You let me love you. It's hard to watch as you treat another the same way you did me when we first met, like what we had wasn't anything different at all. Is this like a trial and error every two years or something. I let you make me happy, we went on constant road trips big or small. We were supposed to drive over east together. Not her.. Not you and her. Is she prettier then me because she's more confident with her natural face. Is she better then me. How can you move on from us so fast. Like we were nothing, like I was nothing. Yet you still drunk message me every time you're back and tell me to come over but you never really want me to see you. I havent seen you since that time you left my house.. I feel as though we still have unfinished business. Why did you let me love you, why did you leave me like that. How do you just move on and not have a care about my feelings as you post about her and what you're doing. Is she going to go meet your family, is that what this trip is. Or were you seeing her before you left me. Did you leave me cause you thought you could get another and used me as safety blanket. The worst part is, that I told you how I've been used before and how important it was to me not to feel that way again, but yet as you promised me you wouldn't use me, you did. I still can't stop loving you and I feel like it's eating me up inside. I feel like I'm trying to grieve you but I just can't seem to let you go. Just give me some answers. Or at least don't post about her knowing I'm going to see it. Knowing I'm going to see her perfect smile and perfect self that you're probably going to love or wreck like me. At least she doesn't have the same first name as me, but her first is my middle...