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pick a card 18 - What would be your bias’/celebrity crush’s first impressions of you ? 

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my last reading : what is your purpose on this earth ?

This is a general reading. Take what resonates and leave the rest.

Pile 1

5 of cups Rx, Strength, 2 of swords

The very first impressions your bias’ or celebrity crush would have of you is that you went through a lot. I am hearing “wounded warrior”, and I am seeing a woman with long hair in the middle of an empty battlefield, standing there looking empty. Like a bittersweet win. It’s like she won the battle but at what cost. I am feeling numbness too. I am also seeing someone that looks like Mulan and Pochanontas. Maybe this means something for some of you, maybe you guys like those movies or you relate to these strong female characters. 

Anyways, I sense they honestly would get intimidated by you. You come off with a really strong energy. I feel some of you who chose this pile are Pluto dominant / have Pluto on your ascendant. They would be scared to cross you, and maybe you might think they didn’t notice you, or if they did, they would come across to you as indifferent, and even rude. You might be disappointed by the first meeting you have with them (if it ever happens). I think some of you guys (I don't want to feed the delulu but that is what I sense for some people here) will probably meet them someday, like at a fanmeeting or a small fan event of some sort. So you will get the opportunity to have a first impression of them too lol and I sense you will be just like I said,a bit disappointed because they won’t be as cheery as they were with the other fans. But, just like I said, it’s not your fault, they are just intimidated

Fixed - Stability, Persistence, Loyalty and Dependability  / House eight - Transformation, Karma, Facing Fears and Legacies / House three - Early Learning, Childhood Relations, The Rational Mind and Communication 

I think, because of this strong shell you seem to have, they would probably wonder about your life, especially your past. Like, I am hearing “What did they go through in life to seem so strong ?” ; “I wonder what they went through, they look like they didn’t have an easy life”,...

Maybe the reason why some of you guys’ celebrity crushes/ bias’ will have this kind of first impressions on you is because you will meet them during a really bad period in your life, after going through a tower moment, or just during a shitty day/week. It is like there are a lot of heavy energies that you will carry during this first meeting, and you might come across disconnected from the moment, like you are dissociating and processing something really painful. Your celebrity crush will probably sense that and try to be calmer with you, less overtly cheery and excited, it’s like they will try to match your energy. Honestly, I don’t know which celebrity you guys are asking about but they seem like a great person, like they really try their best to give their fans a good experience and if they see a fan with a heavy and resistant energy like you, they adapt. They might get genuinely concerned for you and some of you of them could end up wondering randomly after the event “are they okay ? I hope they’re doing better and have the help they need around them”. They seem really busy but still really intuitive. I am not kidding when I am telling you guys that some of the people here are crushing on a light worker who doesn't know they are one. 

I think that’s all for you guys ! This was a shorter reading than I expected but hey, I don’t want to force additional messages when they are not always necessary XD 

Pile 2

This pile went kind of crazy you guys lmaoo the celebrity you’re thinking of has such a strong sexual and flirtatious energy it was kind of crazy

Sorry in advance if it makes you uncomfortable (especially the freakdar bit YALL I SWEAR I AM NOT THAT WEIRD)

8 of Swords, Queen of Pentacles, 9 of Cups

I think they would instantly pick up on the fact that you are super stressed /anxious to meet them lol It’s like you would seem frozen, paralyzed by stress  looking everywhere, almost hypervilanting while meeting them. They would honestly find it kind of cute and endearing how affected you are by the situation. I am seeing someone smirking. The celebrity you’re thinking of is kind of a tease, their energy is a bit mischievous. They love having fangirls/fanboys, and seeing the effect they have on people. They love seeing people thirsting over them, they might be super flirty and playful with their fans. They kind of give me Jackson Wang vibes, not fully though. But this person has major playboy/girl energy, but really likeable, not a jerk player type of individual. Anyways, I think I described your celebrity crush enough. This might be a confirmation for some of you. I think they will find you cute. They would 100% think you’ve been dreaming of this moment for YEARRSS and preparing for this meeting for months now, planning for the perfect outfit and makeup.  I am hearing “All of this for me ? Damn” in a really cheeky, flirty tone lmaoo Your celebrity is killing me it’s like they’re taking over this reading bruuh I am lowkey being seduced by them ngl I get why you like them their energy is effortlessly attractive. 

