GONE

I doubt anyone has been stalking me here, but I've decided to finally put up a moved page. You can find me at the link below if you ever need to find me. Hope all is well.

[xmh-uee]

randomly stopped by to borrow the e-mail address from this account. sobs at the memories.

[xmh-uee]

I still come here to this account occasionally but it's sad to hear that MH is really gone even if it has been a long time since I've been around. I hope you all are well.

[xmh-uee]

Somehow found myself stalking this dash again. How do I still have almost 160 followers? Lol.

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gah...it's not fair that cheondung has another character still here and i don't.

so...i'm already reconsidering creating someone new. OTL. why do i do this to myself? so um...yeah...if you have any female characters you'd like to request (AND IF I HAVE TIME AND OOC LIFE DOESN'T KILL ME), i'll think about joining as someone new. and hopefully have muse for her. yup...

@daegun: oh man...the thoughts of coming back have already started. :|

[xmh-uee]

i'll never be completely gone...because look...i'm back again.

@suho: it really has been a while, huh? how time flies when you're having fun. i'll miss you and your...i don't know what i'll miss. jk. but i'm sorry we didn't get to plot further with suho/seungho. who knows. i'll probably end up missing this place so much i'll pop back in with someone new. i'm not ruling it out just yet. it's just my muse for uee is gone. :|

@daegun: aww no, we haven't had the chance. but mh is an awesome place so i hope you enjoy your time here! we'll see about me coming back. it's highly likely. hahaha.

[xmh-uee]

sobs at all your messages. this is why i hate leaving places...and it takes me 5ever to actually leave it.

tumblr is being a butt and not letting me copy/paste replies, but...

@kyu: loling. that would be a bit difficult seeing that uee is a married woman BUT hey, who knows, right? and i see your message so i will answer you there in a bit.

@eunji: girly, i will miss you lots too. i'll be around so don't be a stranger, ok? good luck with everything as well!

@hamin: thank you thank you. same to you. i'm sorry we didn't get around to finishing.

but seriously, if any of you guys ever want to talk ooc, just message me or find me on msn [email protected] or twitter [ask for it. haha.] because just because i'm not here as someone doesn't mean i have stopped caring for you all. 

[xmh-uee]

i hate goodbyes...

but i think it's time for me to take my leave here. myeonghwan has left me with some amazing memories, but i've just started to lose my muse for uee and how i've created her/her backstory. dropping seungho as well because i just haven't had much time to play him, tbh. i'll be leaving this account as is because SOBS so many memories ... i'm sorry to all those who i still have paras/scripts going on with. i wish i had the time to finish them all. i'll probably be popping in occasionally to see how y'all are doing (cause i'm creepy like that). this isn't goodbye forever, but for now, i shall take my leave. <3

[xmh-uee]

♔ tracker 02.24.13 12:15 pm est

» replying to:

n/a

» waiting for [active] [inactive]:

ailee

bora: is our para still happening?

cheondung

dongjun

hamin

luhan

luna: did we finish this? who won the event? lol.

minho

soojung

sunny [starter]

» plotting with: 

COME PLOT WITH MEEEEEE!!!! <3

» ooc note: 

mixed feelings about suddenly having so few paras left over. though i guess it's good since ooc life is getting so hectic. :| oh, and welcome to all the new people! i'm so lazy about welcoming individually now, but HELLO!!! come plot with uee if you'd like \o/

[xmh-uee]

{ future } baby steps || cheondung & uee

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Sanghyun stood there, watching his wife interacting with his parents and smiling as his mother had Leo on her arms. “He reminds me so much of our Doongie, don’t you think, yeobo?”, Mrs. Park said quietly to her husband, making her son laugh. “You were cute like this, Doongie-yah. But then you grew up”. Rolling his eyes, he wrapped his arm around Yoojin’s shoulders. “Are you trying to joke with me, omma? I’m still cute”, he laughed softly, pouting.

