[womanidiot]

What is my pain trying to teach me? What can I learn from this?

[womanidiot]

I want to hold onto everything and everyone I love with both hands and ideally forever

[womanidiot]

I always thought I was only loveable if I could get someone else to love me

[womanidiot]

[womanidiot]

IT HURT MY FEELINGS

[womanidiot]

I wish I wasn’t so sensitive to what I perceive as rejection

[womanidiot]

actually I deserve better

[womanidiot]

[womanidiot]

Are you being nice or are you flirting with me??? I’m an idiot

[womanidiot]

happy together by wong kar wai

[womanidiot]

More often than not I end up feeling like an intense and sensitive freak

[womanidiot]

I can feel you losing interest in me. Rude !

[womanidiot]

I wait for you like a dog

[womanidiot]

[womanidiot]

I wanted to hear your voice

[womanidiot]

I will be rewarded for meeting a set of standards that I enforce upon only myself

[womanidiot]

how much longer do I have to feel this for????