My Life Is A Nighmare

♋️Stupid Head. I’m kind of empty ): 🛐

[xxxsizzlee]

im such a huge fuck up. im going to fucking be so anxous everyday i think i super fucked up. fuckc me, why tf did i do this to myse;f

[xxxsizzlee]

man i really just wanna not exist like easy. like i just go bye bye and im not here anymore, theres no point in me anyways. i dont bring joy, i dony bring anything, im boring in personality and nobody is interesed in me. wtf is the point man. i wish it could be easy living my life, its easy but just being myself its hard.

[xxxsizzlee]

pepsi for the soul and the big ass fucking regrets of drinking. fuck im so fucking stupid.

[xxxsizzlee]

I dont know why the fuck i always fuck up things when i feel like everything is so good, all i wanted to do was be ok, be ok be ok. but im not, i fucked it up bad, so bad fuck. at least now i dont have to fucking do anything tomorrow so i could just fucking smoke th e fuck up and try to be ok. fuck i hate myself

[xxxsizzlee]

oh fuck me,,, i wann get drunk. im running low on weed and i only get paid enough to pay off some shit i need to pay before i can use it for weed again lololol/.... 

[xxxsizzlee]

I just wish i could get wasted drunk. but i know how badly violent when i start blacking out, n i always do when i get drunk cuz when im drunk i want more alcohol. thus leads me buying more blackoin out more anf startung fights more. i hate this, i wish i was a cool chill drunk, but im not. 

[xxxsizzlee]

Man wishin i had some vodka or some weed. would really LOVE vodka though ughhh.....i hatr how bad i cant handle alcohol 

[xxxsizzlee]

smoke da kush till my eyes blush u w u. zzz

[xxxsizzlee]

iZombie is Da best

i’ve started watching last year, but i havent started binging up until this year. i love binging it now, and rn its just getting so good. Eating Brains look so good also mmmm <3