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L I V Morgan 👅 I Want To Be Like Nothing That Has Ever Existed Before. Gangsta. Goofball. DirtyJerz. Fire Cracker #LIVSquad - RPG Blog

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Does anyone listen to Lilan Garcia’s podcast Chasing Glory?

She has a lot of superstars that you would be surprised about the struggles and stuff they had to go through. I highly recommend it and honestly, it helps me understand my characters because most of them have been on the podcast.

My muse for Alexa Bliss has increased so much because of it. I’m actually thinking of maybe having Renee do her own little podcast, but not like obviously podcast but have to get to know each character outside of this rpg.

For example, backstories about Desiree, Erica, Chris M., Brock, Scarlett and all the other original characters make you think and grow a life for them and for others to be able to connect.

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I am taking a semi- hatius due to some personal reasons that I don’t want to get completely into. I am still here and I will get back to everyone as soon as possible. I may have the flu right now, I’m gonna rest up today and hopefully be on later and reply to whatever I haven’t. I’m so so sorry for my absence lately. It’s just my real life situation hasn’t been the best. Starting off the new year... the wrong way and I hate it.

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New Gear- Toni and Gionna

Toni wanted new gear for the upcoming show and so she had enlisted Gionna to help her pick put what she wanted. She looked at the other woman and tried to explain. “I do a sort of Motley Crue rock star girl gimmick that kicks ass. It has to be shorts and preferably have a padded bra included. ” She wasn’t sure what she wanted if she was honest with herself. “Usually I stick to black or white themes.” She included.

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Gionna looked at Toni and nodded her head. “I really like that style for you. The rockstar gimmick!” She smiled. “You know what you could do?” She said softly. “Maybe put some pop of color in there, maybe like the color theme of a popular sport team of the city we are in and like maybe do like a star painting over your eye?” She said smiling. “I try to do that with my pants. I have them sew two colors together and then alternate the suspenders I wear with it?” She said as she took out her phone to show her picture ideas she had for future and in the past.

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Releasing all my characters starting now.

Everyone can go ahead and do as they please with my characters, they are all up for grabs.

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No one is forgetting that or that Jason, myself or Lo have all been told that as well at one time or another. Several here have been attacked before and I tell everyone the same thing. Turn off your inbox. I did that for a long time after getting anons like that. 

More than one or two people care about things here. And people are on more than five minutes. You haven’t been on enough to see that. I know you have personal issues and so I don’t bring it up because real life is more important but coming on and making things worse and even De agreeing that it didn’t help , isn’t the thing to do. 

I get your friends, we’re all friends but it doesn’t help anything or anyone. People care about everyone here, not just themselves. I know you’re emotional and I get that because of everything you’re going through. You should let people help you instead of lashing out at them.

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Ain’t not one person have been came to me to talk to me, see how the fuck I was doing, or anything. So yeah I’m gonna take it personal. Honestly I’m over this. I’m over how no matter what I’m in the wrong. Don’t tell me how to feel and don’t tell me what to do. I have a right to state my opinion and I have also seen the activity and it hasn’t been anything better, and if you think it has honey, I really wanna see what activity is like on your other hobbies.

Haven’t I always been the black sheep on this group anyways? Aren’t I always the issue because I always have to state what I think. Fuck this dude. Look, I come here to have a muse and write. Not one person makes this place fun for me by actually writing. I have an idea for one week on an outside kayfabe and it had two months to actually do with you people. Come on! Open your damn eyes!

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You’re really not helping @yaonlylivv-once

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I don’t care, not everyone sees the problem or even cares about what happened.

Everyone just wants to forget that someone told DeAnna to go kill herself? Did we forget that she was being attacked.

Oh yeah I guess so. I’m sick and tired of only one or two people caring about everything on here and the the occasional ‘I care, I do so much’ cool I’m glad they care to be in five minutes and write matches. It’s all bullshit.

I’m over this. Honestly all my characters can be released all I care. I’ve got serious things to fucking deal with then people who don’t give a fuck about anyone but them damn selves.

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There are no co-admins. Stop trying to make this all about her. That's part of the problem. This is a group where we all need to work together.

Okay anonymous, why doesn’t anyone show their faces and say this shit off anonymous. Too scared to show who you are. You all really think I give a fuck what any of you have to say. Honestly.. I don’t care what anyone says or thinks about me. I dare someone to try me or try and say think to hurt my feelings because it won’t!

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First of all, let’s get one thing mother fucking straight here. I have done so many fucking things and when I have people work with Renee, I get half ass fucking responses and I have nothing to fucking work with.

Second of all, I am ALWAYS here and I know some people can tell you that I do respond back if you just message me. Yes, James does a lot but he also is a co admin if you asked me. I don’t go to him for things because DeAnna is the main. She made this place for all of yous and built it from the ground up. So fuck out of here.

Third of all, if maybe people messaged me and asked about my characters and wanted to do something. Then we could fucking do it while I was away. Also I never fucking said once I was active or on here. But that doesn’t mean I can’t be reached. Also coming in tumblr, clicking on the app and seeing how the fuck people are acting. I’m apauled. You should all be ashamed of yourself. For the way things are handled and how the fuck your activity is.

