Devotion.

"When Jesus saw this, he was indignant. He said to them, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these." -Mark 10:14

[yangsusani]

Upon the moonlight by yangsusani featuring a suede bootie

DKNY white wool sweater, 16,990 THB / Vintage jean jacket, 86,025 THB / Blue jean jacket, 77,425 THB / Frame Denim denim skinny jeans, 9,140 THB / 3 1 Phillip Lim suede bootie, 20,830 THB / PUR bucket bag, 7,665 THB / Lipstick, 740 THB

[yangsusani]

Out of the blue by yangsusani featuring Yves Saint Laurent

Blue dress, 405 THB / Dorothy Perkins outerwear, 1,535 THB / IPANEMA flip flops, 1,085 THB / Yves Saint Laurent handbag, 79,945 THB / Vivienne Westwood stainless steel jewelry, 13,280 THB / Cat-eye glasses, 560 THB / Diptyque fragrance, 3,615 THB

[yangsusani]

Get me out by yangsusani featuring a cross-body handbag

Banana Republic white shirt, 1,920 THB / Miss Selfridge ripped skinny jeans, 2,445 THB / Gucci blue flat, 22,340 THB / Marc Jacobs cross body handbag, 22,655 THB / Vivienne Westwood stainless steel watch, 12,665 THB / Smoke x Mirrors mirrored sunglasses, 10,300 THB / Diptyque fragrance, 3,615 THB

[yangsusani]

Out of the blue by yangsusani featuring stainless steel jewelry

Blue dress, 405 THB / Dorothy Perkins outerwear, 1,535 THB / IPANEMA flip flops, 1,085 THB / Yves Saint Laurent handbag, 79,945 THB / Vivienne Westwood stainless steel jewelry, 13,280 THB / Cat-eye glasses, 560 THB / Diptyque fragrance, 3,615 THB

[yangsusani]

The matter by yangsusani featuring Diptyque

Vince blouse, 13,585 THB / Alexander McQueen high waist pants, 20,495 THB / Karl Lagerfeld leather sandals, 4,515 THB / Yves Saint Laurent leather purse, 75,710 THB / Myku leather strap watch, 31,420 THB / Ray-Ban plastic glasses, 5,095 THB / Diptyque fragrance, 5,235 THB

[yangsusani]

Another day by yangsusani featuring dolce gabbana purses

Samsøe Samsøe loose fitting top, 2,530 THB / Toast tweed wool coat, 8,980 THB / Frame Denim skinny fit jeans, 9,250 THB / TOMS red flat shoes, 1,840 THB / Dolce Gabbana dolce gabbana purse, 43,455 THB / Nixon snap button jewelry, 5,240 THB / STELLA McCARTNEY cat jewelry, 8,520 THB / MINKPINK metal-frame sunglasses, 1,570 THB / Diptyque eau de toilette perfume, 3,615 THB

[yangsusani]

Undercover by yangsusani featuring maxi skirts

American Apparel long sleeve sweater, 1,965 THB / Philosophy di Lorenzo Serafini maxi skirt, 6,180 THB / Dieppa Restrepo brogue shoes, 4,950 THB / Vivienne Westwood charm jewelry, 11,370 THB / Yves Saint Laurent lipstick, 1,290 THB / Diptyque fragrance, 3,615 THB / Nars cosmetic, 620 THB

[yangsusani]

Just a normal day by yangsusani featuring distressed jeans

Abercrombie Fitch grey shirt, 490 THB / Duster coat, 910 THB / Yves Saint Laurent distressed jeans, 26,180 THB / Burgundy shoes, 4,850 THB / Moschino leather purse, 78,515 THB / Rolex diamond jewelry, 174,515 THB / Wrap bracelet, 1,380 THB / Yves Saint Laurent sunglasses, 15,460 THB / Diptyque fragrance, 3,615 THB

[yangsusani]

