因为我还爱你。

hzt. c/krp muse. lit & gen.

[xozitao]

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[fresh-hot-rp-memes]

💓`🌸Make a Muse Blush💓🌸

“You work so hard. Take a rest, you deserve it.”

“You’re gorgeous.”

“Impressive! Is there anything you can’t do?”

“Lovely. I’ve never seen anyone move with such grace.”

“Something about the way the light and shadow falls on you, like sun through the leaves... It’s ethereal. Can you even be real?”

“Go on, I’m listening. You’re so lively when you talk about your passions, and I love hearing about them.”

“Don’t be so hard on yourself. Don’t you see how well you’re doing?”

“You are incredibly skilled.”

“Your voice makes me weak.”

“Can I tell you something? I know we haven’t known each other long, but I think you’re amazing. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t believe in love at first sight, but... There’s something about you that draws me in. I want to get to know you — really know you. Is... that okay?”

“I know I’m safe when you’re with me.”

“Love, will you hold me? I miss your touch.”

“You’re so strong~”

“You’re so soft~”

“Oh, you smile like the sun!”

“No, don’t hide your laugh! It’s adorable!”

“Would you like a massage? Come here.”

“You can put your head on my lap, you know. You look like you’re about to topple over from exhaustion.”

“Come here, I’ll hold you.”

“You’re so warm. I’m never letting go of you.”

“Psst, I love you. Just wanted to remind you.”

“You are the most smoochable person there is, y’know? I’m gonna smooch you so much.”

“Of course you can handle yourself. All I’m saying is, if someone disrespects you I will fight them to defend your honor.”

“How are you so good at everything?!”

“You’re amazing.”

“You probably hear this all the time, but I really admire you.”

“Sorry, was a kiss on the hand too forward?”

“You have the cutest blush~”

[astrolocherry]

Don’t be so surprised when those people that you idolised and idealised turn out to be human

[xozitao]

@94vousmevoyez​ --- soft content.

Personal space has well and truly been tossed aside amidst idle chit chat which ebbs and flows between them. Concept which had vanished the moment Soojung had opted to give Zitao another trial as a living, breathing cushion. Thus far he hasn’t objected about the intrusion into his personal bubble nor demurred about a loss of feeling in his legs. Or rather, if he has it’s fallen upon deaf ears. So far, so good as far as she is concerned.

There’s a protest forming upon her tongue at the slightest sign that her blanket of comfort is to be pulled from under her. Literally. Quite frankly, experience makes Soojung acutely aware that it’s usually only a matter of time before restlessness begins to nip at his heels resulting in a more impulsive (for a lack of better words) nature to rear its head. Not that she really minds; their joint adventures are often filled with melodious laughter, rich hues painting pieces of art which are hung within a gallery of precious memories. Nevertheless, tiers of her lips part to put up some form of resistance against that notion in spite of knowing that it will - in all likelihood - be a fruitless endeavour.

Until his hand cards through dark tresses. Repeatedly.

Now that had been unexpected.

An act of affection which in an instant has her grievance melt away only to be replaced with a barely audible sigh of sheer contentment. Placidity which by now is scrawled across the canvas of her features. Suffice to say, Soojung enjoys (correction: adores) said gestures. Words needn’t be utilised to convey such a sentiment; the subtle way in which her figure leans a little further towards his speaks for itself. The manner of which she serves her silent request some may say is not too dissimilar to our domestic feline friends.

The inevitability that reality will come knocking has little effect upon Soojung’s current state of bliss. For now she’s content to bask in the present moment.

Curiosity thrives in his veins, never truly satisfied. There’s a spark in the corner of his eyes even when he explores the familiar things instead of the unknown. Soojung is somewhere in the middle--comfortably familiar, yet still unveiling new things to discover. This moment strays away from the beaten path. Bold, maybe. He doesn’t ask, he goes for it and her hair falls through his fingers over and over. It’s all about instincts. He knows she would protest if she hated what he did. She leans closer instead.

Merely fumbling with her hair requires no special skill from him and that is just about all he can manage. Something about her longer, silky tresses keeps him occupied. How about a braid? How would that turn out? Quietly he seizes the opportunity, her hair now becoming the subject of an ambitious experiment. 

