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hi, everyone ! i’m here to say that i’m stepping back from writing here on tumblr, some of you may already know i’ve been inactive lately—and it’s not just because of my academics, but also because i don’t have the same passion for writing and making aus anymore.

i’ve been thinking about this for months now and i’m finally making it official, i hope you guys know how much i enjoyed interacting and making stories here though. i love all of you so much, it’s just sad to pull away from the very thing that used to make me so happy back then. but then again, everything changes as time passes by—another reason of why i’m leaving is because how toxic katsblr became, the community is messy and unkind unlike what it was before. i hope it gets fixed soon and everyone can be as one and at peace, i love you all so much.

thank you for my readers, anons and the friends i made here—especially those who deactivated here, you’re all missed :) i deeply appreciate the comfortable and safe space this app has become to me, i will never regret starting my own writing account here—it will always be a part of me.

my account won’t be deactivated as i know some of you still read my smaus and such, it’ll also be a waste of effort of all my works if i deactivated anyways—all of them will be discontinued, well not unless i come back to finish them which i honestly don’t see anytime soon huhu. that’s how much i’ve lost the spark for writing to be honest, though i’m sometimes active here just to read when i’m bored.

i’m very sorry for the loyal bmprk and heartbeat readers, just know those two smaus always had a happy ending in them ! i hope everyone here still continues to support the girls, including manon—who i’m sure we all miss. spread love always, everyone.

once again, thank you guys and i love you all so so so much! feel free to talk to me on my insta (@thzwke), i’m still always here to listen and make friends :) this has been @xyrescape, i appreciate you all—goodbye! take care, my loves. 🤍

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what is this engagement rumors i’m seeing 😭

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so many amazing writers on katsblr have been deactivating, this is actually so sad :( some of them i consider as my friends as well, i hope they’re all doing great emotionally and mentally. ❤

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hi aki, i miss you 🥲

- magandang anon

hi mahal, i miss you more 😞

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Please continue making the heartbeat series 🙏🙏🙏

i’m currently working on a new chapter ! :)

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I screamed when I saw your Sophia smau update 😂 THANK YOU 🗣️🫶🫶🫶

Also, aiah wtf you doing 🤨 you’re fumbling a baddie 🫩 women losing women smh 🫩🫩 sophia hurry up and win her back or something 😂🥴

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YOU’RE WELCOME and yes, aiah is indeed going to fumble yn— [gunshots]

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*kicks down your door* I MISSED YOU (well more like life has been running aft me and demanding money...why is everything so expensive? Why are specs so expensive...)

And law sch? Oooo we got an upcoming lawyer here (I wonder if you'll ever write abt a lawyer!yn)

How's that like by the way? I hear from someone in a similar course that it's a lot of memorisation... *shudders in poor memory*

And ngl haven't been ard a lot, at most I just check out a few fics then dip cause I don't the time to be online *sobs*

-a cupid that's forced to do adult things 😅

YIPPIEEE HIII, i missed you too, cupid :) now that you mentioned it, i’m kinda thinking about writing for lawyer! reader now too 🤓☝ well that someone isn’t wrong, it’s very hectic and stressful with all the memorization, pressure and a lot more—it’s a ton of work but in the end it’s all worth it. we are so the same, law school has been keeping me from updating and it’s pmo 💔

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☆ BAKIT MAHAL PA RIN KITA? — chapter seventy-four !

everyone knew that sophia doesn’t like to talk about her past, especially if it’s connected with yn. the same girl who used to play with her when they were younger, in other words her childhood best friend— the girl she loved. their break up was honestly never expected by anyone, one fight led all of it to end. sophia knows to let go of things quickly, a break up wouldn't be an exception. and yn? well, she lingers. always trying to get sophia's attention, all while trying to deny that she still loves her. maybe she just loves the girl too much to forget about her, or she just misses the ghost of the girl who used to know. well, how long will yn keep chasing the girl who won't even spare a glance at her? will she get sophia back or will she find someone new?

KABISADO

“and then manon was like—wait, are you even listening?” sophia’s voice made yn look up from her phone. “yn, you promised you would listen.”

yn placed her phone down and turned all her attention to the fellow filipina sitting on the floor in front of her, who was petting leo.

