UNDER // OATH

sHARON CARTER

[xagentxiii]

morshibernis‌:

“NOT FOR YOU, I don’t.”  Bucky replied coolly as he looked over at the blonde. “Fine. You can have sixty seconds.”

the HARSH tone , despite how much she expected it – she couldn’t help but FLINCH. folding her arms out of habit , an opt for comfort in this situation – but that bond felt HOLLOW. at least , she had been offered a MINUTE. at this rate , she will take whatever time she could.   ❝  i get that this isn’t. . . an ideal situation ,  and i’m sorry it turned out this way. is there anyway you can forgive me ?? ❞ the fact that she had been drunk that night , she couldn’t remember much on it -- and memories or not --- she felt that regret. bucky did mean a lot to her for her to leave it alone.

[cmpssions-blog]

   ‘   i  can’t  remember  .   it  was  like  five  minutes  ago  .   ’

@nctafocl  /  anyone  !

[xagentxiii]

   ‘   don't worry , maybe it will come to you later , yeah ??  ’ sharon smiled warmly , handling a cold case with new evidence is always a hit or a miss. but she never knew how to give up.

[xagentxiii]

@morshibernis

there were some people that she couldn’t forget from her faux memories – and ruby had been one of them. her presence brought her comfort , something that is rare nowadays. ‘  i like your hair down. you look pretty.  ’

[xagentxiii]

@morshibernis

“ bucky , hey ! do you have a minute – or an. . . maybe an hour – “ sharon added the last part offhandedly , though a part of her wondered if he’d stick around for that long.

[xagentxiii]

cmpssions‌:

   he  looked  down  ,   the  frown  on  his  face  spoke  of  years  of  a  heavy  weight  resting  on  his  shoulders  .   one  he  was  struggling  to  carry  .    ‘   it  hasn’t  been  enough  ,   sharon  .   i  couldn’t  save  them  when  they  needed  me  .   ’

the weight in his eyes spoke tales that didn’t amount to what lied in his heart. sharon knew it all , she worked closely with him. seen the damages herself and the cruel mark it left.  ❝ steve . . . ❞ she wanted desperately to alleviate it, but the guilt of being able to do more can’t ever be completely pried away.  ❝ you did everything in your power to save them , what happened there can’t be held accountable on one man. do you understand me ?? i’m sure many things could have been done differently. ❞ and she believed that.  ❝  besides . . . i don’t believe the people who ‘perished’ are really gone, the people we watched disappear -- steve they’re here. i don’t know how . . . but they are. ❞

[rabhartaiisms-deactivated202211]

closed starter for @nctafocl​ (any)

“no matter how many fucking times i tell myself i should be used to time travel, i never do get used to it. at least this time round, i’ve gone forward instead of back to an even worse point in history.”

[xagentxiii]

❝ wow , finally someone around here who gets it. ❞ sharon has done her fair share of time travel , even traversing dimensions where it could have taken her life. the universe surely has no boundaries for surprises.  ❝  if you aren’t leaving any time soon , how about a drink , on me .❞  while her own drink is virgin , due to the little one growing inside her , she definitely could understand the toll it takes.

[xagentxiii]

cpuriitys‌:

jefferson really had no idea why sharon was suddenly interested in talking to him. it seemed like she had been ignoring him for a lifetime, especially after what happened. however, at the end of the day she was still a friend that he valued more than most. if she needed him, he would be there.  

he smiled awkwardly when she opened the door, walking inside & turning to look at her. “ why wouldn’t i ? c’mon, you must know me better than that. ”

the air certainly felt weighed down by an unmovable force. the line of her lips d*/8escended into an uneasy frown.  ❝ i know, ❞ she confirmed , knowing that he wasn’t a flighty person -- not from what her faux memories told her. she placed a high value on jefferson and bucky , both of them played a key role in her time here , and it would be a mistake to discount that. shutting the door before turning to him, blue spheres connecting with his before averting slightly, gesturing to the direction of the living room.  ❝ you might need to take a seat for this, can i get :you anything to drink ?❞ and as a reflex , her arms folded against her chest. 

[becheven]

[herostairss]

Mercoledì, 14:32

[xagentxiii]

@puriitys

[xagentxiii]

@puriitys

for months she had been avoiding him; and whenever their paths crossed -- she did her best to keep it casual as possible. as an agent , veiling the truth isn’t a stretch. fear bred motivation , a child is supposedly cursed if she is the one carrying them. but she had to at least, and  tell her long time friend. alienating him wasn’t fair , even with all of her memories in tact -- his importance is brimming to her.   taking in a deep breath she opened the door and felt relief encase her -- lined with nerves. how contradicting is that. “jefferson . . . i was worried you weren’t going to come.”

[cmpssions-blog]

    ‘   there’s  a  lot  i  have  to  be  sorry  for  .   i  failed  everyone  i  know  .   ’

@xagentxiii  /  sharon  !

[xagentxiii]

❝ you did the best you could, you didn't fail anyone, you've saved more than you know.   ❞  and she believed in it, there were many times she would opt for Steve's help and that hasn't changed.

[xagentxiii]

David: I can tell you that it's most definitely not you.

David: Also, no

Sharon: oh come on, i can't help you if you don't tell me who she is.

[honoredones]

@xagentxiii / sharon carter

“EXCUSE ME but could I ask you somethi –” He paused when she turned around, a little surprised to find yet another person that he actually remembered. Vaguely, he’d barely encountered Sharon but he still remembered. “Hey! You were in Germany, too. You…yeah, you probably don’t remember me. I’m Scott Lang, uh, I was with Cap.”

[xagentxiii]

" Scott ?? Of course I remember you," and she meant that, it may have not been from a prominent interaction. "i remember anyone who fights alongside me," plus she does her research. "i see you got yourself stuck here too. " she would be happy to see a familiar face but she wouldn't wish this place on anyone.

[honoredones]

✉ sharon carter

Bucky Barnes: I miss you and Pegs

Bucky Barnes: And also I miss the demon that lives inside of you, what was the name

Bucky Barnes: Rhymes with Roosifer

[xagentxiii]

sharon: one day you're going to regret calling my baby a demon

sharon: espwcially if you're going to be on babysitting duty.

sharon: but then again if you guys get along i will question the paternity.

[xagentxiii]

“I feel like I’ve been chewed up, spat out, and run over repeatedly.” // sharon & bucky

❝ what did you do, exactly ?? ❞ sharon showed concern before she opted to find out if any of her suspicions were correct.

[xagentxiii]

“ do you remember anything unusual?” from steve

“ you should probably define unusual, steve. “

[xagentxiii]

[ text; ] i love death and dying / bucky

sms ;; maybe i should come over there and help you with that ???

sms ;;  we’ll see how much you love it when I’m through with you. <3