Fourth, I lost someone very fucking special in my life. Two women who were like mother figures to me are fucking dead and my mom isn’t doing so well with health issue. DeAnna is willing proof of all that as well since she met my mother in real life. I have had a lot going on in real life and have been fucking taking my time to deal with things. No one, not one person here has reached out to me or spoke to me. Only when I post about my absence, is when maybe one or two people say shit to me. I have been dealing with a lot of shit. My mother is sudicial and honestly she is about to lose someone else who she is close to and she doesn’t know how to deal with all these loses, so imagine what the fuck I’m deal long with. I could lose my own fucking mother! So FUCK ALL OF YOU! FUCK THE PERSON TELLING MY BEST FRIEND TO KILL HERSELF TOO. You are making my best friend have those kind of thoughts so now I have to talk two important fucking people to me out of harm because I love them, because I need them, because I fucking will not know what the fuck to do if I lost another important person in my life right now!

So now shut the fuck up about me and everyone fucking do what you need to do and stop the fucking complaining and bitching. Trying to find every excuse in the book for your shitty activity and shitty fucking attitudes!

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I come on every once in a while to see how everything is. I have been in my own little world and honestly I lost my muse and it’s because of everyone’s lack of communication and lack of plotting. People wanna say they make plots, they do all these things. None of you are on enough to even talk to anyone and don’t give me that shit because I more than likely am always mobile and available. DeAnna was at my fucking house and she saw how I have everyone set up on my phone. I have notifications for the main blog, and for some people I am shipped with on all the time. You people get on at 4-5 in the morning or later whenever I am sleeping and never get on during the day and if you do it’s for a few minutes and your done.

The way everyone is acting about this is fucked up. EVERYONE, DeAnna is being bullied by someone not only fucking bullied but they are telling her to fucking kill herself and I’m telling you right now if my best motherfucking friend in this world does harm herself in any fucking way, I will find out who the fuck it is and if it is one of yous, I swear to fucking god, I will take action!

I spent time with this girl, her mother has my number for godsake. This girl is my best friend and for her to come to me that upset and knowing things about what’s going on in real life and her struggles, may god strike me if I’m wrong but you guys never ever EVER appreciated anything she has done. I don’t wanna hear the bullshit. I’ve heard it all. No one and I mean no one is taking this fucking seriously. It’s all let’s talk it out, NO! There is no talking this bullshit out. Get the fuck on, talk to DeAnna about shit not James, not Lo. This was DeAnna’s RPG! DeAnna does EVERYTHING.

Why doesn’t everyone get off their fucking high horse and quit hogging characters and actually motherfucking make time for not just the show but other things as well. Anytime I wanna do something or need something, I tell DeAnna. She always, always finds a way to help me out and get my characters on the card or will tell me where to turn or do if I wanna do something. DeAnna is sometimes high strong but she is very understanding and compassionate! So everyone being asshole and doing bullshit you don’t like how things are being done! LEAVE byeeeee!

Quit acting like fucking children in middle school and grow the fuck up! Cyber bullying is middle school bullshit, high school. We are ducking adults. Fucking show it. If you are an adult telling people to kill themsleves then you my friend are a fucked up human being and need motherfucking help! Now I’m fucking done with this. If you don’t like how things are done stop fucking complaining and do something about it by going to the fucking person handling the show card. If you can’t do that then fucking LEAVE!

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Hurting others is a choice, maybe you should start treating people better for a change?

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Anyone caught your eye?

I have my eye on someone.. but I don’t think they have there eyes on me which is fine.

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HONESTY HOUR

Ask me literally anything and I’ll answer it

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HOW does she keep winning?

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I am going to need a few more days.. an update on what’s been going on.

Last week my roommates mom passed away, it was emotional because my roommates and I have known each other for 10 years. So those girls are like my sisters. But the weekend was still good, and then the week was going okay.. but then on Halloween, I found out that my moms best friend who was my second mom and a big piece of my childhood.. she passed away. Now the wake and funeral for both of these women are today and tomorrow. Then of course we know it comes in threes and I found out last night from my cousin who I am close to, she has put down her 11 year old dog who has been a big part of our lives.. so this has been just an emotional week. I need a few days because of this.

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Y’all I am posting tomorrow night at 9pm EST, and then our PPV will be next Tuesday instead of Sunday because I will be at Evolution with Kella on Sunday. Just wanted to give everyone a heads up.

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Sounds good. You two are so lucky . Give us updates if you can but mainly have fun!

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If you watch, let me know if you hear me lol I’ll be the one screaming super duper loud. I can promise you that!

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To everyone I have paras with, talking to, have @ me on any of my characters. I’m sorry I haven’t been on. I am still here in a way but just not able to post like I used too. I had my birthday stuff, dealing with petty drama with my “friends”, I found out who I could really trust nowadays. lol.

my moms best friend was and is in the hospital and she in critical condition, her whole body is shutting down on her and we are really just waiting for her to take her last breath, she is like a second mother to me so anyone can imagine the pain. My mom has been friends with her from before I was even born, so I’m trying to just be there for my mom because she normally would talk to this friend about how she feels, so now I’m becoming that friend if you get what I mean.

I am also moving. So that alone is so stressful and takes up a lot of my time. DeAnna is coming to my house for the weekend and we are going to Evolution together so my main focus is getting myself set up at the new house that way she can be comfortable staying while I also am trying to settle myself in. Haha. I’m a hot mess! I will get back to everyone soon and I promise things will be back normal for me soon.