“I’m really sorry for showing up without telling you two. Your sister called me the other day she needed us and that it was urgent, so we decided to pass by to say hello as well. And to meet Leo-yah”, his mother explained, making Sanghyun nod and wave his free hand at her. “Don’t worry”, he shrugged, looking then to his wife beside him and smiling as a apologize, knowing she didn’t like much people to come over without warning. “Take a seat. Do you want anything to drink?”, he asked, tilting his head. “Water is fine”, they said, sitting down on the couch as Sanghyun left to the other room.

With only Mrs. and Mr. Park on the living room with Yoojin, the two olders got distracted with their first grandchild. They would never guess Sanghyun would indeed get married and that was a really final and good decision. At the beginning, they thought what any parent would think. Asked if he had messed up with something or what. But seeing their place now and the kid they just had, they could see both of them really loved each other. Lucky them to find themselves in such a young age, just like the old times. “How are you guys going with the whole new routine, Yoojin-ah?”, Mrs. Park asked with a smile, looking at her daughter-in-law. “Also… Thank you for taking care of Sanghyun. We know he can be pretty childish and… Well, himself sometimes. We’re glad you changed him for better, though”, Mr. Park added after his wife, smiling at the younger woman. “I’m hearing you guys, just saying”, Sanghyun muttered, handing two glasses of water to them.

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Uee was thankful that she got along well with Sanghyun's parents. Her fear had always been not getting along with her in-laws, but they were the sweetest couple that she could ever meet and they treated her well. She smiled as they talked about Leo, a sense of pride in hearing their approval, so to speak. Not that the kid needed approval in any way, but it was nice to hear that, well, she wasn't the only one who thought he was absolutely precious. 

When she heard their comment about Leo looking just like Sanghyun, she couldn't help but laugh knowing that she had been saying the same exact thing for the past week. "Well, I still think you're cute too," she chuckled, kissing his cheek. That was another thing; she had always been afraid of showing her affection for her significant other in front of the elders, but she knew that his parents always thought it was absolutely adorable when they were cute with each other so she never thought it was awkward.

Hearing his mother's apology, Uee quickly shook her head. "Please, there's no reason to be sorry. We're just glad you got a chance to stop by and see Leo. After all, I don't know how long it would be for us to be able to come up to Busan and all." Even though they could drive, it could still be disastrous having a newborn baby sit through hours in the car. "Is unnie alright?" She asked, looking a bit concerned when hearing the word 'urgent'. 

Soon enough, they had shifted over to the living room, taking a seat on the couch as she watched her in-laws playing with the baby. It seemed like Leo knew they were related to him so he was behaving well. When the older woman began to speak, Uee looked up. Chuckling lightly, she shrugged. "I can't say it's been easy, but Doong has been really good about helping me out and so it's not as bad as it could be too." She tried to remain optimistic about the whole thing. After all, she was more tired lately than she was before the baby, but that was expected. You couldn't take care of another human being without that small sacrifice.

She couldn't help but smile at the woman's next comments. She never really thought anyone came to appreciate that more than Sanghyun himself, so it was nice to hear that again. Her original intent was never to be the girl to try and change someone, but somehow, he was more willing to change than others, and for that, she would be forever thankful. "Aww, he's pretty easy to take care of. He often is the one to take care of me, so thank you for raising such a good son," she chuckled. "Come here," she remarked to Sanghyun after he set the waters down. Resting her head on his shoulder, she smiled. "We didn't say anything bad about you, sweetie," she teased, holding his hand before patting it. 

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How It Started || Dongjun & Uee

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He chuckled. “It can be annoying, but I can see the benefit as well. If the models aren’t in-tune with each other then they will seem stiff and robotic on the set. By sharing a dressing room, they have a chance to talk and form a small bond that allows them to drop their and be comfortable around one another while being photographed.” He said. 

He snorted. “At least your manager or company tells you. Hyung-nim is an ass. He picks me up, drops me off, then comes back for me. Sometimes, I think about firing him and hiring someone new, but I haven’t been able to find a replacement for him yet.” He said grumbling a little. “I’ve known him too long to just fire him…I would have to do something first.” He noted. 