Undercover by yangsusani featuring stainless steel watches

V neck top, 680 THB / Dolce&Gabbana zipper pants, 7,965 THB / Patent shoes, 1,045 THB / Givenchy handbag, 106,850 THB / Stainless steel watch, 1,050 THB / Quay sunglasses, 1,310 THB / Diptyque eau de perfume, 4,325 THB / Yves Saint Laurent nail polish, 830 THB

[yangsusani]

Slightest movements by yangsusani featuring white watches

Open back top, 5,370 THB / IRO quilted jacket, 45,210 THB / Yves Saint Laurent ripped jeans, 21,120 THB / 3.1 Phillip Lim black ankle boots, 21,035 THB / Brown purse, 80,120 THB / David Yurman bracelet, 59,345 THB / DKNY white watch, 9,600 THB / Bobbi brown cosmetic, 2,270 THB / Diptyque fragrance, 4,325 THB

[yangsusani]

Just a normal day by yangsusani featuring mini handbags

Abercrombie Fitch loose t shirt, 485 THB / Pink coat, 905 THB / Yves Saint Laurent stretch skinny jeans, 26,060 THB / Tassle loafer, 4,830 THB / Moschino mini handbag, 78,155 THB / Rolex pre owned watch, 191,090 THB / Leather jewelry, 1,390 THB / Yves Saint Laurent round lens sunglasses, 15,675 THB / Diptyque edt perfume, 3,610 THB

[yangsusani]

Rather bold by yangsusani featuring a cream cardigan

Alice Olivia cream cardigan, 17,115 THB / STELLA McCARTNEY wool pants, 18,500 THB / Love Moschino flat, 9,215 THB / Alexander McQueen tote purse, 33,025 THB / Rolex stainless steel watch, 190,430 THB / Pomellato blue jewelry, 95,280 THB / Savannah Hayes tech accessory, 1,315 THB / Mac cosmetics lipstick, 590 THB

[yangsusani]

September dream by yangsusani featuring leather handbags

Uniqlo silk blouse, 1,155 THB / White House Black Market capri, 2,735 THB / Patent leather shoes, 1,035 THB / Yves Saint Laurent leather handbag, 50,170 THB / Rolex white watch, 1,285,255 THB / Tech accessory, 1,410 THB

[rivamika-trash]

my comp doesn't want to show the camrip of naruto the last I downloaded from you, what do i need to get to be able to play it? : O

I wonder why? but were you able to download all of it? what player are you using? it works with windows media player and VLC player.

If you need alternative links, you may also watch/download it here:

Naruto the Last - Part 1.mp4 - 267.7 MB

Naruto the Last - Part 2.mp4 - 223.1 MB

Naruto the Last - Part 3.mp4 - 256.8 MB

Naruto the Last - Part 4.mp4 - 247.5 MB

[yangsusani]

Eek!!!

[yangsusani]

Isaiah 6:8

Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, “Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?” And I said, “Here am I. Send me!” (‭Isaiah‬ ‭6‬:‭8‬ NIV) This was probably the verse of my life back in grade 12 and freshman year of college. I was so eager and passionate that I was willing to go anywhere. But as I've decided to go to NGO to fulfill my calling, i no longer proclaimed it. I was too scared that God would tell me that He didnt call me to go to NGO and that He was going to send me off to some country by force. It was a misconception about God that I have had because I always ended up not getting what I've been praying for. During Friday morning prayer, God reminded me once again about that through ccm called 사명. He said that I no longer had that heart anymore. That's when He wanted to me lay everything down and to just ask for Him. I couldnt answer Him and i couldnt say it with my heart. This was probably the first time that i wasnt being obedient to God's command. I asked God to give me one whole day and I will wrestle with it until my private time at night. When the time came, i still had some difficulties but ended up professing that I no longer had control over my future. If He sends me then He sends me, but even if He doesnt, God is still faithful. And today's sermon was about how God leads your path. I felt like that message was for me. Even though i may not think like God didnt lead me to green pastures, God still had led me to the best way. It was the heart that God wanted, not my future. Even if I cannot see the pillar of clouds, i know that God will lead me. Not Him coming into my path but me joining His way, for Jesus is the way, truth, and life.

