Post hoc, quid sequitur?

~auctor abit operis, sed tamen extast opus~ cogitationes meae in vita: #sárgagondolatok hun/eng/de/rus/pl/la

[yellowhood]

S A L V E M U N D I !

Welcome to my blog! I'm Dolores Yellowhood!

19 yrs she/her/hers Hungarian 23. 04. (my star sign is taurus) eng/hun/de/rus/pl/la (I mainly post in English and Hungarian)

This is a safe and kind space!! I DO NOT tolerate shitty and/or mean-spirited interactions with or under my posts!!

Taglist:

#sárgagondolatok: me rambling or thinking (the tag means 'yellow thoughts') (you can find posts here both in English and also in Hungarian!) #yellowhooddoesart: my stupid sketches #me being the history nerd i am: stuff about me studying history #yellowhood talks beatlit: posts in connection with beat literature #yellowhoodanswers: me answering asks #yellowhood matura panics 2026: me documenting how im preparing for and suffering through my high school leaving exams in Eastern Europe #yellowhood's background noise recs: me recommending video essays and songs to you with love

Fandoms and interests:

the boys of paul street das fliegende klassenzimmer naruto + naruto shippuuden (s)kids beat literature Hungarian literature Hungarian + world history language learning polish and hungarian folklore Eastern-European media + ex-soviet-block aesthetic music production current Hungarian + world politics .... AND SOOOOO MUCH MORE!!!

Askbox and DMs: Currently open!!

[gritstartar]

Stranger Things 5 is like we’re going to give you every single gay sexual innuendo / joke surrounding Mike possible, every single romantic visual indicator he’s interested in Will, have the ‘home invasion’ on the Wheeler’s house that they’ve wanted since Season 1 where they DESTROY MIKE’S CLOSET by throwing his dad through it WITH the One Way sign STILL THERE, every ad will show you that Mike will protect Will by any means necessary or that Mike is his strongest self when he’s close with Will, show you how little chemistry Mike and El have, show you how much chemistry Mike and Will have even when they both think they’re getting rejected repeatedly, highlight Mike’s struggle to say I love you to El for the 3rd time (3 to be exact), have Will look like he is about to rail Mike after the D&D game, make as many comparisons to Brokeback Mountain as possible in the epilogue, have everyone weirded out by how obsessive Mike is acting over Will, have the only time we hear Mike’s sexuality discussed be after Will has been possessed by Vecna who is known for creating false hallucinations for people who are under his spell, focused on Mike as much as Will during HIS coming out (having him wearing CAMOUFLAGE), resolved a 5-season long love triangle between a woman and two men with the two men ‘hinted’ at being together, AND broke up the “main couple” of the love triangle because they realized their relationship was built on shared trauma (a WHEELER looking for their best friend that was taken to the Upside Down, with the other looking for their brother WILL BYERS (and WHO becomes Will’s brother later?)).

They are literally giving the audience every single indication that Mike Wheeler is at least attracted to men and in love with Will Byers without saying it. They are doing nearly everything in their power to show and tell you without explicitly stating it (for WHY, depends on if you think the show is over or not). “They wouldn’t break up the flagship couple of the show” - they already broke up one of the longest relationships in the show, and they will do it again. When Mike’s love and queerness are explicitly stated to the audience, there is literally NO room for “that came out of nowhere”. You either see it and deny it, or you literally cannot fathom that gay people actually exist without them coming out specifically to you. It is not FOR YOU.

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did i just... accidentally spend 2,5 hours on writing a gigantic post about how goated cselnakos is an why the canon is setting up bolnay to fail, and how bokacsek is rooted in misogyny. Puf fandom, your bitch is so back.

[yellowhood]

SRACOK EN MOST HALLGATTAM VEGIG A RITTYENTEST EZ NAGYON FAJOR VOLT AKSJKASJKSJKS

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i used to be obsessed with class of 09 at some point, it just crossed my mind that i should play with it again, then i remembered that that ominous "at some point" was around the time when i had a tcc blog with some concerning shit on it so i decided not to open the game.

part of my healing journey i guess

[yellowhood]

sometimes i just put on the radio in the kitchen and pretend im a character from szomszédok

[kosmogrl]

[everge]

FUCKING FUCK HELL

[yellowhood]

guys ive watched two seasons of euphoria back then and i still dont understand wtf is it trying to be about

[yellowhood]

at the ripe age of 12 you choose an anime with 500+ episodes to subconsciously build your personality around .

[yellowhood]

EL KELL OLVASNOM AZ ISKOLA A HATÁRONT RAAAAAAAAH

(amickor when talented mutual, aki egyik kedvenc ficcentőm is @is-this-taken-too-questionmark ír vmi fájör ficcenetet érettségi szezon közepén és hirtelen égető vágyat érzek arra, hogy olyan frekvenciákon rezegjek a fanfictionnel, amilyeneken azok az emberek szoktak akik már vagy nyolcszor elolvasták a base mediat, így ezekké az emberekké kell válnom)

(ja hát meg elég metál minden ami kikerül a kezei közül és szeretném értékelni a niche mikroutalásokat amiket a regényre tesz a ficben)

(@is-this-taken-too-questionmark i love you)

[yellowhood]

Az mcc-s diákok vergődése szánalmas, és azt a mennyiségű kognitív disszonanciát, amit tanúsítanak egy-egy megnyilvánulásukban, tanulmányozni kéne. Ez a nagy petíciózás meg kampányolgatás a részükről olyan, mintha anno a Gyurcsányék akcióztak volna azért a rendszerváltás után, hogy az ex-állampárt privilegizált ifjúsági szervezete, egy gigászi komcsi ideológiai agymosoda, a KISZ, a III. Magyar Köztársaság alatt is operálhasson ugyanúgy, és ugyanazokkal a jelentős kiváltságokkal, amikkel a Kádár-korszak alatt is.

Gyerekek, fogadjátok el, hogy a fidesz elitképzője voltatok. Egy erős politikai hátszéllel fenntről létrehozott és üzemeltetett ideológiai agymosó intézményt nem tudtok mostmár alulról építkező civil kezdeményezésként eladni, ahogy ezt most a petíciózással próbáltátok megcsinálni. Nincs mese, itt az ideje, hogy mostmár ti se soron kívül kapjatok privát kolit, emelt ösztöndíjat, felvételi pluszpontot és különböző kiváltságokat. Ennek itt az ideje, hogy vége legyen.

(ez egy felütés egy vmikor a jövőben érkező mcc rantemhez, stay tuned)

[yellowhood]

about to spend an unreasonable amount of money on shiny cardboard pieces

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the amount of love i have for team hebitaka....

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

“When I kissed her I was so full of desire between one kiss and another that I felt I would lose her if we stopped kissing.”

— Mahmoud Darwish, tr. by Ibrahim Muhawi, from “Journal of an Ordinary Grief,”

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13.

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someone please set a screen time limit for gen x cuz those fideszes mfers with unrestricted internet access are driving me insane with their uneducated asses.

[natalieinterrupted]