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when the fuck will i be ok

so I'll tell you I’ll tell you that I slept all day yesterday because at least my life isn’t mine when I’m not awake I’ll tell you that the scars on my thighs are getting harder and harder to cover I’ll tell you that I cried on the floor of the shower yesterday for an hour because tears don’t stain my cheekbones as badly when they melt into the hot water I’ll tell you that as the one person that makes me want to be alive, you’re the one person I’m not even sure wants to stay I’ll tell you that I got so fucking drunk yesterday because I can’t handle anything sober I’ll tell you that I have no expectations but hope with all of my heart that you love me back I’ll tell you that I am tears, dilated pupils, scars and loneliness I’ll tell you that I’m everything you shouldn’t want to hold on to, and hope that you hold on anyways

the air that i breathe IV - blue-delusion (via blue-delusion)

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queerlysad

youknowyouhaveadhdwhen

I wish that I could experience just one day without ADHD.

I want to know how everyone else thinks.

It would be nice to not always lose track of time.

Or always lose your phone that is most likely lost in the bag you thought you throughly checked 3 times.

It would be great to not have to deal with a million thoughts and an empty mind at the same time.

I want to know how it feels to have a conversation and have the CHOICE of drifting off when you realize it is unimportant.

How does it feel to catch instructions the1st time they are told?

Can I just experience once, the way words can roll of your tongue without the awkward “umm forgot I was going to say” ?

How do people not rock or shake while standing or sitting?

I really want to experience the luxury of putting work off till the last minute because I was busy, not because I PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY could not bring my self to do it.

Can I do homework without holding on to my pen and blankly staring at the work. Zero thoughts. No, I’m not thinking of fucking squirrels. I’m thinking of nothing because my brain can’t focus.

*And lastly, Can I experience the feeling of being an inconsiderate ass by buying adderall and other stimulants from people who probably needs it or stole it from someone who does? Can I take an adderall only when I need to cram for the midterm? No I can’t I’ll just wake up early everyday and take my stimulant that I desperately need to cram for everyday moments.

thatgirlneedsaxanax

I just wanna say… From the bottom of my heart… Get the fuck away from me if you have bad intentions

inkskinned

srabl00d

smack her ass and call her babygirl.

sleevesofgrass

if you are not crazy, i mean absolutely crazy about what you love, then i beg you, either find a way to be insanely crazy about it or throw it away. you were not born with half an ass human therefore you have no right to half-ass the intensity in which you love.

christopher poindexter (via sleevesofgrass)

sadsongswearefriendswith

Good question, I don’t have an answer to that. You don’t know how you are losing your mind, only that every day a little part of what you thought was yourself leaves. You start to become unhealthier and unhealthier every moment. Sometimes you don’t realize it’s happening. It might come on suddenly or be strung out over a period of time. Either way, it’s a very unappealing thing that people tend to romanticize for some odd reason.

When asked how you lose your mind. (via sadsongswearefriendswith)