Random Thoughts

[yara174]

Help!

can’t enjoy life knowing that everything gonna end someday, still in my early twenties but the idea of my me aging and growing up terrifies me, feeling numb all the time, trying to distract myself from thinking this way by playing guitar, listening to music and doing the things I love and enjoy, but I can’t stop thinking about the inevitably of life’s end.

[yara174]

Two years after I wrote this, I'm still feeling the same but I think I can deal with those thoughts better now 🤷🏻‍♀️

[yara174]

Today I don't feel like getting out of bed.. I've been having a really hard time functioning lately..

[yara174]

[bookworm-on-rainy-days]

[staff]

It's World Sleep Day

Log off.

Go back to bed.

[yara174]

this was yesterday.. but sure going to sleep now 

[yara174]

(via https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6XHF3WJZq3uNuHZiuY0Fwl?si=Hi9pt0oJRnSCFRu8omhISg)

these songs changed my life.

[movieclosett]

[yara174]

Help!

can’t enjoy life knowing that everything gonna end someday, still in my early twenties but the idea of my me aging and growing up terrifies me, feeling numb all the time, trying to distract myself from thinking this way by playing guitar, listening to music and doing the things I love and enjoy, but I can’t stop thinking about the inevitably of life’s end.

[yara174]

They say life is too short, they say you should do whatever you wanna do in your lifetime, so you don’t regret not doing the things you love when you get older, it’s true, they are right, life is way too short for wasting it on overthinking and doubting every idea you get, but what if you have no idea about what you wanna do?  how could I know, and how could I figure it out?..