Back (again…) to the heart of the topic. They would assume you’re a really organized individual, really grounded. They would assume you’re more of a bookworm, or just reserved and less extraverted. You might actually not be like this at all, but it is just their impression of you. They would think you seem responsible and good with handling finances, and important matters in general. Probably would assume you’re a bit “prude” or like a “plain jane” (sorry if it’s mean ) I don’t know the equivalent for man of this appellation, but they would just assume you’re not too comfortable with your sexuality/sensuality, like you are not really connected well to your body, your bodily sensations,.. I don’t even know why this would come up as first impressions ?? Who the f thinks of people’s relationship with sexuality during a first meeting ?? I don’t know but i am thinking of my “freak’o meter / freakdar” idk if I am the only one and if it is insane to do this, but when i am like really bored i like to assume /or try to guess what random people I see sexual preferences /kinks are lol This is weird i know but I blame this on my 8th house stellium and pluto dominance bro sexuality is actually such an interesting topic in a scientific sense and when you’re bored this activity of the whole “freak’o meter” is so entertaining. I think the celebrity you’re thinking of loves sex, romance, drinking, partying, etc.; And I wouldn’t be surprised if they had major 8th house placements. They have this “wild and free” energy, so meeting you they would be like “ooh so cute they seem so shy, I need to get them out of their shell”. They would instantly assume you’re a virgin or just not really experienced sexually. I think they enjoy a lot the psychological ascendant they have over their fans and generally speaking, the people who are attracted to them. But I don’t think their energy is dark though, or toxic (even if this can come across this way). Anyways, this energy is going in a weird direction, or just a direction I don’t think is necessary to explore further. (this person loves sex too much lol)

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Libra -  The Moon - Venus

They would see you as really sensitive, caring and feminine. Again, the shier aspect explained above is coming back, but here, you come across more mystical, princess/prince like. They would sense a sort of purity. I am hearing the lyrics “I saw an angel”, from the song Angel by NCT 127. They would think you’re coming from the sky, like you’re an earth angel that descended from the sky and you’re still not used to the life here down on earth. I don’t know if many of you guys are a bit socially awkward ? but I think your celebrity crush would sense this and think it’s, well, just like I said, the cutest thing ever. This would give them the urge to protect you lol. I don’t know if you have a really typically feminine style, or you will just be dressed that way just for the special occasion of meeting them, but I am seeing some sweet lolita vibes, soft girl/boy makeup (if that’s still a thing), a lot of pink and white, a bit of beige. Really soft makeup, with rosy cheeks. You will exude to them a soft, romantic and melancholic aura, and the outfit some of you will wear that day will enhance this softness they feel is oozing from you. If you guys end up interacting in some way, they would purposefully flirt with you to tease you, to get a reaction out of you lol But in a very “fan service” way, like they know they are getting filmed and they know this will make numbers on social media, like they genuinely enjoy interacting with their fans.

I am thinking of those idols who go way too far on fanservice like bro you ain’t getting paid enough to do all that lol They’re both professional, and a bit of a player ngl I don’t think you would be the only fan they flirt with (sorry you may think you’re having your y/n moment, but there are many y/ns and you are just the seemingly shy fan your celeb crush likes to tease)

Overall, a fun interaction, you will probably remember it for life (if it does really happen) and this might become a story you tell as a funny anecdote !

Pile 3

Knight of Cups, The Lovers, The Hierophant 

I think the celebrity you’re thinking of upon first meeting them will probably think you’re part of the staff ?? I know this is soo random but they would think you look like a professional, they might for a split second mistake you for like a stylist or random staff member (wherever you will meet them). I am seeing it will mainly be in a “formal” setting, like a concert, maybe during a soundcheck (so it’s more intimate) (if you’re lucky enough to get VIP lol) or if they’re not a singer, it could just be some sort of event, like a release party, a meet and greet,.. Like a pretty small venue where not a lot of fans will be, and you might somehow blend with the staff when they first see you. 

