Fey

began reading again 🏷️

[xadenrhys]

I usually never buy physical copies of books but i loved God of Fury SO MUCH that i have to have this in my vicinity. anyway, it’s paperback, and so thick that it’s giving me anxiety to read from it because it feels like it’ll fall apart if i do 😃 so if anyone has any tips on not letting that happen, please tell me.

[mikoally]

I need to get a new identity. My ear buds disconnected from my phone at work earlier and it was chapter 11 if GoF. It was the locker room scene. Not quite as mortifying as it could be, but it was enough to prompt me wanting the earth to swallow me whole.

[xadenrhys]

🤣🤣🤣 omg this is my actual nightmare; cuz I literally listen to this book at work too 😭

[xxbeyondangelsxx]

Red Haze scene with Jeremy & Nikolai [God of Fury] _________________________________ honestly this is lowkey how i imagined this scene from the book, of Jeremy trying to center Niko. Their friendship is so precious and i love how protective they are of each other ^^

[xadenrhys]

just finished God of Fury - my brain chemistry has been completely and irrevocably altered

[xadenrhys]

that “different” kinda nausea that Bran’s feeling around Niko is attraction right??

[xadenrhys]

Kolya was most certainly feeling himself and had the night of his dickish life, especially after…

A twitch rushes to my groin and I pause.

He was feeling himself more than usual when…

A reluctant, uptight preppy boy was gliding his firm ass all over him.

“Oh no.” I glare down at my pants. “Fuck no, you fucking fuck.”

He twitches again as if saying, “Fuck yeah.”

“The fuck are you? A masochist? He said he was straight. Told you to keep your nonsense away from him as if it were an insult.”

My dick doesn’t understand insults, since he has the moral compass of a used condom, and remains standing at attention like an eager kid in class.

“You need to get yourself fucking checked, dude. Preferably by an exorcist so they can get those demons out and shit.”

I’m actually crying HE IS THE FUNNIEST CHARACTER I’VE EVER READ

i only posted this BUT HIS ENTIRE CHAPTERS ARE HILARIOUS

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this is my first time reading a non-romantasy dark romance book but i literally can’t stop laughing at EVERYTHING Nikolai - he’s so fucking funny omg 😭😭

[xadenrhys]

i’m not sure how Azris crackship came to be but the concept sparked something in my head so i’d like at least 30 pages of Azriel’s book to be Azris romance thank you vm

[xadenrhys]

I hissed when my behind met the wooden seat. Gods, that hurt. I was never going to be able to sit down without drawing in a sharp breath again.

Fisher's infuriating grin was the only part of his face visible beneath the dark cowl of his hood. “I'm glad you think this is funny,” I groused, accepting the beer he handed to me.

“I think it's hilarious,” he countered. “You've been a persistent pain in my ass since we met. Now the universe has seen fit to make your ass smart. I'd call that justice.”

“I'd call it highly fucking annoying.”

LOOL i love their banter!!

[xadenrhys]

Fisher looked back at me, his narrowed his eyes assessing me. Gods, he was a sight to behold. Every line of him was art. With his full mouth, and the faint shadow of stubble marking his jaw, his fascinating eyes, and all of his midnight-black hair, it was hard not to look at him and ache. I had grown up in a pit of misery, where people died more often than they lived. I hadn't seen many beautiful things in my short life. But, of all the beautiful things I had seen, Fisher was the most beautiful of all.

It would have been wrong to think of the men I'd encountered back in Zilvaren in that way. Some of them had been attractive. Some of them had even been hot enough to make my toes curl. But Fisher was the epitome of everything that was strong, and male, and powerful. He was so much more than anything I'd experienced before. He was beautiful. Looking at him made me feel like I couldn't catch my breath.

“If you want it, come here and touch it,” he rumbled.

Holy. Fucking. Gods.

[xadenrhys]

I risked a sidelong glance at Kingfisher out of the corner of my eye. “Should we, uh...knock?”

