where my demons hide

"it's dark inside its where my demons hide, it's where my demons hide" ryan tucker. 23. student.

[iheartcrawford]

[outside-the-castle-of-glass-blog]

Pompeii // Open

He knew that if he did this that he’d have something to talk about besides having to defend himself from everyone’s persecution. Well, he did deserve it somewhat. He left college to do what was expected of him. He was just twenty-two and he was forced to live like some old man. But it’s okay, right? Since he’s doing it for his family? Flicking through the book in his lap as he sat on a bench in the park, he nipped his bottom lip as he tried to concentrate.

[xryantucker]

Ryan had been distracted with schoolwork for the last few weeks (or if he was honest, he’d been avoiding any opportunity he might wound up face to face with Missy) to the point that he felt like he was going insane if he did’t get the taste of sunlight on his skin. He ended up wandering to the park, hoping that the lively surroundings would be enough to keep his thoughts from escaping him. Sitting himself down a random bench, he almost didn’t notice the company next to him until he felt the faint feeling of stress emanating from his peripherals.

“You okay there?”

[smarter-better]

So, you’re gonna let your friend win?

[xryantucker]

Books are supposed to be gifts. These are unwanted STDs.

[lainedarling]

Forget about sinus headaches

I have a migraine from the stupidity of others.

[xryantucker]

I think you need better company.

[broken-home-barnes]

((He took it from him, reading the cover and making a face at it.)) Man…What? Why did you even buy this?

[xryantucker]

Manly ego. Brash thinking. I regret it so much, man. Get me purell or some alcohol. I think I need disinfecting.

[natalianovnas-deactivated201803]

Aren’t you supposed to be the smart one that reads good books? I’m the meathead that likes literary trash, remember?

[xryantucker]

It was a dare. And it looks like I lost.

[broken-home-barnes]

What are you reading now?

[xryantucker]

Trash. Just...absolute trash. [ He offered it up to the other lad, thinking he might have better use of it as paper weight or paperback brick to throw at random strangers. ] 

[natalianovnas-deactivated201803]

I’m judging you so hard right now.

[xryantucker]

I probably deserve it.

[smarter-better]

And that is why I don’t read modern novels.

[xryantucker]

A friend of mine dared I couldn't get through it - looks like he was right.

[xryantucker]

These books are getting ridiculous.

[gamorahww]

[iheartcrawford]

[quinn-manning]

Excuse me?

I’m assuming it is okay for me to park here?

[xryantucker]

I don't think there's anyone else around to argue otherwise.

[outside-the-castle-of-glass-blog]

Good fuckin' grief... // Ryan & Elijah

[outside-the-castle-of-glass-blog]

A baseball bat and this halloween mask, actually. ((Elijah told him, pulling the mask from behind the counter and showing it off.)) That’s pretty much it. ((He said, chuckling a bit as he turned off the lamp on his head and put the mask away.)) I’m Elijah, you?

[xryantucker]

[ His brows furrowed curiously at the mask before looking back up at him. ] Is that supposed to be Sauron? Or Balrog? [ He offered up another smile and stretched a hand forward. ] Ryan Tucker. I think you've successfully alienated all the older customers but may attract nerds like me cause that mask is pretty sweet. 

[sylviereeves]

There's only one good thing about Peeps

[sylviereeves]

No more than I do bunny-shaped treats.

[xryantucker]

So treats in general?

[vlilanelle]

[natalianovnas-deactivated201803]

That little girl had a mean right hook.

[natalianovnas-deactivated201803]

Yeah she did. I think she bruised a rib.

[xryantucker]

[ He shook his head with a soft smile. ] Should I take you the doctor now?