Three sections, one over, then the other side, under... What? This is not it, is it? The mastermind of solving problems in his favour has met a new, powerful opponent. He halts entirely as the mind and the limbs do not cooperate. With that little bit of willpower he maintains, he starts again. 

"You comfy?" He is, only physically. His mental state experiences varying levels of frustration. The man sighs, his hands lay motionless against her head. Once more, he'd try once more. The beginning of what looks like a messy knot is starting to get a recognisable shape. And then, life flashes before his eyes when loses his hold and the strands escape.

"Don't move, please don't move."

He holds his breath. Somehow, the braid doesn't fall apart. He just needs a moment to collect what is left of his original plan. Some of that remains astray, slipping right through his fingers, but determination guides the way. He remembers to breathe again.

[xozitao]

How do you feel about the past? How do you feel about the future?

ASK MY CHARACTER “HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT ______?” CAN BE AN IDEA, PERSON(S), PLACE, OR THING, AND THEY’LL HAVE TO ANSWER HONESTLY.  // @94vousmevoyez

The past is... Something you can learn from, not something you should live in. It's all of you memories until this day. My past has many situations that I know for sure could've taken me somewhere else in life, but I wouldn't change any of it. Past can't be changed anyway, so why worry about it? Everyone has their own journey. I think it's interesting, really. And the future... We don't know how much time we have or how our plans will turn out, but I have ambitions and things I wish to accomplish. Right now I look forward to the future, the next 10 years are probably quite crucial. I'm 27, there's still a lot to do. But... Yeah, I look forward to it. You should too.

[xozitao]

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[the-write-ideas]

Ask my character "How do you feel about ______?" Can be an idea, person(s), place, or thing, and they'll have to answer honestly.

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[xozitao]

@94vousmevoyez​‌:

Had anyone been privy to his current diffident demeanour, they may be inclined to accuse Soojung of being dishonest - for such a manner would be typically attributed to her rather than him. An inclination which rings particularly true if a person has if only ever seen Zitao as an entertainer rather than an every day person. However, they’re not here as Tao and Krystal the charismatic performers but as Zitao and Soojung, two ordinary people living ordinary lives outside of their schedules.

“Oh, I’ll definitely be leaving her a review on her service.” Daubs of humour within her tone are indicative that her initial apprehension is easing up in its hold upon her petite frame. Similarly, the knots of anxious thoughts which had adorned her mind are beginning to unravel which subsequently has Soojung revert more into her usual self as time elapses. Having become more settled, her focus drifts onto the task at hand, that being deciding precisely which dish this self-proclaimed connoisseur wishes to sample out of the treasure trove the restaurant has to offer. Quietude settles in as dark irises pour over the menu which is now laid out in front of her. A moment which is much more comfortable than its predecessor, one which is disrupted by the forlorn sigh elicited by the young female due to indecision having run away with her. “I just want to eat everything.” 

Old habits die hard when their food arrives; Soojung’s olfactory senses being first to experience the dishes which are patiently waiting to be tested. The aroma that greets her is inviting which has her eagerness to taste test the aforesaid meal become that little more apparent, bordering on impatient before she finally takes the plunge. Preliminary findings are looking (or rather tasting) positive which has contentment radiate from her petite figure. For Soojung, there really isn’t anything better than sharing a good meal together.

“I’m thinking about exchanging her for another sister…” It’s by some miracle that she manages to keep the pitch of her tone level as she makes such a declaration. But alas, for the umpteenth time she is betrayed by her own face. Small traces of impishness become contagious, igniting mischief within Soojung and proceeds to permeate onto her countenance. “Thinking about this over dessert could give us a good plan…” She muses, expression providing the illusion that she’s deep in thought. “Wondering about whether guys have a separate dessert stomach too.” A further idea which is voiced but whether Zitao agrees to be a research participant or not is solely up to him.

