yearofbluehaze

she/her 23 all's fair in love and poetry...

[poisonintheink]

my broken pieces flow to your shore /

— ʀ.ᴛ.

[thoughtkick]

“You have so many layers, that you can peel away a few, and everyone’s so shocked or impressed that you’re baring your soul, while to you it’s nothing, because you know you’ve twenty more layers to go.”

— Craig Thompson

[havingapoemwithyou]

i have to tell you by Dorothea Grossman

[pawkimishra-deactivated20260116]

That one eye contact is always a gamble

[yearofbluehaze]

gloomy morning, gloomy scent

Woke up in the morning

Can’t find you, can't find me

Unresolved thoughts

Looking for the scent you left on me

Painted me until you don’t want me

I need to admit that i still don’t understand

Your behavior and how you couldn’t read the silence in my stare

How you left and how I still feel the yearning pain

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Nikita Gill

[notthatblackgirl]

Isn't this something we all want? Or is it just me?

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena

[yearofbluehaze]

between me & you

It’s not like I don’t want it

I swear I do

But sometimes I'm getting tired of wanting for you 

I swear I'm fine and I know we’re good 

But my mind still tends to find reasons not to 

Everything seems alright 

But deep inside I’m scared I'm gonna mess it up 

By not having faith in you 

By not having trust in me

I don’t understand myself 

Or maybe I do 

I overthink whether it might be true

So now I don’t know if I’m  scared of happiness 

Or am I scared of you

[havingapoemwithyou]

love comes quietly by Robert Creeley

[yearofbluehaze]

can't get you off my mind

Don’t want to know you 

But also I do 

Don’t want to care about you 

But I still do

Tried to erase you from my memories

Make you the bad one 

But I can’t stop imagine how could it be 

If you were the one

[weltenwellen]

Kim Addonizio, “The Singing”, Tell Me

[yearofbluehaze]

need to admit

I’m afraid I do have a problem now

I can’t keep my heart from falling apart

I know I like you and I know we’re cool

But every piece of me breaks when i think of you

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[n1c0tin3]

efforts;

all my efforts to not fall for you

failed the moment you said

“i like talking to you”

but I didn’t have the courage to say

“i like talking to you, too”

all my efforts to not fall for you

failed the moment you laughed

that laugh that makes me dizzy

makes me kick my feet and scream

and I just smiled back

all my efforts to not fall for you

failed the moment you sent me a silly video

and I laughed at your broken sense of humor

then i blushed, because it’s the same type of broken as mine

all my efforts to not fall for you

failed the moment i talked about you

and my friend just said

“here we go again”

all my efforts to not fall for you

failed completely

then, all of the sudden

i’m writing a poem

about you

[havingapoemwithyou]

don’t hesitate by Mary Oliver

[oneandocey]

To be seen is not to be loved. But to be loved is to be seen and understood completely.

[n1c0tin3]

renewable energy source;

the smoke of your cigarette

fills up my lungs

polluting my thoughts

instant regrets

you’re cutting down trees

and my throat

and my feelings

guess that’s how you make up your leavings

torturing me like a rabbit in a cage

pinning me down

I am your prey

and I pray and I pray and I pray

I’ve got addicted to your misbehavior

and I pray and I pray and I pray

that despite it all, your still my savior

explore me all you want

I’m an infinite source of love

get it all, no take backs

I smile while you step on my back

I’m a renewable energy source

(take all you want)

drain me with yours thoughts

(I’m all yours)