“sorry, beomgyu and the others were asking something.” she told her before petting the dobermann herself.

sophia kept her eyes on yn, it felt nice to experience this again—it was peaceful and sophia was finally close to her, no disruptions or anything.

she missed these kind of moments she used to share with her, where there’s nobody else but just the two of them together.

her eyes soon went back to the sleeping dobermann. “is it about me?” sophia asks.

yn immediately glances at her before letting out a sigh. “no.” she simply dismissed it.

“you’re still bad at lying, you know?” the other replied with her brows furrowed as she looked at the younger.

“do they know i’m here?” she adds, which gets a nod as a response from yn. “yeah, i already told them and they’re making a big deal out of it.”

well, yn’s friends were probably somewhat in the right for making it a big deal.

it isn’t normal to have your ex over at your dorm after everything that happened, is it? but yn did say it was only as friends though.

“what did you say?” sophia asks, leaning back against the couch.

yn just shrugs. “i told them we’re hanging out as friends and nothing more.” she tells her.

which made sophia’s heart ache more than it should’ve. “oh. right.” she laughs awkwardly.

hearing what yn said almost made sophia’s ears ring, even making her mind spiral.

will her perspective on sophia ever change? something that was more than friends? would she be willing to take the risk with her again?

“will that change?” she suddenly speaks again making yn confused. “what?”

“your feelings for me, will it change?” sophia adds, looking directly in yn’s eyes—seeing the hesitation.

yn takes her time to respond, finding the right words as she breaks the eye contact. “i don’t know, sophia.”

she didn’t know, so there was still the slightest possibility for it to change. sophia just had to act right and prove herself in order to earn it.

yn notices the awkwardness and decides to change the topic. “the story you were saying earlier, keep talking about it.”

sophia nods, trying to get all the negative thoughts out of her head. “oh yeah, i forgot.” she mumbles, recalling the story.

“manon was like it’s okay i’ll cook you your favorite food since i was craving it and i was just so grateful she was willing to cook it for me,” sophia continues.

yn keeps her eyes on her dog as she listens. “my cramps were hurting so bad back then i couldn’t even stand up, but when i smelled the adobo it completely vanished—”

adobo? favorite food?

“isn’t sinigang your favorite?” she cuts her off without even glancing at her, catching the other off guard.

“well yeah, but adobo is also good.” sophia claims making yn raise a brow at her.

the younger shook her head after hearing it. “you hate salty and adobo is salty—you’re the only person i know who has the biggest sweet tooth.”

“are you mistaking me for an idiot?” yn says, before letting out a little laugh. “and you’re the one who said i’m a bad liar.”

hearing the familiar laugh sophia loved hearing made her heart raise, but after hearing what yn said made it beat quicker.

because after all that has happened, yn still knew her too well—it was as if sophia was a maze that she had memorized.

she still knew what sophia liked and disliked, most importantly—she still knew when sophia was lying.

sophia was trying so hard not to show how happy yet embarrassed she was. “it’s fine, it was long ago anyways. besides, manz put a lot of effort into cooking that adobo.”

“typical of you.” yn says with a small smile, as if she’s used to hearing that from sophia—which is probably true.

being loved by yn back then was no joke, because to be loved by yn is to be known by her—she’ll memorize you like the sheet musics she has for drumming.

sophia was now totally in her feelings, how can yn sit there and smile like she wasn’t making sophia go crazy over her?

“it’s getting late..” sophia mutters, using the time as an excuse to leave due to her overwhelming feelings.

yn checks the time on her phone and realizes it was getting a bit late. “i’ll drop you off.” she offers.

“you don’t have to.” sophia says as they both stood up, after sophia bid a goodbye to the sleeping dog and the snake in the nearby enclosure.

yn grabs her keys as she looks at sophia. “you hate public transportation, remember? you get sick because of the air conditioning.”

gosh, sophia wishes she could stop because yn was just making her fall in love more when she’s already fallen deep enough.

“speaking of air conditioning, you should grab the menthol inhaler in that drawer—the ac in my car hasn’t been changed yet,” she says.

sophia does as she was told, grabbing the inhaler as yn advised. “i saw you trying not to puke from the scent back then, i forgot you didn’t like citrus scents.”

the older just shakes her head in response, laughing it out awkwardly. “it’s fine, i can deal with it—the inhaler will help.”