He nodded as she did her introduction and started on his. “Well, you know my name, but my full name is Kim Dongjun. I’m 21, my birthday just passed last week and I’ve been modeling and acting for about 3 months…but I’ve already done so much work that I’m considered a veteran.” He said. 

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Uee nodded as he spoke. "You're right. Guess there's a plus side to it." She smiled as she noted that perhaps this was the type of interaction that the staff would hope they would try to have before the photoshoot. It was good to get to know one another; she wouldn't contradict that idea. 

Chuckling, she shrugged. "Yeah, they're pretty good about things like that. If you want, I can give you the information of my manager, but it is tough to just let someone go. I've done it before and it wasn't fun." She could still remember the parting scene and it was not something she wanted to repeat.

"Ah, you're still young," she smiled and nodded. "Only three months? And already a veteran...hm..." She wasn't sure how to take in that comment. After all, she had been working for three years, yet sometimes, she still felt like a newbie at times. She sighed a little to herself at the thought.

[xmh-uee]

picture perfect || minho & uee

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He covered his abs as he heard her comment about her now husband and nodded “yeah you really shouldn’t… but I seem to forget you’re now married.. ” he pouted slightly it would be quite difficult to get used to her being a married woman now. Minho smiled “you know my number so contact me, maybe we can all have lunch together.. i’ll even invite my girl” he laughed as he finished the sentence.

Minho laughed noticing how pale she got once a child was mentioned and quickly added “you know there isn’t a specific time for a child… it just happens” he quickly changed the subject trying to avoid getting hit or something. “Unfortunately you know how clumsy I can get.. well to be honest” he pulled his phone to eye level “this is like the third cellphone I get… they always break on me” he shook his head remembering how the others breaking was none other than his fault really.

Minho laughed walking over to the set finally “and that noona is what you call failed aegyo” he laughed some more noticing that the photographers weren’t necessarily ready “let’s keep that fail between you and me” he grinned taking a few glances at her. He wasn’t the aegyo type.. he rather disliked it actually, just like he hated calling older woman ‘noona’s’ he really saw no point in it. “Do you what type of shoot we are doing?” he rubbed his neck looking confused, he was never really able to remember all the details.

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Uee couldn't help control her laughter as she watched him cover up his abs after her comment. Hopefully, he knew she wasn't being serious. Poking his cheek, she continued to laugh. "Well, you should remember from now on, okay?" She smiled, nodding and then opening her eyes wider. "Wait, you'll bring her? Really? Okay, then it's settled. What's your availability like next week?" 

Rubbing her neck at the semi-awkward nature of the topic, she looked up at him. "I'm sure we'll be careful and plan wisely. Nothing will just...happen in my life." ((Funny how that turned out)) She had to restrain herself from knocking some sense into him with her palms. "Oy...it must be expensive to have a cell phone breaking habit," she laughed, her lame joke probably only funny to herself.

She zipped together her lips with her finger as if she were keeping a secret. "Just between us. Okay, then." Looking back up at him as he started speaking again, she shook her head. "Well, actually, I think it's for the ads for this clothing brand. Wait, or was it for the make-up company?" Now she couldn't remember since their outfits weren't all that amazing, but the make-up was what was noticeable to her. "Though, you're 100% sure it's not the ab shoot you were talking about?"

[xmh-uee]

{ future } baby steps || cheondung & uee

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Limiting himself on just laugh with her comment to Leo, he kept looking at her as she was the crazy one, though he didn’t really say anything out loud. “I think you just don’t wanna promise it because you found funny hit on me”, he pointed playful, chuckling. “I know. But it was just complicated to think about I guess. We’ll do good”, he muttered, kissing her cheek. As the cries started all over again, Sanghyun laughed softly, taking Leo on his arms and looking at him. “What now, Leo-yah? Are you hungry? Omma didn’t feed you well?”, he chuckled, talking to the little one even though he couldn’t understand a word.

