped around her waist, turning them around so he now laid on the mattress, her perched up on top of him as he let his hands trial down to her hips. His thumbs drew slow circles on them, his gaze trailing up to hers as a smile tugged at his lips. “I don’t mean to boast, but if I’m really the first one to see you like this, to have you, I’m fuckin’ proud of myself,” He grinned, pushing himself up to steal a quick kiss. Her bra was finally pulled off her and gently laid aside as his gaze traveled down her body. A pleased hum formed in the back of his throat as he let his fingers graze her breasts before taking them in his hands. His lips met the soft skin a second later, trailing down to her nipple before he took it into his warm mouth, his tongue gently teasing at them, while his free hand trailed down between them, searching for her clothed core.

She was certain, absolutely certain, that Declan would eventually be the death of her. While she was used to his compliments and comments, it felt like they had an entirely different meaning considering the current situation at hand and it had her blushing up a storm. She barely had time to register his words before he’d turned them over and she found herself straddling him, a grin on her lips as his hands settled on her hips. “Want me to give you a pat on the back and a balloon to celebrate the occasion?” She countered, her grin growing wider for a brief moment before it vanished the second his hands were on her. “Shit,” the word escaped in a soft moan, one hand moving up to tangle in his hair before gripping it tightly as her other hand reached for his before it reached her core. Now that she was on top, she suddenly felt a whole lot more in control and with it came a surge of confidence that she used to her advantage as she moved his arm above his head, pinning it there as she let herself grind down against him. A wicked smirk settled on her lips, her hand releasing its grip in his hair to slip between them and undo his pants, hand slipping beneath the waistband of them and his underwear a second later. Her gaze was locked on his as tentative fingers wrapped around his length, eyes widening briefly at the feeling of him in her hand before she began to stroke him slowly. “Tell me if I’m doing it wrong, okay?”

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His heart bottomed out at her words, unsure what she meant by them. His expression fell, and he was sure she realized a second later when she fixed what she had said. A relieved chuckled left him, his free hand pressing against his chest, “You had me scared for a second there, love.” His hand squeezed hers gently. “I wouldn’t change this for anything either… I think,” He paused giving her a meaningful glance. “I think you’re meant to be in my life. Whether it was like this or a friend. If there’s someone I couldn’t handle losing forever, that’s you, Camila.”

Camila didn’t think her heart could ever feel this full with love for one person, though it wasn’t a new feeling to her considering it had practically been there for years -- even as he’d left her for a year. “Definitely not only as a friend,” she quickly added to his words, a faint blush covering her cheeks as she lifted his hand to her lips to press a kiss to each knuckle before turning her gaze to him. “Don’t get me wrong, being your friend means more to me than anything but I’m going to need the sex too,” her voice was hushed, a bright grin on her lips. “That’s all your fault, by the way.”

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“I haven’t forgotten,” He breathed, letting his back rest on his chair as he let out a sigh. The things that led them to this hadn’t left his mind for one second, nor how he hadn’t been there for her during all that time or how Rose’s death was his… fault. The word lingered, leaving him cold again despite her hand on his. They hadn’t been forgotten, but it was easier not to think about them and for most of the morning, he’d been good not thinking about it. His thumb drew slow circles on the back of her hand, reassuring himself more than anything that this was okay, that he could be happy again, that he was allowed to. “But it’s not something I want to linger on, Cami. I don’t—We can’t make things change even if we wanted to and this is… what we have is good, right? It’s good.”

Considering all the things they’d been through, both alone and together, it was no wonder that they were eventually destined to be together. Back in high school, she felt like they were destined for one another and while the universe had seemingly had other plans, she never stopped believing that they’d find their way back to each other -- as more than friends. “No, it’s not good,” she began, though she realized quickly how it sounded and her eyes widened as she opened her mouth to add, “I mean, it’s great, it’s not just good, it’s great.” Her hand gave his a squeeze as a content sigh slipped from her lips. Nothing they did could change the way things had played out in their lives but the only thing that mattered to her was him and how she could finally have him the way she’d been wanting for as long as she could remember -- now without the fear of admitting it to herself. “I wouldn’t change it for the world.”

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Violet couldn’t wait for his words, the moment his thumb caressed her clit she was too far gone. Her body reacting to the touch as the words barely registered, before his lips were on hers, stealing her breath away as her body quivered with the force of her orgasm. “Oh, my—Reid!” She breathed out, her lips barely touching his as her fingers dug onto his shoulders, him not once letting up on her only making it all better as she slowly came down from her high.

The way she looked as her orgasm crashed through her body was nearly enough to push him over the edge as well and he cursed under his breath as her fingers dug into his shoulders, his arm wrapping around her waist to keep her close to him as she rode out her high. He wasn’t far behind and with the way her walls clenched tightly around him, he was quickly pushed over the edge. Her name left his lips in a groan as waves of pleasure washed through his body, his thumb moving away from her clit as he instead wrapped both arms around her and held onto her as he moved to lay back against the mattress once more. Breathing heavily, he grinned up at her, one hand moving up to push her hair out of her face. “That was worth it.”