[yangsusani]

My cane, my staff

Today was Chuseok but all i did was to go tutoring before Jun's family left to Japan and took a nap. Nothing too special but a perfect day to fall into sin. Nothing was given into my hands. So, perhaps that's the reason why God made me worship before going into prayer. I started to worship and started with "Here I am to worship" (in korean and only the chorus) and ended with 주 나의 빛&예수 아름다우신. Getting teary, i started to pray, well have a conversation to be more precise. As i began to pray, i had to ask for forgiveness. All the sin that i've committed and had to ask for clean hands, heart, mind, and lips. I couldnt help myself but to fall before His feet. Then i started to thank Him for the first time about sending the children(Jun, Jin, Justin) to me, no, sending ME to THEM. It was so clear that God worked it all and that this was the path for me: i am sent for His children. Then it naturally led unto my grad school. I told him how it was something so important to me and asked for His guidance, then all of sudden, i realized that He was ALREADY guiding me. I couldnt stop crying and kept on proclaiming that He was already holding unto the stirring wheel and i was sitting in the back seat(now i think about it, i would like shotgun (; ). Then He led me to my Bible to read Psalm 23. "...He guides me in paths of righteousness for His name's sake...Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me"(vv. 3-4) God guides me for HIS NAME'S SAKE and to COMFORT me. That's crazy. This is not all for me, BUT also for Him. So crazy. I have been listening to Aliee's "To all of you(여러분)" and the english lyrics are "when you walk through the cloudy days, He said, "I'll be the one to be your cane." When i first heard that, i bursted out into tears. Now i understand why. He was, is, will be always my staff and my cane God's mind is mindblowing. I cannot even fathom. My mere words cant even explain 1% of it. You are so good Lord.

[yangsusani]

Be courageous, my faithful soldier

God has been so faithful and He has been encouraging me like crazy these days. As i have decided upon preparing for grad school, there has been many things that made me worry about, esp. whether i'll get accepted or not. Having the experience from the past of not getting into the school i've wanted and prayed about, i have been getting fears about it. But God had been telling me to be courageous. I have been praying recently and thanks to the long weekend, i got some time on my hands so i was able to pray by myself quietly in my room. As i have been praying, God encouraged me and told me that i was doing well and that He was proud of me. Not knowing exactly why He was proud, i just bursted out into tears. He told me to read 2 Timothy and gave me the verse 1:7 "For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline." He knew I had fear and encouraged me with this verse(I have already received it from a friend, and i knew why He told me to read Timothy yesterday: to remind me one more time). But today, He encouraged me to continue reading the next chapter, so I did. But before that, He reminded me about the prophesy I received during udts: that i was like Joshua. Joshua 1:9 says "Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go". God told me that He called me to be his righteous soldier and that i will win every battle. After, He told me to read this before I got to really pray, and after prayer, He told me to read 2nd chapter of 2 Timothy. And Paul continues to write to Timothy and tells him to be strong in the grace that is in Christ Jesus. Then in verses 3 to 6, it talks about how good soldiers endure hardship and that they do not get involved in civilian affairs(사사로운 일, 자기 생활에 얽매이지 않고 in korean) and only wants to please his commanding officer(obviously God!). And then there is a metaphor about an athlete who will not receive his crown unless he competes according to the rules(still figuring out what that means) and that hardworking farmer will receive the first share of crop(우람오빠 messaged me saying that God gave him the heart about how hardworking farmer will reap something good after his long effort). Amazed by this, i couldnt help myself to get the tumblr app and to jot these down to keep my blessings. God encourages me to go on ahead again. I am so thankful.