A week had passed since Leo’s birthday and luckily, the two had been doing better each day, getting used to the small details of taking care of a baby, getting used to their new sleep schedule. Sanghyun had already got back to his job, once he only could get a week off after becoming a father. But he was balancing everything pretty fine, helping his wife as much as he could and even getting up at night to try to calm Leo down and see if it was something he himself could do to not tire her. Hearing the doorbell, he raised his eyebrows, looking at Yoojin walking from side to side to make their son fall asleep again after being fed. “Are we waiting someone?”, he asked, running his hand through his hair as stood up, walking to the front door.

Opening it up, he revealed his own oldies, surprising him. “Omma!”, he hugged the old woman tight, smiling as shook his hand with his father, being always a bit cold since he was a kid. “Look who is here, jagiyah!”, he smiled, guiding his parents into their apartment, in which they had never been before, once he had taken Yoojin to Busan to meet his parents a year before, a bit after they getting married.

[xmh-uee]

Time sure flew by when you were having fun; well, either that or when you had too much to do. It had already been a whole week since Uee and Sanghyun had brought little Leo home, and in her mind, it seemed like everything only happened just yesterday. The week had been filled with its ups and downs, though it mostly had to do with adjusting to the new lifestyle. However, things were slowly becoming routine. It was a good thing that most of her work could be done from home since Sanghyun was now going back to work, and she didn't want anyone else watching her son unless it was one of them. She felt bad when her husband had to get up in the middle of the night to take care of the baby since she knew he had to be up the next morning, but she was also thankful of how willing he was to help out. 

Today, Leo was having a mostly good day, doing everything that Uee wanted him to do, except that he was not falling asleep right now, so she paced back and forth in the room as she sang to him. Suddenly, she heard the doorbell rang, causing a puzzled expression to cross her face. Who were they expecting today? Had she really become that busy that she was forgetting who was to arrive? She looked up at Sanghyun and shrugged, unsure of who it could be. 

As the door open, she looked over, noting that it was Sanghyun's parents that had arrived. Though she was happy that they were here, she wished that perhaps they could have given her some advance warning. She didn't like it when people showed up and her place was untidy. Not that it was awful at the moment, especially considering the little time that she had to clean lately. "Annyeonghasaeyo!" Uee greeted them politely, bowing carefully with Leo still in her arms. "What a surprise." It would be the first time for them to see the little baby, and being the proud mother that she was, she couldn't help but quickly move their way to show him off. 

"Look who it is." She smiled, holding out her son for the world to see. He was on the verge of falling asleep, which was when he was the absolute cutest. "Would you like to hold him?" She asked his mother, carefully handing Leo over to him. "Leo, be good to your halmoni, okay?" She smiled at him, kissing his cheek before looking back up at her mother-in-law. Thank goodness he was having a good moment and not crying. She chuckled as she watched him tug on the older woman's finger. The scene reminded her to get her camera. After all, it was important to remember their first interaction with their grandchild, right? Quickly coming back from the room, she snapped a few shots on her phone. After she did so, she wrapped her arm around Sanghyun's waist  and continued smiling at everything that was happening in front of her.

[xmh-uee]

♔ tracker 02.22.13 2:15 am est

» replying to:

n/a

» waiting for [active] [inactive]:

ailee

bora: is our para still happening?

cheondung

dongjun

hamin

luhan

luna: did we finish this? who won the event? lol.

minho

soojung

sunny [starter]

» plotting with: 

COME PLOT WITH MEEEEEE!!!! <3

» ooc note: 

omg...my list of paras dropped dramatically after i cleaned up the names of those who weren't on the masterlist anymore. and sobs, some people dropped the whole rp and i didn't even know. T-T i'm sad. anyways...i need sleep. a 15 hour work day is not okay. good night.

