xX Midnight Wings Xx

~*~ If I'm able to be honest from my heart without fear 🥀

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#feelings #exhausting #mentally #physically #reallife #raw #idk

[xxmidnightwingsxx]

I feel like I'm running out of time...🕰️...

I just want to make sure you'll be okay when I'm gone.

[xxmidnightwingsxx]

Sometimes I look at you, I find myself voicing in my head I love you and I just want to say I love you too. But I know it's best if I don't. I don't want to hurt you more. I don't want to give you hope when I'm in a state of indecisiveness. Not sure if I'll regret it in the future when you'll finally move on from me. But if that happens, I guess it is fair. I hope one day you're able to move on from me. I hope that you'll find someone who loves you as much as you've loved me. I hope that because of me, that I didn't ruin the quality of love that you are able to give. I know how it feels to be ran out of energy to give love again to someone else when all your efforts and hard work didn't get you anywhere. I just want to fly out to where you are and hug you tight and tell you to stop feeling this way and that I'll be with you. And to just give me some more time to clear up my heart from the toxins that still remains. I wanna give you a heart that is new and ready to be filled with just you. I just need more time.. but I think it's best to just let things die here on out. I don't want to lose you.. you're one of the most important people in my life. But I can already feel you fading from me.. it's probably all my fault..

These words that you'll never hear and shouldn't hear. It's for your own good if I'm removed from your life.