The need for someone to be waiting for me in the living room after a long, hard day of being big and them just saying "welcome home! You did so well today! Does puppy wanna relax? It's okay, I'm here now." And pat their lap and I just fall into their arms while whining like the dog I am and crying and they hush me and hold me and play with my hair until I calm down and than we have dinner and maybe take a bath together and wear matching pajamas and then cuddle while they praise me for doing so well and being so good for them.
I want to be treated like a dog in the most non-sexual way possible. I wanna get head pats and chin scratches. i wanna cuddle up with someone and be pet all over. I want someone to train me, teach me and tell me to sit and stay. Put and collar on me and walk me every morning. Not in a sexual way but in a “whos a good dog!” Kinda way. I wanna take walks with a collar on,, i wanna get bone shaped treats,, i wanna eat human safe dog products,, But if i said that people will think im FREAKY!!! And it suckkksssss because I seriously don't want to be used when I trust someone for my body (again) (°□°) but yeahh,, I dunno I just I've seen how dogs are treated when they have good owners and I want that,, I wanna be told I'm a good boy in a tone that people use for dogs while I get pet and a treat for simply taking care of myself,, its hard taking care of myself so that would be so nice,, and I want a personalised collar that they got just for me and it has my name on a bone shaped name tag and in the back it says "call them if I'm lost!" With their phone number so that if I wonder around too far some kind stranger would call them and they'd pick me up and say "oh my god, my puppy! I was so worried about you.. don't wonder off like that again!" I'd be sad but understand why they scolded me and they'd immediately melt from my sad expression and go: "Alright.. no need to be sad.. I'm not mad at you, cmere." Once were home and we cuddle and they kiss me all over my face and they buy me all kinds of toys and squeaky ones and the ones with the fabric that makes crunchy noises and harnesses because leashes can hurt me and im just their little puppy and I get to have the best owner everr,, aaa I just wanna be lovedddd,,, (>///<)
