Beauty and Madness

Queen Sectonia ask/roleplay blog from Kirby Triple Deluxe Sideblog to itsybitsytaranza Written by Itsy

[wiltedmoonflower]

   The castle is just as it had been.

    It felt like it was not so long ago.

[wiltedmoonflower]

   The only thing she had enough energy to feel anymore was an ugly bitterness. It was hard to say how long she's been laying there, feeling nothing but the burning agony spread out through her body. Or rather, what's left of it. It was little more than a pile of blue petals slowly being scattered away by the cold wind.

   How pathetic for such a fearsome and powerful Queen, she thought. It was shameful, really. Her end is her own cause. But no... Was it really? No it wasn't.

    It was his.

   And the dissatisfaction that she couldn't make him know her resentment personally was far too strong. Not that she could do anything about it now. She could already feel her mind fading with the rest of her. Feeling was leaving, thoughts were dying. So soon after a glistening eye slowly shut, a storm of petals was dispersed and carried on the air.

   But... They seemed like they had a very specific direction.

[rpmusings-galore]

                            yes, it  h u r t s  

                 you fear you will come apart 

                           with the pain of it 

                                         but, darling, you are a star

                                    and stars were made to  BURN                            so, blaze.    blaze until the whole sky glows                                                  you will not break                      this is not your destruction… this is your becoming

[wiltedmoonflower]

   She made it to Old Odyssey. That’s as far as she could manage. Her wings long since faded, the rest of her wouldn’t be far behind.

   She’s collapsed in the cold mountains, hidden from view of any residents.

   She’s falling apart, and she accepts that without much choice.

[wiltedmoonflower]

   She makes it to the edge of Old Odyssey...

    ...But she’s starting to slow down.

[seinfelds-deactivated20160814]

[milk-fed]

everyday.

[ladiesxofxthexcosmos]

@wiltedmoonflower

[wiltedmoonflower]

     “...I need to go.”

   Enough wasting time. The scenery was beautiful, but she’s falling apart. So she speeds off from Fine Fields. She had to get past Lollipop Land.

   Then It was Old Odyssey... Which she was not looking forward to. It was especially cold there.

[wiltedmoonflower]

   Call it wasting time, but Sectonia was drifting through the forest of Fine Fields, looking around at the scenery. It was dark, but very pretty... She was never really allowed to just explore the land and take a good look at exactly what she had been ruling over. Being a Princess had meant very little time to herself... And when she changed, she didn't even care anymore.

   But now, she was taking a bit of time to look at their world.

   After all, it may be the last chance she'll get...

[wiltedmoonflower]

   She was almost past Fine Fields. She just had to stop for a rest, as much as she hated to. Her wings may be strong, but they could only go for so long. Do she's settled herself in a patch of grass among the trees, so she wouldn't be easy to see.

   As she rested, she looked over her damage. Most of her body had turned blue, petals have been steadily falling off of her.

   She didn't have long.

   She just hoped she'd make it...

[wiltedmoonflower]

You've been spotted.

     “Oh, I know I have been.”

[wiltedmoonflower]

Something zips past the Dreamstalk. No one seems to notice. It is dark, after all. If one looked closely though, they could see the light of the moon glisten off of blue petals that fluttered off a rushing figure, like glitter in the wind.

The former Queen was coming home.

She just had to make sure no one spotted her.

[rpmusings-galore]

                  even  ( ANGELS )  have their wicked schemes

                                    but, you take that to new extremes

[wiltedmoonflower]

Nutty Noon seems just a little more empty. A certain exiled Queen has vanished from the area.

Where could she have possibly gone.

[wiltedmoonflower]

   There's a sudden loud slam, and the sound of stone cracking that make the nearby Mumbies scatter.

   What caused it? The fist of an emotional Queen that was pulsing with dark energy. Retracting her hand from the decent sized dent she made in the stone wall, she flexed it, and gave the joints a few cracks, before letting it fall to her side.

   Sectonia stared off into the distance, her body twitching each time another petal freed itself from the blue gaps in her hard skin. It was hurting the more of herself she lost.

   She couldn't keep wasting time sitting here and thinking.

     "That's it. I'm going back."

[wiltedmoonflower]

"You know, I do believe now would be a good time to take your final actions before your inevitable departure from this world. Or not. It’s your choice, and you’ll be going to the same place either way.”

     “There will be nothing ‘final’ about them, bug. I have no plans of ever leaving this world. I don’t even think I completely can.”

   A huff comes from her, antennae twitching, before she looked off, a somewhat softer expression coming to her features.

     “Regardless… I need to do something… Very soon.”

   Petals flutter in the breeze.

[wiltedmoonflower]

The once small patch of blue on the Queen had grown into one larger and highly noticeable. It took up at least a quarter of her body, and was continuing to spread slowly. Petals fell from her on occasions, each one taking just a bit more of her life with them. If you could even call her alive.

And as she sat on the tower wall, she began to ponder... If she did find a way to regenerate her body, or get a new one, would it be worth it? She had nothing anymore. She had no kingdom, no people, no anyone.

No Taranza.

She could strive to take her land back, but did she really want to? She doubted they would stand for it, and honestly, Taranza was doing a better job than she ever did.

Her heart was clashing with her soul again.

She didn't know what to do...

[wiltedmoonflower]

💙

💙: how would my muse handle seeing their object of affection falling in love with someone else?

[Jealous and very angry at first, and then only confused and depressed. It would be the first time she's felt anything akin to heartbreak and she wouldn't know what to do about it.]

[Unrequited love is a bitch haha]