(2)Larrâs escape in PT4 feels like childbirth to me.
I think Larrâs escape is the most unsettling, brutal, but also surprisingly poetic scene in the whole episode. In this post, I want to share how I feel about it, about Larr and his story. To begin with, I sense that there is a structural parrallel between Larrâs escape and childbirth.
Iâll explain why I have this idea.
At about 8:00, Larr squeezes himself through the iron bars. Half of his head can be seen at that moment. It was this exact scene that left me pondering. I thought of a 3D animation I just watched, which vividly showed the process of childbirth.
From the animation, I learned that childbirth usually goes through these phases: before delivering the baby, the mother will first wait for her body to be prepared. The wombâs opening (cervix) slowly thins and opens up to about the width of a bagel. When the opening is fully open, the mother feels a strong urge to push, and the baby moves down the birth canal until the head first appears, then the shoulders, and finally the whole body comes out.
Then, I connect this to Larrâs escape:
Before the escape, Larr first forces the iron bar open, to create an opening through which he can get himself out. Afterwards, he begins to squeeze himself through the gap. His head is the first to be freed, then his shoulders, and finally his whole body. Visually, he performs the escape in the same sequence as childbirth. Is it a coincidence?
Another similarity is about the location of wounds.
In real life, humans evolved to walk upright. Womenâs pelvises became narrow, making babiesâ heads and shoulders too big for the birth canal. The mismatch of size sometimes makes childbirth extremely painful.
Then, look at Larrâs woundsâthe left side of his head and his left shoulder are damaged. I think Avocado intentionally chose these two body parts, because they echo with the two most common types of dystocia in real life: cephalic and shoulder dystocia. The former can happen when the babyâs head is too large to pass smoothly through the motherâs birth canal; The latter occurs right after the babyâs head is delivered, when one or both shoulders get stuck behind the motherâs pelvic bones. If not handled properly or in time, they may leave severe injuries. In this sense, Larrâs wounds, on his head and left shoulder, seem to reflect the real danger in childbirth, and the price Larr has to pay for his rebirth.
I want to pause here and clarify what I mean. I am not saying that Larr is the mother or baby, or that the prison is the womb, or that the iron bars are the cervix. What I want to point out is not a direct metaphor, but a structural parallel: The sequence of Larrâs escape mirrors the sequence of childbirth. The location of his wounds aligns with the most common sites of birth injuries. And the outcome of his escape can be framed as a kind of rebirth (Iâll talk about this later).
I once saw a comment questioning why Larr didnât squeeze sideways through the gap, so that he could avoid the crush injuries. Leaving aside whether this is truly practical in Larrâs situation, in real life, one of the methods that medical staff use to handle shoulder dystocia is quite similar to the commenterâs idea. It is called rotational maneuvers: when shoulder dystocia happens, medical staff gently rotate the babyâs shoulders inside the birth canal to adjust their position, and create enough room for them to pass though.
But during the whole process of âchildbirthâ, Larr has no his family or doctors here to help him. He is literally alone. He performs the escape all by himself. He struggles with the agony in the dark, in a total isolation. He is not a baby waiting to be pushed down the birth canal, or to be adjusted when the position is not right. He is a grown-up who bears everything on his own. Realizing these, the escape feels even more helpless to me.
So whatâs the underlying meaning if Larrâs escape really mirrors childbirth?
In my opinion, that means after suffering from Steveâs atrocities, Larr is not defeated or destroyed. Instead, he develops, like the baby developing in the motherâs womb, and finally ushers in his rebirth.
For the past three years before PT4 came out, I had firmly believed that Larr was going to impale Steve with the bone he sharpened. This was because based on what I saw by the end of PT3 (Larrâs expression, full of grief and resentment), I had this feeling that Beehrâs death had ruined him completely. He gave up all his dignity and became totally insane; I thought Larr would be driven by overwhelming hatred, and would try all he could to hurt Steve, even if his damage could be insignificant, even if it would be at the cost of his own life. I imagined thisâan ancient Greek tragic hero who knew his path inevitably led to destruction, but still stood up against the evil. His action would declare that Steveâs oppression was not absolute, and that weak as villagers were, they were still able to loathe, to fight back, and to injure the so-called âgodâ.
