There’s something I need to talk about and tumblr seems like a good place to go
Somethings been bothering me a little lately. And it’s silly.
I recently found out that the ex best friend is now best friends with someone I used to also call a best friend. Now let me tell you why I think this is silly to be upset about.
My high school years were literally ruined by these girls. Usually when someone is bullied in high school, it’s by some other group of girls not by their own best friends. Not for me. Anything from the way I dressed to the house that I lived in. There was a whole summer that they all teamed up on me and made me feel like the biggest most unloved piece of shit that ever existed. It got so dark that I came so very close to ending my life. It was rough. All of my trust issues root from them. I’m almost positive about that. It was a very bad group of friends to be involved in. We made each other terrible people. And now they’re all best friends again. And I guess it makes sense.
But now that I legitimately have a completely new life from them, it all seems so insignificant. Different city, different friends, different outlook on everything. The people I’ve met here through work mostly are some of the best people I’ve met in my life. They have my back, they fill me with POSITIVE thoughts of myself, they want me to be okay.
It’s such a nice feeling to be around people that want the best for me. And I can honestly say I want the best for every single one of them.
I hope everyone meets people like them at some point. There are good people out there, I promise. Stay away from the bad ones. Spend time with yourself instead of spending time with crappy people. Love yourself enough to not involve yourself in negativity. It took me awhile, but I finally did it. ❤️
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