So this is a really tough post to write. I think my heart is actually pounding writing this, haha.
I've been apart of this group for a long time, a whole year in fact. I came in when many members who have sadly left this group were all old members and I remember everybody welcoming me with open arms. It was the nicest, most active, most literate group of people around and I was so happy to sign on every day. I made some amazing friends here, some I still keep in contact with even though they've moved on to other things.
I met Jess here. Jess is really, really special to me. I've never felt quite the connection with a ship partner the way I felt with her. I may have tried with others, but none came as naturally as it does with her. She always listens to me no matter what kind of mood I'm in, she tells me the best advice even when I don't want to hear because I need to hear it, and we spend most of our conversations cracking up and typing 'I CAN'T BREATHE' because we've made each other laugh so hard. I know no matter where we go in life, Jess is gonna be there because I just have that feeling. There's some people you were destined to meet.
I'm leaving Hollywood Fame for a few reasons. The biggest is that frankly, I don't feel welcome here anymore. I feel like Keegan has worn out his welcome. The amount of negative confessions Treegan and Keegan gets is disheartening to read and it really puts a damper on my RPing. Treegan and Keegan are my babies -- when I log on, I want to relax and have fun with them, I don't want to be bombarded with hate. It seemed there was some kind of turn around when all of a sudden they became 'annoying' and 'boring' even though Jess and I have tried our hardest to keep them interesting. I'm still very much interested in them, I'd just rather play out Keegan and Treegan in a different setting where it's surrounded by more positive feedback and by people who genuinely enjoy reading our stuff and interacting with me.
Also, I don't feel like I quite fit in anymore. If I post a starter, I get complaints that I post too many starters. If I reply to starters, I get complaints that I need to post a starter. I just can't seem to win. You guys are all a great bunch of people, I just don't really know where I fit in with this group. I've gotten too many rude anons to feel muse to be Keegan here.
I'm going to miss everybody. Despite the ups and downs, this group has always been so fun and full of caring people. I'd list the people who have touched my heart while I've been here but you all know who you are. I'd like to share my new URL with you, in case you want to follow up on Treegan because we plan on making it a 3x3 account with both Shayley and Lucian, so it'll be here and my personal account is here. I don't go on it much, but I'm giving it out just in case.
Again, thanks for everything. Even though my time may be done here, that's not to say this place hasn't been great for me or I don't wish Stone and the other admins the best of luck in running out. I hope you guys all live happy, rich, successful lives and remember that no matter what, there's a light at the end of the tunnel. ily. and goodnight.
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