“It’s been a while right?” A thought which is voiced in a verbatim manner, one which has a wistful sentiment attached to it. Thoughts thumb through a catalogue of events which have occurred since the last time they’d seen each other, sectioning off anything of particular significance before she speaks again. “I’ve really been living a boring life.” A bark of laughter now one which is dulled oh so habitually by the palm of a hand. “I’m going with Jessica to the US in the next few days to start filming another season of Jessica and Krystal. Really hoping that there aren’t cameras following us around saying that we should be doing this and that…” The manner in which the seams of her lips tug downwards is indicative of how she feels about that particular concept. An expression which is as swift to disappear as it had been in the first place, gaze resting upon her companion across from her. “I was thinking about seeing this history of art exhibit tomorrow if you’re still around and want to see it too…Until then I’m curious about what a little this and that is.”

His mind won’t let him down on this one. While he appears serene on the outside, the mind behind many pranks works hard to provide content for yet another ploy. The victim of it hasn’t meant anything bad with the plot line the two are now part of, she just deserves a reminder of who she is messing with. Never too vicious, he sets the mood for something light-hearted. Now it’s all about getting Soojung to join and receiving her approval--it is her sibling he is planning to trick.

“Don’t know about dessert stomachs, mine is just never-ending... There’s always room for dessert. Is that the definition of dessert stomach? Maybe I have it.” Food for thought, and food for the enervated body. Worrying consumes energy, it’s the mind doing all the work while the body deals with the consequences. It doesn’t show on the outside, he is too perplexed for that and already recharging. Her story sounds oddly familiar, too. ‘Boring’ is not the first word that comes up when someone on the street thinks about their lifestyle, but it appears in their speech so often it has become rather hilarious. That’s why the smile on his lips grows greatly upon her jovial remark. Really, you’ve been boring? Again? Yeah, me too.

“So you’re going to meet Jessica? Of course you are... She’s got something to explain,” he muses, fishing out pieces of meat from his dish. “Don’t you get to decide what’s up if it’s a show about your life? What’s the point if they’re making it all scripted? If you’re boring, they have to film you being boring, that’s it.” His return to much calmer wavelengths signals the return of his usual antics as well. She has seen the awkward him, he has met the awkward her, but those two haven’t been in touch for quite a while until now. Fragments of what used to be their norm are slowly vanishing. “But yeah... I’ll be around for a bit. I’ve been quite interested in art, I’d be glad to join your adventures. Unless someone tries to trick me again,” he adds and for a moment looks her dead in the eye. It’s a brief moment, followed by a gentle change in expression, a reminder he is not to be feared. 

“I don’t know what I’ve already told you. Concert preparations are no the way, song releases too. I’m looking forward to it... The concert is going to have some new elements, like a live band. It’s exciting. I won’t have to dance so much.” His laughter remains soft. It’s such a hassle to arrange everything yourself. Of course, a skilled team has his back, but he is the boss. A man of action. This same man demands a drop of her attention in return of telling his stories.

“For how long are you going to leave us behind?” He stops eating entirely just to hear what she has to say, and the query becomes nearly sentimental. It’s not like they see each other often to begin with. Her departure means an inevitable break in visiting for a while, simply put. They’ll manage.

[ztaohs]

just another day of savage!tao and his hailangs [x]

[xozitao]

Negative Character Trait List Below is a list of negative traits to describe your character. Bold the traits your muse has, italicise the ones that are situational and strike through misconceptions.

Mun note: The list is very long so I’m only writing down the traits that somehow apply to the muse. Find the full list here.

Tagged by @94vousmevoyez​​ Tagging whoever is patient enough. Good luck.

Aloof - not friendly or forthcoming; cool and distant.

Arrogant - having or revealing an exaggerated sense of one’s own importance or abilities.

Big-headed - conceited or arrogant.

Blunt – Direct, often perceived as rude and/or insensitive to other people’s feelings.

Boastful - showing excessive pride and self-satisfaction in one’s achievements, possessions, or abilities.

Bossy - fond of giving people orders; domineering.

Cantankerous - bad-tempered, argumentative, and uncooperative.

Careless - not giving sufficient attention or thought to avoiding harm or errors.

Cold – Lacking in empathy or compassion.