After that, they will kind of feel embarrassed of themselves for conflicting you with a staff member, and will probably act a bit awkward if you ever get the chance to interact with them. I don’t know why but i am sensing you guys have a strong presence, like people probably turn heads when you walk into a room (even if you don’t notice it). I also think you also take a lot of space, maybe you’re bigger or taller than average, there is something really jupiterian and larger than life about you. I am seeing some of you are plus size baddies hiiii I think, just like pile 1, you’re celebrity crush would be intimidated by you. I think, and it is in their words, they’re not used to seeing people “like you” ?? I don’t know what it is supposed to mean tbh, maybe they assume bigger women are not attractive (BIG YIKES tf) and might get uncomfortable by the fact that you’re super confident, and well dressed and all that despite (to them) “not fitting the beauty standard”. I don”t know if you’re thinking of a gross ah korean celebrity (i can only think of koreans being absolutely terrible people sorry (not sorry) but I wouldn’t be surprised cause koreans have such fucked up beauty standards ngl. Honestly, sad to say this, and it is going to deviate from the topic, but your idol lowkey ain’t shit. They seem a bit conservative ?? I don’t know, it is just one reading, but they do seem a bit close minded ? Maybe it doesn’t necessarily come from an ill intent but it’s like they haven’t been really much outside of their own culture and because of that when they see something that deviates from the norm that was taught to them they get extra disturbed. They come off as a bit “brainwashed”, or like they never really got the opportunity to travel, and never seeked out to discover different cultures, sub cultures,... It’s like they’re the contrary of a gemini, no curiosity, happy with what they know (which, respectfully, seem to be very little)

Enough of slandering your celebrity crush (I am actually sorry, pile 3, maybe this was a bit harsh lol). They would just genuinely not know how to act. If there is an interaction, it might end up being a bit awkward because of the language or cultural barrier. There is just something about you and your celebrity crush where you guys are completely different, almost opposite. For instance, if you’re an ENFP, they are an ISTJ. They probably hold really different values from you. Overall, they will just do their job but will think to themselves ‘wow it’s really a different culture here. Where I come from, people like this don’t act like that/ don’t think this of themselves,”... I talked about being plus size earlier, but it could be a skin colour, a specific style, you being more androgeneous, or trans (and somehow they could pick up on that). Anyhow, you’re probably from a minority, some of sort of rejected group and you wear it proudly, which will disturb them greatly upon first meeting you. 

Honestly, pile 3, you’re much more iconic than your celebrity crush i am not going to lie. Like your energy is much more celebrity coded/worthy than them, they seem quite... boring ??

Anyways, love you guys !! Pile 3, keep being your iconic self !

Pile 4

Knight of Cups, Strength and 4 of Pentacles

The first impressions your celebrity crush will have of you is that you seem super sweet and nurturing but at the same time still fierce and confident. I truly think, with the 4 of pentacles, that they will get extra possessive over you ?? Maybe they feel this way with all their fans, like they feel the need to be paternal/maternal with their fanbase. The fanbase of your celebrity crush may contain a lot of “vulnerable” people. This could include people of colour, women, children/younger people/ teenagers, people with mental health issues, older people, divorced people, ex-drug addicts,... I feel like the “vulnerable” part can be about a really large sum of things. I think the community they gathered with what they do (could be anything singing, writing, acting,..) is like a safe space for a specific archetype of people, or a lot of different types of people who are vulnerable in some way. And, because of that, they feel the need to be protective towards their fans, and to make sure they feel safe at all times. 

When it comes to you precisely, they might think you stand out a bit from the others. You seem less shy, more sure of yourself, and just kind of chill. I think if you ever meet them somehow, your interaction with them would be super casual, it will kind of feel like you’re talking to a friend, or a random stranger. I get the feeling of a casual conversation with them after you randomly stumble upon them the night before a concert/ a show/ an event of theirs while casually walking in the street. They probably would really enjoy the interaction and might wonder about you while they're back at their hotel/where they stay for the night. I also sense that there is a big chance that you meet them while you’re out with a friend or a family member and you really aren’t expecting to meet them randomly. When the meeting happens, they could also be accompanied by another person, but it’s possible they are alone. For you though, even if you’re with another person, I don't think they would be a fan of them, so you would surely end up being the one carrying the convo. I wouldn’t be surprised if you ever actually acted like you didn’t know them / didn’t recognize them, maybe to not put them off since they are in their off time. And this strategy could actually be beneficial because they might want to become your friend somehow!! Like invite you somewhere (for the luckiest), but I don’t necessarily see any romantic intentions with that. The possible invitation could be related to your guys’ discussion. You might say you really want to go somewhere, and they give you the contact of someone that works for the thing you want to go to! Girl, you will be unintentionally networking lmaooo i mean, as you should get the opportunity you deserve. 