I was completely excited by my imagination. But Avocado didnât give me the answer I expected. He didnât let Larr be a tragic hero. He let him be a realist survivor. The bone is not sharpened to hurt Steve, but to kill bats and acquire blood. What Larr is thinking about is not a bloody revenge (at least so far), but a way out this hellish prison. My 3-year-long guesses are proved wrong: Larr is not ruined. He is developing.
In PT3, he is about to give up his life (âMy fight ends here.â), but in PT4, he actively plans his escape. The desire to live is rekindled within him. Whatâs the reason behind this drastic change? Perhaps because Larr blames Beehrâs death on himself (for âirritatingâ Steve) and feels extremely guilty. Or he realizes his life has taken on a new significant meaningâheâs living for both himself and his brotherâThe rest of his life is earned by Beehr. If he dies, Beehrâs death will be nothing. Or he still bears this overwhelming hatred of Steve, but he doesnât let it take control. He knows he cannot confront Steve when he is just a prisoner. Only when he regains freedom, can he stand the chance to rival Steveâhe can learn to fight, recruit people, and form a faction.
So Larr places all his hopes on this only solution: escape. To make it possible, he learns to hide his hatred, obediently handing over the items Steve wants, as if he has completely submitted; He learns to transform his knowledge (which he might have acquired from books or classes before he was trapped in the prison) into his tools and weapons, applying it to building a pulley block that pries open the iron bars; He learns to âpay any price to be freeâ. He has sacrificed his identity as an innocent, vulnerable villager: he engages in slaughters (killing bats), and has the taste of blood. He has put aside his own well-being and human dignity: the life in that hellish prison keeps torturing him, and he keeps tormenting himself too, with this desperate desire to be free that gives him no rest. He becomes a bag of bones, naked, exhausted, and covered all over with wounds.
Larr develops, from a defeated man on the verge of death, to a survivor who relentlessly struggle for a path to freedom and life. When he successfully squeezes himself through the narrow gap and falls onto the ground, itâs like a newborn eventually leaving the motherâs womb after 10 months of development, and falling into a wholly new world heâs never been before. He ushers in his rebirth.
The hallucination of childhood, returning home, and family.
Images of young Larr walking back home frequently flicker through Larrâs storyline. When he finally breaks out from the prison, and stops before the light, he sees (in his hallucination) that his younger self places a tender hand on the knob, and opens the door. Behind the door reveals the softest, warmest scene of the whole episode. Thereâs no death, no suffering and no pain as they are in that hellish prisonâjust home, tinged with a layer of pink and red that seems so surreal. His mother, father, and brother are all here, tightly nestling against each other. The mother is naked after delivery, wrapped in a white blanket. The newborn comfortably rests his head against her warm embrace, eye-closed, fragile.
This scene must have been delicately chosen and designed. If the animation simply needs something to soothe the audienceâs tension and to depict family affection, there are a plenty of options. For example, Avocado can draw a scene where young Beehr happily runs into Larrâs arms, or where his family are sitting around a dinner table. However, Avocado chose this scene, the one closely related to birth. It must carry certain irreplaceable meanings. It hints that Larr and his family (in his hallucination) have experienced the same thing. Larr finishes a bloody âchildbirthâ alone, while his family welcome a new life into the world, in their safe home, under the warm and glistening sunlight.
So when young Larr gets home, he sees the result of childbirth: the birth of his brother, a vulnerable infant held with affection and care, a new life with infinite possibilities. However, what is the outcome of Larrâs own âchildbirthâ? He has already got rid of the prison. Whatâs his next step, next purpose after his *rebirth*? Is he rebornâto be a heart-wrenching man who weeps over his past suffering day after day? Or to be a forgiver who returns to village life, and heals his wounds with time? Or, to be an unforgiving avenger who rules a faction, forms an army, and claims a war on Steve?
I have no clues. The only thing I know is that, the hallucination of home itself can be a gentle reminder for Larr, âYouâve been through hell. Youâve been worn beyond recognition. But donât forget where you come from, and donât forget that you are inherently made from milk and love.â
(Iâm curious about what is going to happen next. Thatâs why Iâm begging for more episodes of A Villagerâs Night.đ)