[xmh-uee]

meeting again ♦ ailee & uee

[mh-ailee]

“I’m ready!” she said excitedly. To finally have some time to just treat herself would be nice, or she hope it would be. Pushing herself up from her chair she walked over to the trash can and threw her empty cup inside. Heading over to the door she stretch her arms up in the air, letting out a small yawn that follow afterward. Carpool? Ailee though to herself for a moment. She didn’t drive to bubble tease, she actually had walked. Before getting a chance to respond the other had offer to drive. 

Nodding her head she agreed, with a smile on her face. “Sure, I didn’t drive here anyways. I actually walk.” she told the other as her her hand awkwardly rub the back of her neck. Ailee looked out the window of the shop to see the other already in her car, with a grin she pushed the door open and headed over to the other. Opening the door of the passenger side she step her foot in and took a seat. Closing the door behind her she place her seat belt. “um, you won’t mind if I readjust the seat do you?” she ask. Ailee would had just done it, but she felt a little rude since she was in Uee car after all. Plus they’re not best friend or anything like that. Listening to her question she chuckle a little, “Actually, no… I’ve been working non stop.” she frown at her own response. For a second there, she started to believe that she really was a workaholic after all.

[xmh-uee]

Uee was getting more surprised at how few people actually drove here in this city. Well, the public transit wasn't too bad, but she still found it way more convenient to have her own car. As Ailee got into the car, she was caught off guard by her question to adjust the seat. Chuckling lightly, she waved her hand around. "Feel free. Do whatever you need to make yourself comfortable. I don't mind. It's actually interesting that you asked." She smiled before signaling her way out of the parking lot. 

She didn't even realize the spa was so close, as her GPS told her that it was just down the block. Guess there was a reason people walked everywhere. "Well, we're here," she noted, turning off the engine and getting out of the car. She waved her hand as she walked in front of the other, opening the door for them both. "So, any thoughts on what kinds of spa service you want today? I think I need a massage. My back has been hurting lately."

[xmh-uee]

{ future } baby steps || cheondung & uee

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Sanghyun smiled childish with her quickly add, tugging her hair away from the shoulder he was leaning on as thought about what she said. Not that he really considered himself a troublemaker, but he guessed that if Leo was a bit alike him during his childhood, then yes, he would probably see exactly what his own parents suffered on raising him. He wasn’t a stubborn child, though, he actually was pretty easy to control; but it didn’t mean there were moments which he would be loud as any other kid. Hopefully Leo would be a bit calmer than him, but he doubt it a bit considering he was a boy after all.

“I wasn’t selfish!”, he pouted, shaking his head and controling a laugh. “It was all out of love, ok. I liked to be next to my parents when I wasn’t with my noona. And be beside one of them wasn’t the solution, I needed to be between them. And umma had always found that cute, ok?”, he explained himself, chuckling. The thought of having another child was a bit comfortable now. Probably because though they didn’t want to have children just yet, they ended up having and changing their minds a bit about how soon it was or not.

“Not really”, he shrugged, once honestly he had no idea she had that idea on her mind as well. Well, of course they had talked about having children before Leo coming out, but that was when they had planned to leave it for the future. “And good. You know I just tease you with that, right?”, he then asked, once he was pretty sure he annoyed her somehow with that. “I just do that because remembering now is funny, though on the moment it wasn’t. But it was the easiest problem we ever went through on my point of view”, he smiled, kissing her shoulder. Leaning close to Leo, Sanghyun kissed his forehead, seeing him yawning and smiling at how cute that was. He looked at Yoojin, chuckling with her comment. “Yeah, two at such a young age wouldn’t be any good. And twins… I think we’d probably be a bit stressed because of the lack of sleep”, he nodded.

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Uee pondered his comment and then nodded. Well, there was some truth in his words. "Ok, ok," she remarked, laughing as she said so. "I guess I would find it pretty cute too, wouldn't I, Leo?" She said softly as she brought her face closer to her son's, tapping lightly on his nose. "But don't be too much like your appa, okay? He's crazy," she joked around with him even though she knew he had no idea what she was saying.

