nothing but bones

🌵sw: 195 cw:187 gw:180;170;160;150;140;130;120;110 ugw:100🌵 🌹bipolar and anxious girl🌹 🤘personal acct🤘

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Wanna know what the worst part is ? I love every second of self destruction

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If I could even tell you the path of self sabotage I’m on you’d weep

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th1n$p0 <3

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Rainer Maria Rilke, The Book of Images

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Got told my stomach looks a lot flatter today

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So I usually work wed to sat at the club but I’ve made the plan to not drink and go to the gym after each shift and just really get everything I can out of myself

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Been doing omad and being active , my job it’s physical so that helps. This week ima add back in the gym since I have four weeks before the next surgery

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Sometimes I forget just how pretty I actually am

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Did I take too much laxative ? YES

Will I wake up skinnier tomorrow ? Also YESS

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Unfortunately I got some stretch marks on my stomach from being pregnant but I think I’m gonna try inkless stretch mark removal. I have everything to do it myself and honestly it would be a great skill to learn. I’ll let you guys know if I end up getting rid of them this way.

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I just realized that last week I weighed in at 85 kg before surgery , that’s 187 Ibs ! I’m so proud, I’m gonna keep pushing till I’m wear I need to be !

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I’ve stopped drinking so I can actually focus on my weight. Here’s to day 2

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New Year’s resolution: stop thinking you are more important than you are in someone’s life

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People don’t actually care tbh

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Done with one surgery of two to remove extra breast tissue ! Once I lose this weight I’m finally gonna have the boney upper body of my dreams