alex

nothing special they/she/he

[xzrcv]

for the first time in my life my bmi is normal and i’m technically not underweight, I'm going to throw up, oh my god

[xzrcv]

Hi can you help me????

depends, what do you need? :))

[xzrcv]

life's pretty good to be honest

[xzrcv]

in my 'maybe if i lose weight he'll want me' era

[xzrcv]

guess who decided to do the anorexia again

[xzrcv]

turning from 'i don't care what i eat' to 'i won't eat anything if i don't have to' in one day is the weirdest feeling ever

[xzrcv]

the school just started and i already know that i won't be relaxed for a fucking second untill july

[xzrcv]

since i stopped posting i gained like 150 followers, what are you guys doing

[xzrcv]

you know it's bad when you start using tumblr again

[rickiti]

idk who made this, but you're lovely

[xzrcv]

greece kittens update, because it's my last day here

also tomorrow morning will be my first time weighting myself since last thursday and i'm super anxious about it 😭😭

praying for weight loss because i wasn't starving myself all that time just to see the same

[xzrcv]

being on vacation and not being able to weight myself for a week makes me so anxious

[xzrcv]

another cat update, today i met a lot of kittens :>

[xzrcv]

another day, another cat pics

today was two more, but i wasn't able to make a photo of them :((

(i promise, the first one isn't dead)

[xzrcv]

i'm in greece at the moment, and i brought you some street cat pics from the first day

[xzrcv]

i had a dream about being at a party in a pool, someone broguht food and i was scared of chocolate bars 😩😩

[xzrcv]

i just realised that the normal amount of suicidal thoughts is 0 and i can't even imagine

like how mentally stable people live

what are you thinking about if not death and that life has no sense