She chuckled and shrugged. "Though, I guess I shouldn't be making empty promises. You never know what might happen when it does happen." She looked at him, suddenly a very serious expression on her face before bursting out into laughter again. "Yeah, it was, not that we go through many problems to begin with, which I'm thankful for," she noted, patting his leg. After seeing Leo yawn and Sanghyun kissing his forehead, she already knew what was about to happen. The cries started again, though very softly. Picking him up out of the holster, she threw it back into the stroller and then cradled him. When he wouldn't stop, she looked at Sanghyun. "Can you take him and try to get him to stop?" She shifted in a way so that it would be easier for him to take him from her. What was wrong now?

[xmh-uee]

{ future } baby steps || cheondung & uee

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Wrapping his arm behind and around her, leaning on the back of the bench, Sanghyun kept his chin resting on her shoulder as talked to her. “I’ll take the troublemaker part as a compliment”, he muttered, pouting as looked at Leo. He was pretty sure his son would probably be somehow hyperative or at least a bit. Well, then again, which kid wasn’t hyper. It didn’t matter the time they were born, kids would always have a lot of energy when the adults wouldn’t that much.

“Why do I hear a judgement on your voice?”, he pouted, looking at her, controling a smile as she kissed their son’s little hand. “But yes, I did. My mom kept saying I couldn’t see her and my dad together that I’d throw myself or jump between them and make space for me”, he chuckled as tried to picture himself doing that. It wasn’t that hard once he knew he had had a good childhood and was pretty much a really happy kid.

Making himself more comfortable now, Sanghyun leaned his head on her shoulder, stroking Leo’s cheek with two of his fingers. A smile grew on his face once he heard her voice again, turning his head a bit to look up at her. “Another one?”, he asked, raising up his eyebrows. “Of course, ‘make’ is not that hard”, he chuckled teasing her and shook his head, lifting his head up to look at her better. “I’m joking, don’t hit me”, he pouted at her reaction to what he said, kissing her cheek. “But yes, I don’t want Leo to be an only child”, he nodded slowly, looking down at the baby. “So… We should just wait till he get a bit older and then we can keep that in mind. And plan when doing that, Leo was enough when it comes to surprises”, he laughed softly, leaning his face closer to hers and pecking her lips.

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Laughing, Uee nodded. "Alright, you go do that. Think whatever you'd like to. Now I have two troublemakers to take care of." Her comment made her sound like as if she were perfectly mature, and the thought cracked her up again. "Two very cute troublemakers though," she quickly added, smiling up at him. However, she couldn't help but wonder how cute she would find her son if he did begin to cause craziness in her life, and she hoped dearly that he would at least be manageable growing up. The thought of having to discipline him gave her mixed feelings. At least she didn't have to think about it for a little while. For now, all he knew how to do was either look adorable or make her life miserable with his screams though mostly the former.

"Because you know me too well and that I am totally judging you!" She exclaimed, laughing at his explanation. "Your poor parents. Now put yourself in their shoes. Would you want Leo doing that to you? Selfish child," she teased, ruffling his hair and giving him a quick kiss on the cheek. "I guess I maybe did things like that too. I don't really remember..." She wanted to believe that she was a princess growing up and that she never caused any problems to her parents, but she was sure her parents would tell her otherwise.

The thought surprised her as well. When they found out about Leo, the last thing she really wanted was to have to go through this more than once. However, growing up with siblings, she thought it'd be pretty selfish to keep her son as an only child. "Yeah, another one. You didn't think I'd ever say that, did you?" She laughed, turning her head towards him. "And no, it clearly wasn't since it happened without thought." She couldn't control her laughter when she heard him quickly add a "please don't hit me" to his comment. "I won't hit you anymore over these things. I promise. In fact, seeing this little munchkin makes me think I should be thanking you instead." She held Leo closer to herself and made sure his blankets were still in place since she felt it getting a little chillier. "And a few years would be good. I don't think I can handle two young ones at once. At least, not this young. Thank goodness we didn't have twins. Oh my gosh, we'd never get any sleep."