angel ☠︎︎🪭

any pronouns cbmi: 18.7 lbmi: 15.6 23yrs - minors dni!

[xxsangelposting]

intro!!꧂

just looking for a safe place where i can talk about my ed without feeling judged.

i've been on twitter for years, but i kinda needed a change, so I’m back on tumblr after a long time :))

i'll mostly post bodychecks, random updates, and whatever's on my mind.

dni if you're homophobic, transphobic, or fatphobic.

♡ / ↻ appreciated !!

[xxsangelposting]

kinda scared that someone’s gonna recognize my room, but anyway

bc

I only look skinny cause you can’t tell how short I am in these

[xxsangelposting]

I modeled for a photoshoot a couple of weeks ago, right after i relapsed, and i finally got the pictures today

I can't stop looking at them. all i see is how ugly i am. not just my body, but mostly my face???

and the worst part is knowing there's no amount of weight i could lose that would ever make my face prettier

[xxsangelposting]

+ for future reference, (please read)

I'm not really comfortable sharing tips. I know people mean well when they ask, but I don't want to help anyone hurt themselves even more, yk?

the most I can do is share my own experience, habits or what works for me, but that's about it.

thanks for understanding! ݁ ˖Ი𐑼ֶָ֢

[xxsangelposting]

hello! do you usually do long fasts? if yes, what are your tips to fully commit to it? i’ve been struggling to go back on track from doing 29+ hours now, all of a sudden and it’s been so frustrating

hello!! ༄

no I usually don’t! last year I did omad for a few months and always ate at the same time, so I was basically doing a 24-hour fast every day, if that makes sense (?).

but the longest fast I've done was 37 hours, and that was almost by accident.

so I don't really have any tips, sorry :(

[xxsangelposting]

morning,

I slept only 3 hours, I couldn't fall asleep cause hunger was killing me.

I fell asleep around 3am and woke up at 6. I caved in and had a small breakfast: one scrambled egg, one slice of toast, and a granola bar (215kcals in total)

on a more positive note, it's raining!

how are you all doing? :)

[xxsangelposting]

Wait how are you that skinny at 18.7 bmi! I am 20.1 rn and like double your size! Do you work out or how do you do it?? I need to know you are litterally perfect

mostly genetics, i think :( i have genetically a decent amount of muscle. so i probably look ‘slimmer’ than my bmi suggests just because i have more muscle than body fat. bmi doesn't really account for body composition!

sorry if this wasn’t super helpful :(

[xxsangelposting]

well,

I probably ate way too much, 'cause I had two full meals, both not cooked by me. But I also walked 12k steps, so there's that. I might even walk a bit more before I go to bed, honestly.

I'm estimating 1205kcal in, and I should've burned at least 190/200 by walking. (I don't have a watch or a Fitbit to count my steps, just my phone)

[darlingphantomm]

inspo

[xxsangelposting]

good morning!!

I didn’t weigh myself yesterday and I’m not going to today either. the more I weigh myself, the more it messes with my head. It only ends up killing my motivation.

plan today is to walk/pace as much as possible cause I haven’t been moving much these days. this heat wave has turned me into the laziest person alive :(

bcs I took yesterday :

bye! 𐄂 𐄂

[xxsangelposting]

chest b0nes bodycheck

[xxsangelposting]

current stats ❊

height: 160cm

sw: 53.0kg

cw: 48.0kg bmi 18.7

lw: 43.5kg

1gw: 47.0kg (I’m so close!!!!!)

2gw: 46.0kg

[xxsangelposting]

good morning <3

i've been maintaining the same weight for the past three or four days and it's honestly driving me insane

losing weight when you're already at a healthy bmi is so difficult, especially if you're not eating drastically little :(

right now i'm trying to stay around 1200 calories a day so i don't slow my metabolism down too much! I’m having two meals a day with a small snack in between

the progress is slower, but i think it's worth it