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Here we go again. After all that has been keeping your mind occupied seized to weight it bleeping alertness on it, you find it, or rather, you can't find it. It is like a bubble and its shell-dependent existence. The shell of your mind is mere tiny occupations and day-to-day thoughts. When you pop-up a bubble, nothing remains. When you clear your mind, nothing is there. No essence. No source. No destination.
If I cannot convince myself of my own sanity, how could I convince anyone else. I keep deceiving myself, double deceiving those around me as to never notice how am I doing it to myself or them. Triple deception. Quad-deception. A multilayered life of acts and appropriations with nothing original to put out there or keep anywhere inside this rotten conscience.
There is a bubble. That's me.
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Adler was influenced by the mental construct ideas of the phi...
Adler was influenced by the mental construct ideas of the philosopher Hans Vaihinger (The Philosophy of 'As if') and the literature of Dostoevsky.
Adler always retained a pragmatic approach that was task-orie...
Adler always retained a pragmatic approach that was task-oriented. These "Life tasks" are occupation/work, society/friendship, and love/sexuality. Their success depends on cooperation. The tasks of life are not to be considered in isolation since, as Adler famously commented, "they all throw cross-lights on one another".
parts of the individual's unconscious self ideally work to co...
parts of the individual's unconscious self ideally work to convert feelings of inferiority to superiority (or rather completeness).[20] The desires of the self ideal were countered by social and ethical demands. If the corrective factors were disregarded and the individual overcompensated, then an inferiority complex would occur, fostering the danger of the individual becoming egocentric, power-hungry and aggressive or worse.
Along with prostitution and criminality, Adler had classified...
Along with prostitution and criminality, Adler had classified 'homosexuals' as falling among the "failures of life".
the self-actualization research of Abraham Maslow, himself me...
the self-actualization research of Abraham Maslow, himself mentored by Adler
The secondary inferiority feeling is the adult's feeling of i...
The secondary inferiority feeling is the adult's feeling of insufficiency that results from having adopted an unrealistically high or impossible compensatory goal, often one of perfection. The degree of distress is proportional to the subjective or felt distance from that goal. In addition to this distress, the residue of the original, primary feeling of inferiority may still haunt an adult. An inferiority complex is an extreme expectation that one will fail in the tasks of life that can lead to pessimistic resignation and an assumed inability to overcome difficulties.
Compensation : A tendency to make up for underdevelopment of phy...
CompensationA tendency to make up for underdevelopment of physical or mental functioning through interest and training, usually within a relatively normal range of development. Over-compensation reflects a more powerful impulse to gain an extra margin of development, frequently beyond the normal range. This may take a useful direction toward exceptional achievement, as the stutterer Demosthenes became an outstanding orator,[8] or a useless direction toward excessive perfectionism. Genius may result from extraordinary over-compensation. Under-compensation reflects a less active, even passive attitude toward development that usually places excessive expectations and demands on other people.
The early childhood feeling of inferiority, for which one aim...
The early childhood feeling of inferiority, for which one aims to compensate, leads to the creation of a fictional final goal which subjectively seems to promise total relief from the feeling of inferiority, future security, and success. The depth of the inferior feeling usually determines the height of the goal which then becomes the "final cause" of behavior patterns.
Private logic is the reasoning invented by an individual to s...
Private logic is the reasoning invented by an individual to stimulate and justify a style of life. By contrast, common sense represents society's cumulative, consensual reasoning that recognizes the wisdom of mutual benefit. Harold Mosak described Five Basic Mistakes: Overgeneralizations False or Impossible Goals Misperceptions of Life and Life's Demands Denial of One's Basic Worth Faulty Values
Safeguarding tendency
Cognitive and behavioral strategies used to avoid or excuse oneself from imagined failure. They can take the form of symptoms—such as anxiety, phobias, or depression—which can all be used as excuses for avoiding the tasks of life and transferring responsibility to others. They can also take the form of aggression or withdrawal. Aggressive safeguarding strategies include deprecation, accusations, or self-accusations and guilt, which are used as means for elevating a fragile self-esteem and safeguarding an overblown, idealized image of oneself. Withdrawal takes various forms of physical, mental, and emotional distancing from seemingly threatening people and problems.
The ultimate objective of classical Adlerian psychotherapy is...
The ultimate objective of classical Adlerian psychotherapy is to replace exaggerated self-protection (safeguarding), self-enhancement and self-indulgence, with greater self-knowledge and genuine, courageous social feelings.[
Both individual psychology and humanistic psychology hold tha...
Both individual psychology and humanistic psychology hold that the individual human being is the best determinant of his or her own needs, desires, interests, and growth.
Beck's triad
Beck's triad involves "automatic, spontaneous and seemingly uncontrollable negative thoughts" about: The self The world or environment The future
Learned optimism
Learned optimism has been used to combat depression during cognitive behavioral therapy. This is based on the idea that patients may be depressed in part because they have a pessimistic outlook. Rather than perceiving adversity as a constant thing that cannot be overcome, and taking personal blame for that adversity, patients come out of cognitive behavioral therapy with the belief that they can control how they respond to adversity. A shift toward optimism is a shift away from depression.
The food should last for a couple of weeks, but if they don’t let us on land, I don’t think people’s balanced neuroticism will last as much. The infected, 165 -as stated by the daily report they hand us along side the food- were already confirmed, have got the upper rooms now. They decided to give them a whole floor as to not mingle with and infect other passengers.
