yellow flicker beat.

Winnie Penn ☀ 15 ☀ Sometimes I sing We're at the start, the colours disappear I never watch the stars, there’s so much down here So I just try to keep up with the red, orange, yellow flicker beat sparking up my heart

[tiresapoe]

[winniepenn-blog]

maileephillips:

You, um… You don’t have to be quiet, if you don’t want. You could tell me something. Like, about your day, maybe. Something to take my mind off these dumb allergies.

Yeah, yeah I can talk about that. Or I could play you a song, would that make it better maybe?

[marleysimms]

No, I’m not crying. My eyes have just been watering all day. ‘Cause of, uh, allergies, y’know.

[marleysimms]

[winniepenn-blog]

No uh that’s okay. I can just stay quiet until your allergies stop acting up, if you want.

[finneganxryder]

“I know– but i’m still sorry, I can see how upset it’s making you.” He whispered and moved her hair so he could kiss her cheek. “–O-Oh. I–I wish it didn’t happen to you, you didn’t deserve it. Heides either.”

[winniepenn-blog]

“It-It’s just stupid a-and I don’t want to deal with it,”she said quietly. “I-I – Y-You’re so nice Bennie. I j-just want this all to b-be over and I-I want to be okay. I w-want Heides to be okay.”

[dragonmades]

[finneganxryder]

“–O-Oh, i’m sorry Winn, that’s not fair.” He sighed and rubbed her back as she leaned in closer to him. “T-There’s nothing they can do?” He asked quietly.

[winniepenn-blog]

“Y-you didnt have an-anything to d-do with it Bennie,” she said quietly into his shoulder. “Anything they could do c-could take y-years or decades.”

[nosheri-blog]

“I love this song so much.”

[winniepenn-blog]

It’s such a great song. 

[nosheri-blog]

“They say we’re losers and we’re alright with that, we are the leaders of the not coming back’s, but we’re alright though, yeah we’re alright though. We are the kings and queens of the new broken scene, yeah, we’re alright though.”

[winniepenn-blog]

[athenaduong]

I’ll try not to get crazy unless I absolutely have to. Mhm, I do, you’re the best little wedding helper ever.

[winniepenn-blog]

Well there are plenty of reasons for a mom to go a little crazy. Thank you Temp, you’re going to be a very beautiful bride.

[athenaduong]

I feel like Eli’s not going to get mad a lot, only if a boy tries to chase Eliana down. But other than that, I think i’ll be the only one going into crazy mode when things like that happen. That’s a good idea, we’ll definitely do that.

[winniepenn-blog]

He should be pretty calm about most things, but that could make him freak out for sure. You can be an occasionally crazy mom, that’s acceptable. You really think so?

[finneganxryder]

Bentley paused for a moment and nodded. “–So, – so she doesn’t remember you?” He whispered and held her a little closer.

[winniepenn-blog]

Winnie shook her head and leaned in closer to him, still crying.

[athenaduong]

Unless it’s them choosing to sneak out of the house, then that’s where i’ll turn into crazy mom mode. Ah, that’s gunna be even more adorable. It all sounds so amazing, I can’t wait any longer.

[winniepenn-blog]

Right, that’s not okay. You have the universe’s full permission to turn into crazy mom mode then. She might not wear a flower crown like the rest of us but we can get her a pretty flower headband that matches the rest of ours. 

[sophhobrien]

That’s true, I also get tired really easily.

[winniepenn-blog]

Yeah, a break would be nice.

[finneganxryder]

Bentley was silent for a moment, and then wiped away where her tears had fallen. “Do you wanna tell me what’s going on with your mom?”

[winniepenn-blog]

“There– there was an accident, an-and when she woke up she started yelling at Heides and I. She–She said that we weren’t us, th-that we were im-impostors,” she choked out, between tears. 

[athenaduong]

Yep, allowing a child to figure out who they are on their own is important I think. It’s just going to be too adorable to handle.

[winniepenn-blog]

It’s important for them to choose what they want. It really is, and we can get Eliana a pretty dress that matches the other bridesmaid dresses.

[lucaray-blog]

[winniepenn-blog]

[sophhobrien]

–Are you sure? I don’t want you to miss out.

[winniepenn-blog]

I’m sure, it’s nice to just slow down a bit.