Domineering - assert one’s will over another in an arrogant way.

Fastidious - very attentive to and concerned about accuracy and detail.

Foolhardy - recklessly bold or rash.

Grumpy - bad-tempered and irritable.

Gullible - easily persuaded to believe something; credulous.

Haughty – obnoxious, to believe they are better than others.

Impatient - having or showing a tendency to be quickly irritated or provoked.

Impulsive - acting or done without forethought.

Indecisive - not having or showing the ability to make decisions quickly and effectively.

Moody - given to unpredictable changes of mood, especially sudden bouts of gloominess or sullenness.

Naughty - disobedient; badly behaved.

Nervous - easily agitated or alarmed; tending to be anxious; highly strung.

Overcritical (of oneself) - inclined to find fault too readily. 

Perfectionist - refusal to accept anything short of perfection, fastidious, overly critical.

Quarrelsome - given to or characterized by quarreling.

Quick-tempered - easily made angry.

Reserved – restrained, reluctant to reveal emotions or opinions.

Sarcastic - marked by or given to using irony in order to mock or convey contempt.

Secretive - inclined to conceal feelings and intentions or not to disclose information.

Silly - having or showing a lack of common sense or judgement; absurd and foolish.

Stubborn - having or showing dogged determination not to change one’s attitude or position on something, especially in spite of good arguments or reasons to do so.

Unpredictable - behaving in a way that is not easily predicted.

[xozitao]

94vousmevoyez‌:

[ kkt ] Secret!

[ kkt ]  ㅋㅋㅋㅋ You sound as though you have a lot of personal experience with this. What happened to this mindset of thinking you’re only two and a half decades old? That’s not much.  You sounded so rebellious. 

[ kkt ] The fighting spirit disappeared quickly  ㅋㅋ

[ kkt ] Using our abilities to call people  to our advantage or talking like this  feels like a good way to calmly rebel against this physical distance concept. Can really make people feel as though they’re not so distant. 

[ kkt ] ㅋㅋ Truly a relaxed revolution

[ kkt ] You ain’t no fun 😒 😒

[ kkt ] Maybe not so much experience yet, but it’s already uncomfortable...... Do they do it on purpose??

[ kkt ] Okay, listen, things change... I do wish to acknowledge this theory, it’s just that other people are making it really hard right now... I’ll be back ㅋ

[ kkt ] Video calls make it even better, not only do you hear the voice but also see the face! Wow! Now you may cook together, enjoy your meal 

[xozitao]

94vousmevoyez‌

[ kkt ] There’s enough to say that both of these theories are right. No explanation needed ㅋㅋ

[ kkt ] ㅋㅋ This sounds like a lot of fighting spirit. 

[ kkt ] Having a lot of curiosities about what would make a revolution worth starting to you.

[ kkt ] Really, you can’t do this to me!!! You sounded so determined, where did that go

[ kkt ] For a revolution... It doesn’t have to be much, only need a goal to reach. It should be something that makes my blood boil and needs to change, something that is unfair and has no logic in this world, like people under 30 being called old........ Time to rebel

[ kkt ] Anyway.... Maybe calmer riots are fine too, I’m too tired now...ㅋㅋ Tell me you have better ideas 

[xozitao]

94vousmevoyez‌:

[ kkt ] This theory makes it seem as though there’s nothing we can do about it 💁

[ kkt ] How many hours have you slept to reach this revolution?

[ kkt ] ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

[ kkt ] Revolutions give the impression that they consume a lot of time and energy to carry. Ready to start a new one so soon? 

[ kkt ] It may be, really.... Don’t know, you tell me... Explain your theory too ㅋㅋ

[ kkt ] I’ve slept none!! Okay I lied, maybe a couple of hours. It’s enough to be this provoked and ready to fight the thing that is also known as physical distance

[ kkt ] Finished the previous revolution, it should be fine to start again..... If it’s worth it, I’m doing it ㅋㅋ

[xozitao]

[ text ] –– geography is a lie, maps are propaganda. oceans and continents are just tools to divide us.

texting meme // @94vousmevoyez

[ kkt ] Why… How many hours have you slept to reach this conclusion… [ kkt ] I guess not too many amazing people can be in one place at the same time 🤷‍♂️[ kkt ] But nothing can keep us apart, no ocean, no land, no restrictive dietary plan... This is revolution

[xozitao]

🍼 — taking care of children 💌 — romance/flirting 🌍 — knowledge of the world 🌲 — surviving in the wilderness

Muse skillset symbol meme Send an emoji to learn how good/bad my muse is at that particular skill!