And I feel that even if your meeting is less intimate/one on one than that, like in a meet and greet of some sort, you will still stand out because they’ll see you won’t treat them like a celebrity but just a normal person. While the others will be screaming and hollering and fainting (totally understandable reactions if you’re a hardcore fan), you will be chill about it. This feels really Y/N lmaoo but I swear this isn’t what I want to describe. It’s not in a pick me way, but you will just stand out for being super casual about the meeting, but really you might be secretly super stressed, you just hide it well lol

Honestly, out of all the piles, you guys seem to have the best compatibility with your celebrity crush ! I don’t want to feed the delulu but really you guys could collaborate, work together on something, become friends even ! But, of course, the thing I am describing is merely potential and energy, this could happen because of the current energies I am channeling but it’s not really sure that something more than a casual pleasing conversation with your celebrity crush could happen. 

That’s it, pile 4 ! Hope you enjoyed this reading !! HAPPY JUPITER IN LEO !!!!

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read my own fortune and i predicted this month would be crazy. and still, the knowing didn't help. maybe sometimes it's better not to know at all

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[yaseraphine]

I need to vent somewhere because I swear the effect of mercury retrograde hss never been as felt as they were before....tell me why I had to book a last minute doctor's appointment for an urgency (not my fault too I have to make my doctor sign a certificate, and i only got informed YESTERDAY and i have only until the 9th July to do that...during a period where there are NO doctors available where I live 🤪💔✨️‼️😍🤣) but because of a misunderstanding, and me being incredibly tired, I filled the wrong name in the document so the doctor couldn't sign it.....Like bro ✋🏻😭🥀🥀🥀☠️ release meeeee

It was supposed to be done, it was an urgency appointment I had ONE job !!!! Only ONE 💔and i still flopped like bro 😀

Yesterday I also wanted to go somewhere but guess what?? It was closed and has been for a week now, and only opened TODAY (jokes on jokes) but there was no info about this like NOWHERE 🤪 AND after this event I thought I had lost my keys 💔 had to go to my grandparents house lol it was such a long trip

Like bro the combo mercury retrograde + Saturn transiting my 3rd house is killing me I am having so many issues with public transportation, having access to certain info and somehow certain electronic stuff. I am also being more pessimistic (😍yess) than usual and stressed like BRO I NEED A GODDAMN BREAK MAN I dont like doing nothing idk why I've been hyperactive lately but i have no choice at this point I am in dire need of a break cuz I keep getting dumb small stupid Ls after dumb small and stupid Ls like bro 😭✋🏻and it's all my fault too 🥀🤡🤡🤡🤡

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just finished the first week of my internship and just saw marina live what a week what a day life makes sense again

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Astrology observation that I don't see people talk about enough👀

Sometimes the most intense synastry is not romantic at all.

I've seen people with insane Pluto overlays, exact Moon contacts, heavy Saturn, even 8th house synastry….....and they never date. Never kiss. Nothing.

But they change each other forever

Some people enter your life to emotionally rearrange your entire nervous system. That's the relationship.

And I think astrology communities focus too much on will they date?? and not enough on why can't I forget this person even after years?

Because that's where the chart starts getting scary accurate.

The person who triggers your abandonment wound may not be your soulmate The person who feels like home may not stay forever The person who barely touched you can still leave fingerprints on your life

Very 8th house. Very Pluto. Very Saturn. Very Neptune too.

I also noticed that people underestimate soft aspects because they aren't dramatic enough for social media

But some of the strongest long-term couples I've seen had charts full of trines and sextiles with just enough tension to keep things alive. Meanwhile the 'can't eat can't sleep twin flame telepathy' synastry burns out in a few months because nobody can breathe like give room to breathe! Jeez....

Not every intense connection is meant to survive and not every stable connection is meant to consume you

And one more thing: People with heavy Scorpio/8th house placements usually know when someone is obsessed with them. They just pretend they don't because acknowledging it makes the energy worse.

I have a few spots open this week for relationship readings 🌻✨

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