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[pridefulsuggestion]

fuck poise. fuck perfection. just get there.

[pridefulsuggestion]

do not take anything quietly.

[xsuggestion]

"water water everywhere and not a drop to drink" something about that but being surrounded by people you can't talk to idk

[xsuggestion]

lonely

[xsuggestion]

i am half-good. a person that wants to do good things and feels bad when they don't, but ultimately won't go too far for others.

is the presence of guilt enough to absolve a person?

does it make them worse?

[xsuggestion]

"it gets better" is something they're always telling kids. but what about when you're an adult? what then? how do you know? because it did for you?

[xsuggestion]

and i am unbearably alone

[pridefulsuggestion]

don’t take a stance on something you don’t truly understand.

[feverdreamsuggestion]

(does anyone have that list of people who keep harassing suggestion blogs ‘cause it’d be nice if i could block all of ‘em off the bat)

[lilacsuggestions]

pretty sure @xsuggestion does. and same lmao

[xsuggestion]

It’s not full. There’s a lot of them. I’m asking you to please not just block them, report them as well.

bornandraised-jmkp queenoofqueens xstarlighttttt datkatherynperry peaceandcoolvibes flybirddd katyprismdust katyslayperry itsd0ublerainb0w legendarykatypatra captain-yourbodyisawonderland oohlongshotx

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burping-katy imgonnaloveya yes-bubblykaty

ohthatcrazylifex

[zigcarnivorous]

☝☝☝THIS IS FROM 2016

👇👇👇current charlotte/shari the cockroach list ;,,;

@/peaceencoolestvibes

@/itsd0ublerainb0w

@/queenoofqueens

@/burping-katy

@/itskxtybird

@/currently-taking-ashitlikekatyp

@/flybirddd @/chattykitty

@/thanospeasant

@/xstarlighttttt

@/devotedlymagicalbeliever

@/demilovat000

@/pepperpaparazzi

[xsuggestion]

they're still going 7 years later????? nooo that's beyond sad 💀💀💀

[xsuggestion]

anyone else know what you’re supposed to talk about with other grown adults after work has been covered

[xsuggestion]

we were roses together. roses and sunflowers.

[breninarthur]

Thanks all who reblogged those posts about my friend. Her funeral was on Thursday. Harry Potter music played as we walked in, her coffin was Gryffindor themed, and apparently she was buried in her Hogwarts uniform with her wand. She was mad for Harry Potter, obviously haha

It was a good send-off. One of our friends missed the service, a baby cried and had to leave, a few phones went off, two people speaking got the university she went to wrong, the vicar compared Dobby to Jesus, one of the songs had a verbal introduction, and the last song was What Doesn’t Kill You Makes You Stronger 😂 There was a lot of giggles from me haha though it was mostly crying, as you’d expect. To be fair, us lot from uni all had a few jokes and laughs, it was nice.

A few of my memories were read out, and at the burial I got to throw dust on her coffin. A few people from uni came including our lecturer and a guy from Finland I never thought I’d see again. It was really nice to see them all. The theme was odd socks so I had a knee-high Hufflepuff sock, and a regular Hogwarts one - loads of people went Harry Potter! One of her cousins I think came in a Hufflepuff uniform, I think someone else had a wand and raised it at her grave.

I met her family who were lovely and so like her. Her mother thanked us for coming all the way we did (for most of us it was over a three hour journey) at the wake and we were applauded which was a bit odd haha

There were a couple balloons people could write on that were released. I wrote “mischief managed for now, love you always bae” and other people wrote nice things too. Our friend said “bye Felicia” - ‘cause she’d always say that.

When we were leaving someone that knew her from home offered to take our picture, and said that she knew we were Ash’s friends because we all looked quirky and weird. She said she saw us and was like “yep. they’re Ashleigh’s friends”. I don’t know why but I really treasure that.

Wizards Unite was also released a day early so it coincided with her funeral. It was a heavy, heavy day, but of course, happiness can be found even in the darkest of times - if only one remembers to turn on the light.

[breninarthur]

This is Ash and I (she’s on the right). The first picture ever taken of us and one of the last.

She failed her first year of uni the first time around, and God am I glad she did. Because that meant she was held back and joined my class. We immediately hit it off and had a friendship based on taking the piss out of each other, bitching about other people, and laughter.

The last time I saw her was the day of that second photo in July. We had a tearful bawling goodbye, slow-dancing to some pop song in a nightclub. The same club the first picture is from, actually, the first place we met. I will regret for the rest of my life not making more of an effort to speak and meet up with her after uni. We spoke a little and had some plans, but I’d often leave it a long time to respond (as I do with everyone) and the plans just never happened. The last we spoke was in January. Never in my life did I think I wouldn’t see her again.

I can’t do anything to change what’s happened. I just needed to let out a fraction of what I’m feeling, because this vortex of emotion inside me is confusing and suffocating and it just hurts so much.

Her family is trying to raise money for her funeral. A 23-year-old healthy woman isn’t exactly a funeral you prepare for. Please, please donate and share if you can.

Rest in peace, Ash. I love you. Always.

[breninarthur]

Click here to support Ashleigh Fund : Taken too soon organised by Chris Rrex Booth

Ashleigh, gone before her time. She will be forever in our hearts and the hearts of everybody who has had the pleasure to meet her. Nobody w

I’ve made a couple posts about my friend who died. Her name was Ashleigh, or Ash. Ashers, as I’ve recently found out some of her family called her.

She was 23, this obviously came as a massive shock. Her family is trying to raise the funeral costs. She was such a unique, amazing, hilarious, beautiful, and loving girl - she really does deserve an @ashmazinglyonfire send-off.

Please share or donate if you can.

[xsuggestion]

I wish I could have beliefs that bring me peace and hope. But I don't.

[xsuggestion]

the fact that other people are just... happy when you're not here anymore is a knife to my chest with each of their smiles

and i know you wouldn't want me to think that.

[xsuggestion]

This guilt will weigh on me like a paperweight of my own design forever.