i'm a mess

[wolves-dire]

i don't know what i'm doing at the time but i'm doing it

[wolves-dire]

i think missing you forever is better than knowing that you fall for someone new

(please stay)

— 3:30 p.m. thoughts

[wolves-dire]

it’s hard to love you

like trying to wipe the pouring rain from my windshield

like ripping pages from that one book you love;

it’s hard to love you

when i have you only to let you go

when i give you my right hand

and for you to rip my left;

it’s hard to love you

and isn’t love supposed to be easy?

- 7:23 pm thoughts (mci)

[wolves-dire]

She’s the kind of girl you first talk to in kindergarten Just because she’s too shy to play with the others She’s the kind of girl when you first learn how to write And her name is the first word that popped up in your head So you write her name on your blue notebook She’s the kind of girl when you were told to draw in art class And she’s the one that you draw on your canvas You showed it to her after and she liked it She’s the kind of girl you go with to a dance at school Just because she doesn’t want to go with other guy You told her to be confidence because she’s cool She just smile and ask you to dance together She’s the kind of girl you first fall in love with You realized that when she talked to a guy from her math class She’s the one you spend your night talking on the phone with Rambling about your favorite bands and books you just read You asked her to be yours She said yes She’s the first girl, the first everything But heaven knows She is not meant to be your last   - 3:35 pm thoughts (mci)

[wolves-dire]

you put me in the box above your cupboard where you put your baseball cap that you used to love so much before you find basketball and decided it’s the one you love the most

- 11:31 am thoughts (mci)

[wolves-dire]

it’s the first time you ever laugh that loud when i’m around you used to be so calm and collected i love that about you  how you’re so cool in front of me and our friends but God am i wrong when you laugh just a little too much i fall deeper than i’ve already been your hearty laugh, the way your head falls back and you let loose i don’t think i’ve ever seen such beauty

- 8:40 am thoughts (mci)

[wolves-dire]

GREETINGS

hey, i’m ivonne

i don’t think i’m good at it, but i enjoy writing stuff

so just bear with me and feel free to comment/ask anything