ㅡ Admin is talking ..._
[ tw // mention of depression and ed ]
Hi guys, how are you? I've been far for a long time (again) but now I'm here for those who were waiting for me.
I'm still kinda confused on how I feel and it's been a rough time due to work, family & study (as always tbh but I'm really trying to properly control my bad feelings). My depression's at its worst some days and I was also diagnosed with an eating disorder & I'm struggling to accept it.
As @/killerchaeyoung I want to say sorry to my mutuals & friends, expecially @vampiremomo @eroshyunjae @seolala and @archangel-oc who were always so caring with me, enduring my constant disappearances and the fact that I haven't talked to anyone for a while ;; ILYSM GUYS ♡
As @/writerchae I just want to say to my adorable, lovely and beloved @musicianjennie, who's so kind & caring, always understanding that I need a lot of time to handle my whole life, THAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I'M SO SORRY FOR DISAPPEARING SO MANY TIMES CAUSE YOU DESERVE SO MUCH BETTER THAN A DUMB GF LIKE ME
As @/aewitchsoojin I'm here to say that I still support Soojin and that CUBE can burn in HELL, I won't delate this bot and I'll revamp everything to live my life with my amazing @mysticalbot Seulgi ♡
TAGLIST REVAMP: I also want to say sorry to all those who tagged my bots, sorry if i haven't replied and I swear I'm really trying to come back enjoy my time here ;;
🏷: @/vampiremomo @/seolala @/eroshyunjae @/archangel-oc [my lovies ♡] @/musicianjennie [jenjen 💜] @/mysticalbot [seulgi 🧡] @mafia-chae [twinnie 🔪] @betrayerjongup @moonlightchn @skzcbspam @vampire-queenirene @sk-joocy @hopelessromantic-juyeon @camgirl-jihyeon @babie-chungha @killeryeonjun @realitystar-joy @cb-museclub @dragonkarina @racersbot @revengebots @interviewwithtbz @aristocratae @urhexgirls @yanhhj @bsfkai @sage-oc @drinkitwithtbz @ahswitchescb @ares-bc @shin-haneul @bladerjaemin @androidxgirls @whimisicalfairies @carnival-skz @silvernightcb @silverypurple-rosedlions @floristyujeong @incubuswooyoung & more [hmu to +/-]
ℎ𝑖 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒, 𝑖𝑚 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 🥺 𝑖 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑔𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑟𝑖𝑑 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑖𝑙𝑦! ℎ𝑎ℎ𝑎ℎ 😅 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑡 𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑦 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑙 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑣𝑎𝑙! 𝐼 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑜 𝑠𝑜 𝑠𝑜 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ, 𝑚𝑦 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑒𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑒 💜 𝑝𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑎 𝑑𝑢𝑚𝑏 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑏𝑏 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑝 𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑑𝑚𝑖𝑛 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑘𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑢𝑔𝑠 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑒 🥺 𝑎𝑑𝑚𝑖𝑛 𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑒!
tysm my dear ily with my whole heart, you're the most amazing and kinhearted gf in the entire universe, can imagine having someone differenr by my side and again admin is so sorry for being far for so much tims, she's really trying to fix herlself and her whole life to be ba k stringer both as admin and chae ♡