“oh and before we go, you want to grab some mangoes in my kitchen?” yn asks.

yn still knows a lot and she still definitely knows how much sophia loved mangoes.

“i bought it the other day, let me get you some before i drop you off—come.” she says before heading in the kitchen.

“kabisadong-kabisado, huh?” sophia follows as yn laughs. “you’re just predictable.”

sophia feels she could just fall in love with her over and over again.

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‘kabisado’ — memorized or known by heart

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Was waiting for your post about Coachella then realised

hi, i’m alive and well! just taking a break from writing and focusing on my studies :) i’ll reply and write again when i can as soon as possible ! coachella and pinky up was awesome and i’m deeply proud of the girls, i’m missing manz so bad and of course i miss you all too. 😞

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♬ COME BACK TO ME | YOONCHAE JEUNG ♩

♬ pairing: ex girlfriend! yoonchae jeung x ex girlfriend! female reader

♬ tags: wlw, gxg, exes, slight angst, crack, fluff, coarse language, use of yn, oneshot

♬ summary: ‘posting my ex because what are they gonna do about it?’ has been all over the internet, so why not give it a try? though you added a little twist to it since it was your ex’s birthday. after months of not using social media in order to move on and not get any updates from your ex, you weren’t updated she was a very well-known global popstar now.

♬ author’s note: sooooooooo, this trend was like (a little) long ago BUT whatever!! i wanted to make it into a oneshot smau anyways.. enjoy, my loves! 🤍

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☆ BAKIT MAHAL PA RIN KITA? — chapter seventy-three !

everyone knew that sophia doesn’t like to talk about her past, especially if it’s connected with yn. the same girl who used to play with her when they were younger, in other words her childhood best friend— the girl she loved. their break up was honestly never expected by anyone, one fight led all of it to end. sophia knows to let go of things quickly, a break up wouldn't be an exception. and yn? well, she lingers. always trying to get sophia's attention, all while trying to deny that she still loves her. maybe she just loves the girl too much to forget about her, or she just misses the ghost of the girl who used to know. well, how long will yn keep chasing the girl who won't even spare a glance at her? will she get sophia back or will she find someone new?

VALENTINE’S DAY

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HAPI MEIMEI DAIIIIII !!!! <⁠(⁠￣⁠︶⁠￣⁠)⁠>

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can someone tell me why are people hating immigrants rather than p*dos? 😐

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okay new chap of the dani series posted. bmprk update soon. (separate) fics about manon and yoonchae in mind.. 🙉 i’m alive (barely), did anyone missed me? no one? okay let me suffer from law school again 🥀🥀🥀

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URS (?) | DANIELA AVANZINI ❖

now it’s all guessing games, i’m guessing every gaze. like do you, don’t you, would you even stay if you did?” —niki.

❖ pairing: daniela avanzini x actress!female reader

❖ tags: fluff, crack, smau, angst, wlw, coarse language, secrets, ‘best friends’ and situationship

❖ summary: devotion is one thing, yearning is another. the inconsistency she kept up was something you could never bear, especially when it already adds to her mixed signals. she was always blurring the lines between friendship and romance.

❖ author’s note: this series will probably be going on for sooooo long, i have a whole playlist inspired for this LMAOOOOO 😭😭 that’s how much i am so deadass dedicated to this dani series i randomly thought of making even though this was stuck in my drafts since forever. NOT PROOFREAD AT ALL!!! anyways—enjoy, my loves! ❤

𑣲 heartbeat series

“can you put your phone down and focus on me instead?”

daniela’s voice made you snap out of it, looking up from your phone as you were met by her beautiful eyes.

you put your phone down, before brushing it off with an awkward smile. “right. sorry.”

were you really on your phone that much? you didn’t think she’d noticed anyways, she was too busy talking to your parents the whole time.

“you’re tense,” she kept her gaze on you, while leaning back against her chair. “who were you talking to anyways?”

“someone more entertaining than me? because it seems like it.” daniela says, thank god the restaurant was too loud for your parents to hear you two.

the latina shrugs. “it’s fine, it’s not like you invited me to eat with your parents but won’t pay attention to me anyways.” she tells you.

you were taken aback. “dani, don’t be like that.” you were not about to have an argument with your parents around.

