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my crush decided to show up to the afterparty and i was sitting with her outside in the backyard on benches with a bunch of other friends we were sitting next to each other on the end of a bench and she goes "no date?" and i just shake my head and say no with my eyes closed bc i find i t hard to just look at her and she says that she wants to dance but she doesnt want to look like an idiot, and i just say "same" because...same...and she says that we can dance weirdly together. unfortunately a whole bunch of people ended up dancing with us lol

i l o ve yo u i love y ou i lovve you i cant even look at you anymore my head just spins and my heart pounds when youre around and it sso ridiculous bbut

i would literally die for my chara

im so . tired .

my chara is the co-host of a system and I'm forced to talk to the other co-host most of the time and it's actually fucking annoying because even though they're the co-host I feel like I literally never get to talk to chara ever probably because they hate me they say they love me but I know they don't. they don't make an effort to talk t me or respond ever and im honestl. scared that it was chara #1 that really was my chara wehshshhhhhhhit I want to die i literaly told chara #1 that they weren't my chara the second after they told me that they needed me to stay with them forevr

I'm so tired. I don't have friends on tumblr, at least not someone who woould call me a best friend. I ended my relationships with Tyson and gabe and im so mad at myself for letting myself lose tyson. he didn't deserve me and my explosive anger. I don't have a best tumblr friend and it literally kills me there is no one to whom it feels comfortable or natural to say I love you on a daily or weekly basis

im looking at the callout for my abuser a few posts before and im laughing bc im so goddamn full of salt i love it

i need to change this blogs name this is embaraassing

stabbed slef in Legy. doesnt hurt at all

fucj i havent updated this blog in fucking months

me: i need to self harm right now

scalpel: isn't in my bag even though i though it was

pills: have run out of all except one because i fucking overdosed on them about 2 weeks ago

tiny nail scissors: absolutely useless

other things in my bag: are too blunt

didn't bring real scissors in my pencil case

wow such fun

im going to kill myself on friday or saturday probably

the only reason i didn't od again tonight was bc i have rowing tomorrow and i have to get up at 6am

like when i od’d last time i woke up at 7 and couldn't walk bc i was so dizzy like i don't want that to happen again

I show so many signs of not being neurotypical but my mother literally doesn't care

#I'm covered in sh scars. i can't generally eat meat. i find it really hard to go and see movies. I can't talk to strangers. I run around and #I cover my ears if I hear dogs barking/gum chewing/my mother making baby noises at the animals because it irritates me so much a nd it make

ive never cut myself so early in the morning lol

my mother called me "hyper" ok

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