The heart of emotions

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"i wanna do this with you" is a love language 🫀

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If you look carefully everyone is pretending

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People don't like when you show them how it feels to be treated the way they treat you.

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Own lane, own wave, own peace

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Sometimes their behavior is your answer

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because i carry it well doesn't mean it's not heavy

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Don't expect people to be there for you, just because you're always there for them. Not everyone has the same heart as you.

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I want someone there to talk about my heart and my emotions. Because it torture me I feel like I'm drown by this emotions and feeling.

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I love you more than I love myself.

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I don't want this kind of painful thinking of someone who gives you life to complete you and then suddenly he is gone and the worst is you can't find this man anymore, you can't touch him anymore, you can't hug him anymore, you can't reach him anymore. I just want to end my life before he ends up just to make him survive but I can't because I want to be with him because I love him so much, I treasure him so much I can't find someone else if he is gone but what should I do? I always keep praying just to feel him safe from the bad people. And how I wish that I'm there to protect him if it happens.

It does not happen yet but it already torture me. I don't like this kind of vision and feeling to someone who I love.

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Once my rude side is activated I don't regret a single word what I say.

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Be mindful of your words next time. That it won't hurt anyone.

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Don't be perfect, be real

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If my eyes are on you, do not worry about the eyes on me.

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Some days I'm healing Some days I break again.

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You will be okay. Storms don't last forever.

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Once again I smiled when I wanted to cry, I stayed quiet when I had so much to say.