“like what? don’t mind me, go ahead and talk with whoever has your attention.” daniela shakes her head.

you couldn’t believe it, was she actually serious? “are you jealous?” you muttered, sitting closer to her.

“i don’t know, maybe i am.” she says, grabbing her drink. “who were you talking to?” daniela adds.

“just clara and th—” you were immediately cut off by daniela who puts her glass back down after taking a sip. “i did not have to know that.” she mumbles.

you looked at her in disbelief, before letting out a deep sigh. “sorry, i’ll pay attention to you now, okay?” you tell her.

“let’s just not do this in front of my parents.” you say, while holding her hand under the table; intertwining it with yours.

feeling her squeeze your hand back. “mi culpa, cariño.” she leans in to mutter in your ear.

“what are you lovebirds up to now?” your mom suddenly interrupts the two of you, making you and daniela turn your heads to your parents.

she just smiles at your mom before leaning away. “nothing auntie. i’m just teasing yn over here, see how red she is?”

how could she act normal after your parents literally just called you two ‘lovebirds’, while you were a blushing mess.

your parents laugh, as you could feel the embarrassment swallowing you whole. “don’t flatter yourself.” you mumbled.

“you know how yn is with you, daniela.” your dad speaks up. “we’re very grateful for your friendship with her.”

gosh, your parents too? it’s making you more confused on what you really are to daniela. as if it was a guessing game you two were playing.

“i’m lucky to have her, uncle.” she says. “thanks for having me.” daniela adds.

“don’t mention it, sweetheart.” your mom tells her with a smile.

daniela suddenly perks up and talks again. “also, if you don’t mind—auntie and uncle, i was planning to bring yn along with me to atlanta to see my family for thanksgiving.”

what? did you hear that right? parents? atlanta? with daniela?

i mean, it was normal for her to have you along and meet her parents—but this particular one made you dizzy.

before you could even answer, your mom spoke up. “of course, honey. we’re okay with anything, you should ask yn herself.”

“oh and don’t forget to tell your mom i said hi if you go!” your mom adds.

daniela smiles after hearing it, turning to you; brow raising, teasingly. “so, are you coming with me?”

your could feel your heart swell with joy, everything was too much but it wasn't enough for you to not reply.

“yes, i will.”

“i have no idea where the other girls are,” daniela tells the fans who were watching her weverse live. “i’m just in my room.”

“i love you guys but i’m probably gonna be on here for like five more minutes.” she adds.

gigilovesdogseye: WHYYYYYYY

lalaforteza_stan: who dat in da back ⁉️

katseye_starz: SAY I LOVE YOU YN PLEASE PLEASE

rajsolarz: is yn with you???

eat_spaghetti: I SAW YN’S STORY

it_girl_meret: WHERE IS YN GOING DANI

you watch her do her live and talk with the fans, as you laid down on the bed—even when she’s not that far from you, the bed feels too big.

does it sound selfish to say you would keep crawling back for more until she talks about what you to are?

this charades game was getting you more confused day by day, you could tell her enough is enough but you’d rather have her stick around even if it’s just temporary.

well, it was better to lose yourself in this crazy process; you still call ‘slow burn’ rather than lose dani with a sudden confrontation.

“why? because i have a guest and we’re hanging out later before dinner.” daniela explains before moving the camera slightly so you could be seen.

she points at you. “it’s the yn, everyone’s bestie—she came along with me.” she tells them, as you smiled at the viewers.

“hello to each and everyone of you lovely people.” you say, sitting up from the bed. “she’s trying to rizz you up guys, don’t fall for it.”

daniela shakes her head to tease you. “negative aura for the jealousy, dani.” you spoke as you both laughed.

meiskien: they are hanging out with megan too much 😭😭😭

kkeiken: YOUR HONOR THEY ARE TOO CUTE TOGETHER ARREST ME

harperhea: i CANNOT handle such wholesomeness

wyattbleu: someone pass me the gun i am envious of what they have 😞🥀😞🥀

sodanon_obv: THEY ARE SO BALLERINA CAPUCHINA AND CAPPUCCINO ASSASSININO 🙉

iluv_yoon: THIS WHY I STILL BELIEVE IN FRIENDS TO LOVERS

“this is so embarrassing..” daniela mumbles, to which makes you laugh more. “you started the brainrot thing.” you tell her.