🍼 — taking care of children

“I get along with kids, we have similar energy. If they walk and talk, I should be okay. I don’t really have this kind of experience…” This is where his thought process cuts off and leaves him with a blank stare for a moment. His encounters with children prove the existence of a childlike heart, but can a child look after another? Playful nature helps him out with that. “It’s hard to rate. My skills are okay. We can sleep, play and eat together, the basics. My life is like that too,” he laughs.

💌 — romance/flirting 

“Not very good, just look at me.” The man gestures towards himself, his expression showing signs of disappointment until he sheepishly laughs it off. “I don’t know how to flirt, my natural self must be enough. My own charms are strong, anyone trying to be close to me has to accept all that, so… It’s better to let nature do its job.” Charming, indeed. Maybe too mischievous and unpredictable for some. “Romance skills aren’t that good either… Depends. I like the simple things about it, I’m good at them. How am I responding to this? Not too bad? Yeah… That’s it, not too bad.”

🌍 — knowledge of the world

“Better and better all the time. Learning new things about the world, this planet, the nature, it’s a passion of mine. There are still so many things I don’t know about. But, right now… Above average. On the skill scale,” he says and measures his knowledge with the growing space between his outstretched arms. “It’s growing, so when I’m old, I’ll know everything. But because I want to learn and explore… I’ll learn quickly. Maybe next year I have doubled my knowledge. It’s possible.”

🌲 — surviving in the wilderness

“I’m a jungle man. I can survive well, it’s no problem.” Confidence is a trait he doesn’t lack and this question has proved it again. Twinkling eyes hold mischief in them and while his experience doesn’t reach every corner of wild nature in the world, he isn’t at the bottom of the scale. “I believe my survival skills aren’t bad, and those skills can always be better. I’m most familiar with the jungle, many other places still need exploring. I’ll update you later.”

[taggedmemes]

TEXTING MEME ⟶ WELCOME TO NIGHTVALE TWEETS ( 2012 / part two ) always feel free to tweak the sentence to fit your muse.

[ text ] –– there is plenty of cause for alarm, many reasons to panic.

[ text ] –– don’t let the teeth thieves strike.

[ text ] –– geography is a lie, maps are propaganda. oceans and continents are just tools to divide us.

[ text ] –– would you rather grow five fingers from your forehead or have no fingers at all?

[ text ] –– the illuminati issued a public apology today. they declined to say for what.

[ text ] –– ask your doctor if you’re even real.

[ text ] –– can’t sleep? don’t know how? don’t believe in sleep? never heard of it? doesn’t matter, not anymore. not ever again.

[ text ] –– help control the pet population by having your dog or cat digitized and transcoded as an ai twitterbot.

[ text ] –– it’s a good thing we’re unconscious when we sleep.

[ text ] –– follow your heart. you’ll need it.

[ text ] –– look, don’t blame the moon. blame those that put it there.

[ text ] –– let the stars remind you how small you are.

[ text ] –– the average person befriends 8 insects a year.

[ text ] –– paint a picture. it’ll take longer.

[ text ] –– haha wtf is water?? all wet and clear but also blue lol crazy stuff man.

[ text ] –– your existence is not impossible, but it’s also not very likely.

[ text ] –– fight crime with pistols and/or telekinesis and/or fire.

[ text ] –– you’ve been gone for so long you think this is your real life.

[ text ] –– the ghosts aren’t going away until you give them what they want.

[ text ] –– when a person dies and no one will miss them, the mourning is assigned to a random human. this is why you sometimes just feel sad.

[ text ] –– please calm down. to be clear, there’s absolutely no reason why you should calm down, but please do it anyway.