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Michael let a frown overtake his features as he looked down at her. Clearly, she wasn’t interested, and it was this that had him interested in turn. Everyone knew who he was and the fact that she wasn’t after that had him smiling. “Or you could give me your number and I’ll text you and then you’ll have evidence you actually got my number.” He suggested, seemingly nonchalantly. “In exchange, so you will win the bet, you have to promise you’ll have few drinks with me. Just for tonight.”

This guy was persistent, if anything, and perhaps a little smooth considering that his words were actually working on her despite her better judgement. “You know, I usually don’t do this whole bar scene,” she shrugged her shoulders, arms crossed over her chest as she cast a glance in the direction of her friends as they all watched on with wide eyes for reasons she couldn’t understand -- he wasn’t that attractive. “But if it’s only for tonight, you’re the one buying the drinks. Deal?”

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Nicholas was already in too deep. The moment her legs wrapped around him, he knew there was no stopping this. Even worse, he wouldn’t be the one to stop it. His eyes followed her hand as it made its way to her core. His lips were suddenly dry, Elise had him tied to a string and he’d do anything she wanted to at this point, anything. It didn’t matter she was his girlfriend’s little sister, he only wanted her. “I shouldn’t,” He repeated, his hand moving down to her thigh while the other cupped her cheek, pulling her back gently so he could meet her gaze. A slight step forwards had him pressing against her, the much needed friction drawing a slight groan from him though it was far from what he needed. “How long have you wanted this?” He asked, a teasing smirk on his lips as he leaned in to press a kiss to her lips, deepening it a moment later as he pulled her closer. His hand moved forward then, reaching her clothed core and drawing slow circles over it. “Tell me, Elise, how long have you wanted me?” As he spoke, Nicholas pushed away her panties, his finger caressing her core teasingly as he let out a shaky breath. “Fuck me, you’re so wet,” He breathed.

Elise was anything but oblivious to the fact that she was being a terrible sister right then, but how could she deny herself the pleasure of screwing her sister over while having fun doing it? She knew she was roping Nicholas into something that could get him in a ton of trouble, and yet that seemed to be part of all the fun. She wanted to answer his question, wanted to tell him just how long she’d been craving his touch but the second his fingers were teasing her through the fabric of her panties, it seemed as if though she was incapable of stringing together words to make a coherent sentence. Instead, she gazed down at his hand as it rested over her core, a loud moan slipping past her lips as he pushed her panties to the side. “Oh fuck,” she breathed out, her hand moving down to wrap around his wrist to keep him right there where she needed his touch the most. “Since we first met,” she finally managed to get out, her fingers trailing down his chest before hooking onto the waistband of his pants as her eyes found his. “I’ve been wanting you for so long.”

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Camila rubbing herself up against him had him letting out a soft groan. His gaze fell between them as he pressed his leg against her, his arousal pressing against her leg and drawing out a moan. This was playing with fire, starting something he wasn’t sure he could end just this one time when it all felt so right. Every press of his lips against her skin felt perfect, the way she looked at him, the nerves raking through his body as she pulled off his shirt, her hand gentle as it brushed over his chest. “Like what you see?” He teased, his own hands getting rid of her shirt. Declan pulled back for a moment to let his gaze travel down her body. “Fuck, Cami,” He breathed, letting his hand rest on her waist. She was beautiful, both with or without clothes, but this side of Camila was new to him. So new and as his lips pressed against her collarbone, he couldn’t help reaching behind her to snap her bra open. “May I?” He muttered as he made his way down to her breasts, his hand tugging at her bra strap.

The feeling of his arousal pressed against her leg had her eyes widening briefly, everything that was happening right now was new to her and as much as she loved every second of it, her nerves were acting up real good. She wanted to reply to him, but she was far too distracted by the fact that her shirt was gone in seconds and the realization that he was about to see her naked had the heat rise quickly in her face -- and the way his eyes moved down her body certainly didn’t help. “Shut up,” she mumbled, though couldn’t fight a grin from spreading across her lips as she continued rubbing herself up against him, her hand moving to his hair as his moved behind her back. “Y-you may,” she nodded, her fingers threading in his hair as she looked down at him, forcing herself to take a deep breath. “It’s not like you haven’t seen this before, right? I shouldn’t be this nervous.”

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Declan couldn’t help the laugh that passed his lips. She was so eager and it was adorable in ways he loved. She hadn’t been with anyone else though and he hadn’t been with anyone who hadn’t had sex before; he couldn’t help but feel a little nervous about this, about possibly hurting her, even if it didn’t afterwards. “You’ll give me hell anyway,” He teased against her lips, a soft chuckle leaving his as he kissed her once again. A breath left him, soft and shaky as he looked down at her. Excitement ran through his body, but he still felt nervous; making this perfect for her was more important for him than anything. He kissed her back, deepening the kiss as he let his hand drift down to her leg, spreading it away from the other as his own came between them.