“yeah but it feels like i’m too old for it.” she shrugs while looking at the comments.

“you are old.” you reply with a shrug as well to which she glares at you from the camera. “okay, miss gambler?”

you could only smile, of course it was a better move than suddenly admitting your feelings for her while she’s on live; you can’t let it show.

“anyways guys, me and yn are going to be going around atlanta after this. probably just exploring then off to thanksgiving dinner.” she talks to the fans again.

“dani invited me to spend thanksgiving with her and her family, by the way.” you told the eyekons. “her parents love me more than her.”

“okay that is so not true,” she defends herself. “i’m letting it slide because i love you.”

sigma_meifiz: CLIP THATTTTTT

laras_hoodie: she said it..

cosmooeyez: DANI ⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️

conanxkatz: DID WE HESR TAHT RIGJT

gnarlia: all this and it’s just casual? 😦

wlw_daniynln: pack it up, lesbians!!

of course she’s said that with the camera on, it always baffles you.

like, are you serious about that? do you love me? or your just saying that because we’re friends? don’t you love me the way i love you?

she was the reason why you couldn’t tell the difference between being friendly and flirting now.

it was hopeless to hope for a chance with daniela, who spent her entire life loving you as her best friend.

“yeah, yeah.” you dismissed what she said before grabbing your phone to get yourself busy.

you always give in too fast and too deep whenever it comes to her, gullible to say the least.

“also guys, a fan made this—look, it’s so adorable.” she grabs a cutout from beside the table to show the fans.

it was a photo of you and daniela as babies. “it’s me and yn, it’s us when we were kids.” she poses with it.

“i love it, i had to take it home.” she says with a smile, glancing at you. “totally not because someone forced me to!”

“alright—enough live, you’re just spreading lies at this point!”

“we're currently at dani’s family’s house having thanksgiving,” megan says beside yoonchae who was holding the camera.

“i’m so excited to eat.” she adds soon after with a smile on her face.

today was quite special for daniela and her family, they were not only celebrating thanksgiving but also for katseye’s tour.

you could say daniela was very happy, she had her family, the girls and you.

“happy thanksgiving!” lara comes to greet you with a hug which you reciprocate.

“happy thanksgiving, lara! congrats on the tour as well, i’m so proud of you girls.” you say.

“thanks yn, you’re too sweet—no wonder daniela loves talking about you.” she teases you with a wink before heading to the other girls, talking about the delicious food.

“it smells so good, i’m like, gooning over this food..” megan mutters to the camera which you overheard, you almost laughed if it wasn’t for daniela’s grandmother greeting you.

these girls really, though you’re glad daniela had met them; those amazing girls were both her best friends and sisters.

“mi hija, you’ve gotten so tall now.” daniela’s grandmother says, while kissing your cheeks.

you smiled and hugged her. “i’m glad you visited, dios mío, it’s been ages! still very, very beautiful.” she adds.

“not at all, nana.” you laugh, you missed this; you’ve always felt home with daniela’s family, you were forever welcomed with open arms.

daniela’s mom nearby hears what her mom says as she speaks up, approaching you with a pat on the back.

“mama, of course she is. dani is taking good care of her!” her mom says, to which you could only shake your head to hide your blush.

“lo sabía,” daniela’s grandmother mutters. “daniela’s doing good!” she even adds a thumbs up.

you and daniela’s mom laugh, before she ushers you to the food on the table—that you proudly can say you helped cook.

“eat soon, hija. i’m sure you’re tired from the flight, let’s catch up later, okay?” she says. “i will, auntie. i’m looking forward to it!” you tell her.

“show the food.” you heard sophia say as yoonchae turns the camera to the table. “look, there’s a whole setup on the table.”

the camera pans at the food and unbeknownst to you, you get captured on the video as well.

if it wasn’t for yoonchae telling you, you wouldn’t have known. “some pies, this looks good—and there’s yn!”

“say hi yn!” megan now says, you look at her direction before realizing the camera was on you, making you wave at it and smile.

“hi eyekons,” you say, as you approach the rest of the girls; who seemed very shy but very excited to it. “happy thanksgiving.”

they each greet you with the warmest smile and hug, as yoonchae stands beside you to introduce you.