[ text ] –– if you’re afraid of flying, consider this: you’re currently flying on a big melty rock with no exits and its safety record isn’t great.

[ text ] –– it is better to remain silent and be thought a fool than to open one’s mouth and let the spiders escape.

[ text ] –– the future is what you make it, just know your supplies are limited.

[ text ] –– cooking tip: blood.

[ text ] –– did you fall from heaven? ‘cause you’re still buzzing, you smell like rust and potatoes, and radiation levels are spiking.

[ text ] –– medical breakthrough allows surgeons to remove organs without blades, anesthesia, patient consent, or reason.

[ text ] –– confused? not sure what life means? irrational undirected hate can help.

[ text ] –– insomnia? try a glass of warm milk, deep breaths, and leaving your life to join the religiously-unaffiliated zealots out behind the big lots.

[ text ] –– ouija boards are twitter for ghosts.

[ text ] –– they created mathematics to keep us from knowing what the numbers really mean.

[ text ] –– pain is just pain entering the body.

[ text ] –– stop letting physics and immutable laws of nature hold you back. you can do whatever you set your mind to.

[ text ] –– wolves were invented when artists learned how to draw them.

[ text ] –– tip: lower your expectations.

[ text ] –– happy kill your doppelgänger day!

[ text ] –– ‘go big or go home’ so I chose the former and never left.

[ text ] –– structurally speaking, laughing and crying are nearly identical, which makes it difficult to know which one to do in certain moments.

[ text ] –– all the world’s a stage and all the men and women merely players, being watched by a silent, faceless audience, and we can’t leave the stage.

[ text ] –– some things are real, some are unreal, some are overly real.

[ text ] –– I scream, you scream, we all scream. we just keep screaming. no reason to stop screaming.

[ text ] –– tonight you will be visited by three ghosts. they’re all from the civil war era and want to know how iPads work. I gave them your name.

[ text ] –– shoutout to all the spiders hiding in dresser drawers.

[ text ] –– be the change purse full of blood and teeth that you want to see in the world.

[ text ] –– before you go gloating that the world didn’t end, just ask yourself: are you sure?

[ text ] –– ask your doctor if living decomposition is right for you.

[ text ] –– am I even me or am I just the sum of the microbes that live in me?

[ text ] –– ask your doctor if unlocking the memory of your death is right for you.

[ text ] –– it’s a dog eat dog world. it’s a cat eat map world. it’s a tarantula eat doritos world. it’s a goose eat staples world.

[ text ] –– no farm no howl.

[ text ] –– soon it will be 2013, after that 2014. after that the eternal wallowing, and then 2053.

[ text ] –– ask your doctor if the moon is causing all this.

[ text ] –– hail satan, rain demon.

[ text ] –– there’s no proof you exist, only evidence.

[xozitao]

Flower aesthetics. 🌹 Bold what applies to your muse. Tagged by @94vousmevoyez​ !

❀ Daisy: Wears their heart on their sleeve. Soft voice. Minimalistic clothing. Laying in a field of tall grass. Walking barefoot. Puts other people’s happiness above their own.

✿ Bellflower: Very consistent friend. Happy face with sad eyes. Careful touches. Hiding a blush. Light giggles. Makes friends easily. Knows how to make you smile.

❀ Protea: Proud. Big gestures. African heritage. Blushes easily. Looks tough but is really just a big softie. Content where they are. Doesn’t love easily, but always deeply.

✿ Moonflower: Knowing smiles. Doesn’t open up easily. Late night. Tired eyes. Soft skin. Not as innocent as they seem. Loose clothing.

❀ Bleeding Heart: Hopeless romantic. Still laughs at dirty jokes. Believes they can change the world. Caring looks. Dyed hair. Kisses on the cheek.

✿ Sunflower: Big smiles. Always looking for the positive. Lots of friends. Warm afternoons. Basking in the sun. Stares off into space. Sitting in comfortable silence.

❀ Dandelion: Wishing for the impossible. Shooting stars. Light breezes through their hair. White clothing. Whispered secrets. Far off looks. Kind eyes.