I never saw this coming. Nobody saw this coming. My son got us -my husband and I- two tickets to this luxurious cruse sailing from the east coast of China, visiting a few island, then, setting sail at Japan where we were supposed to get off 2 weeks ago and take a short trip to catch our flight in Kyoto. It turned out to be a curse, not a cruse. I cannot distinguish these two words now. I feel sick and dizzy when I look at them although the first time I actually noticed that they share the same characters I couldn’t stop laughing.
“This is not a curse, this cruse... It is not bad spirits, or ghosts.. on this ship, unfortunately, one of the passengers has had contact with the H4NN2 virus...” It was 3 days after my husband has been taken, 5 days after we saw people one after another fall on the ground and start jerking as if they really needed to get all their guts out in front of them and check if they had any insects and bugs inside. I started laughing right after the “This is not a curse, this cruse..” they had to force me into the medical cabin to check me up, apparently the infected show signs of neurological dysfunction as well. I was fine.
TBC...
In a corner of the world, someone is at the shore earlier than he's ever been and he is trying to enjoy the cold shilling 2 AM breeze engulfed with the heavy smell of the sea holding a cigarette in one hand and a 2-months past-expiry Pocari Sweat can in the other.
"I will have to go scavenging for supplies again, this time I will have to go too far, I will never get to see the sea again. The air here is bad for my motorcycle anyways." He thought "The good thing is that cigarettes will never expire, and I always find plenty. Goodbye. Sea. I will choose solitue over accomodating the bittersweet nostalgia you've been feeding me and the hope of finding another living soul that fell for the same dirty trickery you played on me."
As he drove off, he thought of how bad sand felt between his toes after a fresh swim and how that doesn't matter and how weird was it for him to think this of all things.
He needed a reason to hate the sea.
You can always find reasons to despise, push away, shun and get rid of anything or anyone if you put some effort into it. And, you always put enough effort into ot if it meant shielding your conscience from guilt.
The smell of the shore kept fainting, the dryness kept rising and with it the sun rises spreading its rays on a black belt filled with empty dusty rusty vehicles.
One soul.
A long loud ear-piercing enging went on and on and on... Without a competitor. Dominating the stillness.
No soul.
People say a lot about themselves without speaking. But it takes a dysfunctional disillusioned type, with a compulsive obsessive self-conscious scrutiny, to notice that knowledge but never use it.
It all comes back to you, if you are the subject, when it is too late to be useful. It all comes back only to remind you of how preoccupied you are with not living, not being there as yourself or anyone at all. Not being at all.
I wonder if anyone have put enough effort into researching how we feel emotional pain. I think loneliness would be the most ambiguous of them all.
I think I will be the greatest author if I succeeded in putting it into words.
When you don’t consciously study it, it is there. When you try to put your finger on it, it is not quite there.
You think it’s only in your upper body, yet, you can’t deny that your legs feel weak and are on the verge of shaking. But, they don’t and you’re still standing.
You breath relief. Maybe, that was it. I poisonous O2 atom. It was making your chest unable to breath naturally. And now that it is out, your rib cage is ain’t that heavy. But, the back of your head is still, your stomach is not happy and one atom can’t travel to both directions.
I wonder if this is how others can relate to this ceremony when they disgrace this holy state by announcing that they feel, felt, have been feeling lonely... I don’t like to think that they do.
Bias against the rich.
The disgusting blending of color characters and brand names into ones apparel is a specialty of the middle to low-wage class.
Unlike you, I am all too familiar with my flaws and short comings. They are like my imaginary friends, we talk but I never talk about them.
You say that I am a byproduct of a dysfunctional environment. But you say it in a way, different from the norm, as if it was my fault to be put is such a time and place. As if my disposition right now was my own choosing.
I dont remember having a choice.
Unlike you, I would understand if somebody talked about their imaginary friends. I would know that they only keep them to themselves because if they don't they will be put in a more dysfunctional situation. One that mere maladaptive coping tools will not work with.
But, all in all, it is ok. I tried again, not that it worked before but in hope that it will work this time. It will take time before I try again.
The best way to make others fit fluidly into your bearable amount of socializing is to gradually accustomize them to no more than what you can support.
Humans learn by habit. Whatever they get accustomed to, they deem to be deserved and rightful even when it is not.
If you already did the mistake of over-sharing and communicating, all that is left for you to do is inflict some emotional damage unto them in a way they don't suspect it to be intentional but situational.
Damage and hurt are the only tools to erase what has been learned by habit.
Love is proof that insanity can be beautiful. Sometimes.
Two humans digging into their own flesh and into one another with dagger of their own making. And for what? Brief moments of the comforting realms of familiar skin.
Productivity guilt and cluttered life vs. The modern man.
"Nothing shocks or suprises me anymore. I have accustomed myself to categorizing and labeling everything that happens to me into mere degrees or varieties of the same experiences. Every feeling has already been felt and whatever comes next is just a reminder. YOFO; you only feel once. All there is too see you already saw. All there is to acheive, you've been there before."
"Can I have one more chance? I think I will be born in the wrong time and place." He numbly stars at his hands wishing Life will give him a satisfactory answer, or at least a compromise, this time.
"No", It answer.
"I don't want a drunkard dad... Uaggah uaghha uaghh" He is born. He will be called Jim in this lifetime.
The achitecture of doom in its quest to achieving ultimate efficiency and order has failed making its inhabitants contented.
By either making things too spacey or too narrow but rectangular and evenly ordered, its reinforcing and setting congnitive limits on the inhabitants. By keeping concrete in line, you keep people in line.
It happened during the industrial revolution. Soon enough anyone with a modern low wage job will be put in the same position.
History usually repeats itself. Grotesquely. We are not ready.