“so eyekons, this is yn—she’s a wonderful actress and dani’s best friend.”

you could already feel the glances the girls shared, before glancing back at you.

“yep, good friend.” lara says with a nod, that teasing smile on her gets captured by the camera.

“alright cut it out, dani’s coming.” sophia says, as daniela approaches you and the girls.

sophia holds the camera and pans it at the two of them as they posed. “eyekons, happy thanksgiving!” daniela greets the fans.

you smiled, you were content that she’s happy. you left her talk to the girls and to the fans before she went to you.

embracing you with the warmest hug. “tired?” she asks you, as you shook your head. “happy thanksgiving.”

you could feel your heart tightening again, that bittersweet feeling that you knew was bad for your health.

but you couldn’t help it, daniela was really the best at being the worst for making you feel like this.

“happy thanksgiving too.” you replied, still hugging her. “your family missed me.” you add, laughing a little.

she grins. “who wouldn’t? i’m happy you agreed to come with me.” daniela tells you, planting a kiss to your forehead.

you rolled your eyes. “an idiot would only deny you, dummy.”

she laughs before pulling away to hold you by your waist. “come on, cariño. the food will get cold.”

katie_4katz: I RECOGNIZE THAT VOICE ANYWHERE

brainroteye: even the girls can’t handle the ‘good friends’ anymore 😭😭😭😭

v_favvz: FIRST YN APPEARANCE ON DANI’S LIVE THEN DINNER WITH HER FAMILY??? DAYUM

theeee.gabriela: MEGAN WDYM GOONING!?!? also yn looks so good 😍

yoonchiptruther: meichae being danyn’s children 😭😭❤❤❤

dani_andre4: dani just admit the relationship already

ynxdani4ever: i adore how dani’s family love and care for yn 🫶

maybe checking your phone the day after the show wasn’t such a good idea after all.

you kept staring at your phone screen in your hand, frozen.

where was daniela anyways? it was already late.

gosh, you didn’t even know. you had asked her to hangout but she’s almost an hour late.

she was at it again; she only comes to see you only when you ask first.

you didn’t even receive a message from her about where she was, you were just hoping she lost her phone and not forget to update you.

she was probably with him, but you’ll just act like you don’t know.

damn the idols and their pr boyfriends, well to be honest you don’t even know what was jonah to daniela.

what was your business about them anyways? you were just daniela’s best friend.

“hey, yn—sorry to keep you waiting.” you heard daniela speak from behind you, walking to where you were.

you could finally move again just because she had called your name.

seeing her approaching, you immediately shoved your phone inside your pocket and hid your discomfort with a smile. “no worries.”

“i had to—uh, talk with my manager.” she made out a lame excuse to which you just shrugged.

“that won’t work on me, dani.” you told her, making her sigh. “alright sorry, i went to go and meet jonah.” she replied.

“mama wanted to meet him, that’s all.” daniela adds.

“oh.” it was all you could say after hearing what she said, you just nod. “cool..”

“you still down to hangout?” you asked, glancing at her. “about that..” she mumbles.

“my schedule got mixed up, i have plans with the girls tonight. i’m sorry, yn—don’t be mad.” daniela says.

you could only let out a small smile. “it’s fine, maybe next time? i know the girls are more important anyways.” you assured her.

she grabs ahold of your hand and squeezes it. “thanks yn, i really hope you understand.”

“i do, it’s no big deal, dani.” you told her, it was but you didn’t want it to be a reason for a fight to happen between the two of you.

you pulled your hands away as you looked around, trying not to notice the obvious awkwardness of the situation.

“you should go ahead, the girls might be waiting for you.” you muttered, as daniela nodded. “right, get home safely.”

“good night, yn.” she waves at you, maybe all those good nights were just hidden goodbyes in disguise? you never know.

you waved back at her, it always takes you aback seeing how fast she switches up.

daniela soon walks away before turning her head back at your direction, sending you a blowing kiss.

“i love you, cariño!” daniela says.

it was crazy how good she was at bluffs, you could never get used to it since you always fall for it.

“i love you too, dani.” you replied with a fake smile on your face that hurt to show. “more than you know..” you muttered to yourself.

but for fuck sake, you were already hers.