Camila merely nodded in response to his words, too distracted by his lips pressing against hers a second later to focus on anything but that -- and how perfect they felt against her own. She knew she should’ve felt guilty, but how could she felt it all felt so right? Her heart began to race in her chest as his hand slipped between them and nudged her legs apart, though the second his leg moved between hers she found herself pushing herself up against his thigh and was pleasantly surprised by the feeling. It was far from being enough to sate the need he’d brought out in her but it brought her enough friction to keep herself from getting too eager, too soon. “Too many layers,” she breathed out, her hands immediately moving down to the hem of his shirt before pulling it up and over his head, tossing it aside. She couldn’t stop herself from glancing down at the exposed skin, a content sigh slipping from her lips as her fingertips barely brushed over his toned chest before finding its way back to his cheek.

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Declan’s gaze met hers, a small smile on his lips as he reached up to brush her cheek with the back of his hand. “I know,” He whispered, pressing another kiss to her lips. “I’m not scared,” His lips drifted down to her chin, feathering kisses along her cheek to her earlobe, a second later catching it gently with his teeth and letting them graze it. He pulled back for a moment, letting his hand drift down to her hip as he met her gaze. “Are you sure you want this though? I don’t want to stop, but if you’re not sure I won’t… y’know.” He smiled down at her pressing a kiss to the tip of her nose. “I love you and I don’t wanna hurt you, Cami.”

The fact that Declan was being so sweet and kind about it all made her realize all the more how right this was, how right it was to lose her virginity to someone she knew would be in her life forever even if it wasn’t as her husband -- saving it for the special someone felt pointless when she had her special someone right there. Camila couldn’t help the soft moan that escaped her lips as his teeth caught onto her earlobe, finding it far more erotic than she would’ve thought, and as he pulled back to talk again, she didn’t miss a single beat in replying, “yes!” Perhaps she was being a little too eager but he was doing all the right things to her, and saying all the right things as well, how could she not be eager? “I love you too and you know I’ll give you hell if you hurt me,” she teased, her hand moving to cup his cheek as she leaned up to kiss him.

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Declan couldn’t hide his body’s reaction to her, to this. It was wrong, cheating on people who trusted them completely and enough to not wonder why they spent so much time together. They hadn’t done anything about the unspoken thing between them, not then, but now, as her words registered, he couldn’t help the smile tugging at his lips. “We shouldn’t continue,” He muttered, pressing a chaste kiss to her lips. His arm tightened around her slightly, shifting them so he could lay her down on the bed, him hovering above hers as he feathered gentle kisses along her jawline. “But I don’t think I can stop now either.”

Camila could practically hear both her mom and grandma telling her to get the hell out of there right now but she tried hard to push away those thoughts, she didn’t need them to steer her moral compass right now. What she wanted was right in front of her, or on top of her and she wasn’t going to feel guilty about wanting this, about wanting him. “I don’t want you to stop,” she breathed out, her hand moving to rest against the back of her neck, bringing him back up to her lips before kissing him quickly. “But this is about as far as I’ve gone with anyone,” she was certain he already knew, he knew everything about her, but she had to get it out there. “But I want this, I want you, okay? Please don’t let that scare you off.”

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“Not usually,” He teased, though it was mostly true. Declan didn’t exactly go around making out with girls that weren’t his girlfriend, Cami had been the only other one and as she kissed him again, a smile played at his lips. His hand drifted down to her waist, his thumb lightly caressing the underside of her breast though the touch was barely there, afraid she’d end up pulling away from him. He pulled back though, giving her a smile as he bunched up her shirt, his fingers caressing the naked skin of her waist. “That would take away its charm, wouldn’t it?”

Though the touch was barely there, it sent a shiver down her spine and she knew she should’ve pulled away then -- not only because they were both cheating on their partners, but because he was making her feel things that she knew she shouldn’t have been feeling. Feelings she’d actively been avoiding ever since she got a boyfriend. “Suppose it would,” she nodded, a small smile on her lips as she swallowed thickly at the feeling of Declan’s hand against her bare skin and she couldn’t get rid of the thought that she wanted so much more than this -- and how much she wanted to voice those thoughts to him. “I’m not going to be able to stop at just a kiss or two, D.”

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Declan was probably going to hell for this. He had a girlfriend, for fuck’s sake, but that thought was gone as quickly as it came when Cami shifted closer to him, deepening the kiss and earning a groan from him. His arm tightened around her, pulling her onto his lap as he let his lips drift down to her neck, pressing soft kisses along the soft skin down to her collarbone. “You’re so beautiful,” He whispered, pulling back to look up at her. How was he supposed to stop wanting this when it felt so perfect? He had no excuse for doing this, no alcohol to blame for, nothing except just wanting her.

The second his lips moved down to press soft kisses against the skin of her neck, a surprised ‘oh’ escaped her own. It wasn’t that she hadn’t made out like this with her boyfriend before but this was on a whole new level and a mere kiss against her neck had her feelings things she knew she wasn’t supposed to, feelings that were strangely unfamiliar to her. His words had a rosy red color settle on her cheeks and she couldn’t help but smile affectionately at him as he pilled back to look up at her, her hand moving up to cup his cheek. “Do you say that to all the girls on your lap?” She teased, giving him no time to answer before she’d leaned back in and captured his lips in another kiss.