trying my best

personal journal !! just my feelings dont take anything I say here too seriously :) height: 5'10"/179cm hw: 248/112.5 sw: 233/105.7 cw: 223.2/101.2 gw: 220/99.8 ugw: 120/54.4

[wistfulday]

Worked so hard to lose ten pounds and then I binged it all back. I hate having BED,, why couldn't I have gotten a good ed 😭😭

[alwayshungrys-world]

“Maybe you wouldn’t be crying, if you actually stayed on track”

[wistfulday]

What is a good waist size? I need something to work towards

[miuuwi]

NICHE WEIGHTLOSS TIPS!!!

TW: £D

1.) GREEN TEA- Works like crazy boosts metabolism and keeps you full and awake. 2.) 200CALS - 400CALS/DAY- I lost 6 pound in 2 weeks!!!

3.) SPARKLING WATER- 0 calories flavored + no aspartame

4.) AFFIRMATIONS- Just like normal affirmations if you repeat “I hate food.” Your brain will believe it. 5.) GET A WL PARTNER- If it gets toxic its even better to push yourself.

6.) RIBBON METHOD- Make a ribbon the size you WANT your thighs, waist, arms, etc to be. Every time you get hungry wrap it around.

7.) EAT WITHOUT DISTRACTIONS- It’s easier to prevent yourself from binging if your not distracted by Tiktok, YouTube, Pinterest, Tumblr, etc.

8.) DANCING- It may sound delusional, but dancing around your room to edit audios or just dancing can burn extra calories at night.

9.) PAINTING NAILS- Paint your nails a color that will remind you not too eat every time you’re hand gets close to your face.

10.) COMPARING- Whenever you’re fasting or choosing it to eat in public find someone who is and think, “I’m so much stronger than them.”

11.) BABY FOOD- Little calories for the puffs and num nums.

[m0llyedd]

Reminder🪽

[wistfulday]

Going to bed dizzy and hungry is weirdly one of my favorite feelings

[dreamygirlmelancholia]

I fucking hate feeling the fat of my body

I love food, I just want to eat chocolates, a huge plate of pasta with a lot of cheese,..

I can't stand it, I can't eat, if I eat I will hate myself even more

[rafesbabydollsblog]

[wistfulday]

When i was 13 and suicidal, my biggest fear was when I would actually kill myself because the people carrying my body out would notice how fat and heavy I was. So that tells you something about my mental state throughout the years

[ultimatelustforlife]

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wingscal on ig

[yourvoiceismycocoon]

It would be cool if someone liked me even just a little bit

[wistfulday]

Im going to japan with my friends next year so i need to lose weight immediately !! I cannot look like this tub of lard in all of our pictures together or ill actually kms 😭 and not to mention buying cute clothes. I seriously need to be locked the fuck in for this next year so i can get to my ugw 🥹

[wistfulday]

How did i lose five pounds ???

[wistfulday]

Someone tell me how to be physically afraid of food. Im so tired of overeating🫩

[wistfulday]

Going on long walks while fantasizing about how skinny i'll be is great because it takes away the hunger

[wistfulday]

Im so ready to lose this weight. One year of locking in will be all it takes. I understand that i will have ups and downs, and im prepared to stay consistent. Im getting giddy with how good ill look by the end of it 🤞🤞

[wistfulday]

I often think about how easy/fast it would be to get down in weight if i were already a "normal" weight. Oh well, I've made my bed and now I need to lie in it too.