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I'm backk⁶ | charlie :] | he/him | block don't report plz

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At some point its not even about skinny, its about looking like a man, being a man.

My body is a prison and i will never be cis. I just want less to hate i guess.

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I'm finally active again. I've been i fucking chud as of late

I can't belive if been in an on and off toxic relationship with this app for years WTF.

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Its the new year i knòw what that means ;]

Have no real new year resolutions except the thought of "if im not smaller by next year ISTG i will euthanize myself" but im ready because new years is a good start no resolution though. Kms

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Dude theres this guy ive knows since we were kids (we like down the street from eachother) and we are in the same class (both of us failed physical science and retook it) and he was talking about watching my 600 pound life and i was like "Have you heard of supersized vs superskinny its sooo much worse." and he was like "I need to watch it." we both asked to leave class and he talked to me about his mom being really fatshamey and then he talked about throwing up his food when he gets mad and im really just like wow they really live among us 😭 and then i want to the bathroom and threw up my lunch because it was really triggering... anyway im gonna be a little more active for a bit :]

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It was violent but it wasnt angry. It was just dinner.

No context sorry

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Nevermind i had a 110 cal peanut buter chocolate cup thing and a 10 cal zero sugar flavor paket

Edit:

FUCK ITS BEEN 16 MINUTES AND IVE ALREADY MANAGED THE FUCKING HOG DOWN TWO SERVINGS OF RED VELVET CAKE AND A FULL BOWL OF DORITOS

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I feel like pure shit omg. kill me i feel floaty, tired, and dumb as hell and its only 11am I never have issues skipping the first two meals of the day wtf.

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I didn't have time to smoke my little cigarillo but i got my cart back from a friend :]

Ill admit i have a bit of an overeating problem when im stoned but i havent smoked in almost a month so suck it

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Does anyone else do this? I do this so that no one can be upset with me for not being ready and i can simply refuse plans that wernt agreed upon two hours prior. It also keeps me from going fucking insane. The schedule is agreed upon by both parents and myself usually the day before after dinner.

Is this too much to expect of spontaneous people?

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This is just what i need to be i dont strive to be sick but if thats what it takes

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Just came back from my bfs house his little brother took a shit that weighted in at 3 pounds and earlier i took a shit too weighted myself before and after just like him BUT MY SHIT WAS ONLY ONE POUND i was genuinely pissed off at the moment but he gave me a half smoked cigar i will have monday morning :]

[mortafairiee]

some malespo<3

[ellianna-yacinth]

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TMI WARNIG

I'm just here to say no one would talk to me if they knew to amount of times I've purged in my bedroom.

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Hellpppp im back and off my adhd meds and on FUCKING PROZAC (i dont need this shit i swear i just cant prove it yet.) Im going on a trip to regional competitions for theater in a big city i just want to stay home and bash my head into a wall we will all eat together and shit none of them see me as a real man and i dont blame themm godddd 😢

edit: I'm back on my ADHD meds and everything sucks equally, I need to stop blaming my problems on my doctors.

i still don't believe in Prozac.

oh yeah and we got dead last in competitions and a kid almost got crushed to death by a platform after cheating on his girlfriend.

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There's literally nothing for me post here this'll probably always be reposts but I was like **really** clumsy setting up this account so like feel free to tell me what would make it better I just added a bunch of tags because I don't know how to post 🤷🏾‍♂️