An arrogant smile curled up at the corner of his mouth. “Sure,” he said, as if this was a charming suggestion made by a single-brain-celled idiot. A second later, he slammed the sole of his boot against the wood, and then the door was on the ground in pieces. “Knock knock.” He stepped to one side, holding his hand out in a mockery of manners, gesturing for me to go ahead of him. “I don't think anyone's home.”

“I'm not going first. What if it's warded by, I don't know...by magic, or something?”

Kingfisher waggled his fingers, his eyes going wide. “Oh no, not magic!”

“Ass.”

“Coward,”

[xadenrhys]

Nesta tucked the book under an arm. “What’s the point in learning fighting techniques if I don’t know their true purpose and uses? You’d train me into a weapon, and I’d be just that: someone else’s weapon. I want to know how to wield it—myself, I mean. And others.”

Cassian was stunned into silence as they ascended the steps, following Helion and Rhys, who chatted away at the head of their group. “You plan on leading an army, Nes?”

“Not an army.” She glanced sidelong at him. “But perhaps a small unit of females.”

She was dead serious. “The priestesses?”

“I don’t know if they’d join, but … There are others out there, I’m sure, who might. I’m immortal now, or as close to it as possible. I have nothing but time to plan far into the future.”

His chest tightened. Planning for the future. It was a hell of a good sign.

oh sweet sweet progress

[xadenrhys]

It was an effort of will to tell his body there was no threat, that the blood was willing, that she was fine. But it didn’t stop him from grinding his teeth loudly enough that Feyre whispered to him beneath Nesta and Helion’s conversation, “What’s wrong with you?”

Cassian muttered back, “Nothing. Stop being such a busybody, Cursebreaker.”

Feyre shot him a sidelong glance. “You’re acting like a caged animal.” Her lips curved upward. “Are you jealous?”

Cassian kept his voice neutral. “Of Helion?”

“I don’t see anyone else in this room who’s currently holding my sister’s hand and smiling at her.”

The bastard was indeed doing that, though Nesta remained stone-faced.

“Why would I be jealous?”

Feyre’s laugh was a rustle of air. Cassian couldn’t stop his answering grin, earning a confused glance from Azriel. Cassian shook his head.

these interactions mean so much to me 🤧 like ofc it’s been 4 books beforehand so it almost feels like a gift reading these kinds of scenes of the bonds you grow to love throughout the series. i’m just grateful to be able to experience it

[xadenrhys]

Feyre slid her tattooed hands into her pockets. “Can you show Nesta how to ward it herself? Something perhaps with a bit more… oomph?”

“Oomph?” Rhys asked, lifting an eyebrow.

“Oomph,” Feyre said, throwing him a glare. “We can’t all be silver-tongued like you.”

Rhys winked. “Good thing you benefit from it, Feyre darling.”

Cassian chose to ignore the innuendo, and the flicker of arousal from both of them. Helion, however, snickered.

Azriel cleared his throat. “Nesta’s waiting.”

“She’s here?” Helion practically shimmered with golden light.

“Yes,” Feyre said simply, rising from the chair. Cassian didn’t miss the sultry look his High Lady gave Rhys as she passed by, aiming for the rooms at the northern end of the palace. And he didn’t miss the deep laugh Rhys gave her in return, full of sensual promise.

He couldn’t help the pang in his chest at the casual intimacy, the blatant affection and love. A far cry from just sex.

it is so interesting seeing how feysand are perceived from a third person pov 😂 (i miss these bbs so much) also feel for cass maybe wanting that closeness for himself with nesta 🤧

[xadenrhys]

The silence became tense enough that Cassian made himself grin. “Considering that Nesta brushed off Helion’s smoldering advances during the war, he might not be so inclined to help her.”

“He’ll help,” Rhys said, stars shimmering in his gaze. “If only for another shot at her.”

Nesta rolled her eyes, and the gesture was so normal that Cassian’s smile became more genuine, edged now with relief.

You wear your heart for all to see, brother, Rhys said without turning Cassian’s way.

Cassian only shrugged. He was past caring.

Cassian has his heart on his sleeve and it is ADORABLE

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omgggggg it was Azriel who found Gwyn!!!!

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nesta meditating for the first time is sooo relatable omg even after having experience doing it, it still feels that distracting inside my head