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I can survive being known

my aura too cunt My blog too suicidal my fit too mid My bitch hate me

I wonder if he ever thinks about what he did to me or if he just tries to ignore it and not think about it too much like I do

I’m just a big bag of feelings

“Every man I meet is like every man I’ve met. That’s my why”

Going on a date soon with a new guy

When I’m genuinely enjoying my nightly doom scroll session but the unspeakable ancestral curse that’s haunted my father’s bloodline since the beginning of time senses a moment of vulnerability and starts whispering in my ear again (it feeds on silence and “what ifs”) and my yearning appears to be an abundant and renewable resource

Let them

I think somewhere deep down I always knew it wasn’t ever going to be me, but then you said you wanted to try after we come back and now a large part of me just wants to try now. Lay it all out on the table and take the pressure of it off me, let you make that decision. Trying to figure out if embarrassing myself is the right move here because it feels worth it but idk maybe I could survive the loss of you easier than I can survive the embarrassment of my feelings

I’ve bitten my tongue so many times trying not to love you out loud that my mouth tastes permanent blood. I keep swallowing my feelings for you whole and wondering why I’m sick all the time lol

#romcom or psychological thriller

There’s a piece of my past that barely anyone knows and it always comes back to haunt me in quiet moments. Like tonight at 2:19am

Kinda awkward when my parents are like “do you remember when -?” No, want to hear what I do remember?

Once every year I’ll go through my twitter account and just laugh at my tweets from 6 years ago because to this day a lot of it is still so relatable to who I am now. Genuinely just be giggling away wishing I could have a conversation with younger me because we would have such a fun time together

Missing Leslie Jordan a lil extra hard today 💔

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