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i overthink and draw and write and sleep

[ygklyvxbce]

arrggfujgjgh I'll start using tumblr more i think!!!!!! pls dont look into my past posts hah i get shy hah i will nuke my acc if i feel too shy over it

[ygklyvxbce]

I've started a diary a while ago, so I won't be posting dreams I guess lol only art from now on if I remember my password

[ygklyvxbce]

living up to my name i had a dream about my professor wow it was kinda insane actually... i wont go into details, but i will say it was pg.

[ygklyvxbce]

russell log i guess

[ygklyvxbce]

u ever dream about kissing your f/o... 🤤my dreams are so blessed fr

[ygklyvxbce]

omg I'm back... I forgot to mention I had a draw a few days ago someone was sucking off a beast looking demon of some sort it was so freaky I was ALMOST out freaked by it, but fortunately my conscious mind is more deranged than whatever weird stuff I subconscious conjures in dreams... Truly an eye opening dream... Peak monsterfucking scenario.

I'm off antidepressants by the way. They only made my dreams messy and didn't help by one bit. I was almost angry had SO LITTLE EFFECT, not even negative effects. It was as if i was just drinking another sip of water that day. Nothing changed.

So I dropped it yay

[ygklyvxbce]

Somehow my lastest dreams have been quite confusing lore wise... I think maybe it's because I've started taking antidepressants? I don't think I like it a lot, though...

[ygklyvxbce]

I had a dream Shang Tsung was cat walking and posing... It was amusing and really cute to be frank...

[ygklyvxbce]

Yesterday I had a dream about my old highschool and, for some reason Johnny Cage was there lol... Basically a portal had appeared at my highschool that connected to his house, and the catalyst was me...?

Anyways, I slept with Johnny Cage (literally) and it was a very cool experience. I was sleepy in my own dream.

[mistercrowbar]

I highly recommend playing Death Stranding if you got a system to play it on

it’s set in this post apocalyptic world where everyone turns into a nuclear explosion ghost after death and the rain makes you and everything else old and for 30-40 years no one’s been able to do anything to combat it except bunker down underground and incinerate the dead. People are isolated because, wouldn’t you be if your neighbour dying meant your city turned into a crater?

but in spite of this all there’s hope that we can connect people again. The NPCs are relentlessly optimistic that we can manage the explosion ghosts if we work together. So much of it is just, building up small contributions and having them pile up and before you know it, you got something big going on. You’re the big damn hero (a guy with insane core strength who doesn’t die) tackling the (literally) heavy stuff but the NPCs are all eager to contribute whatever they can. Here’s some custom boots. A protoype engine. A non-lethal ranged weapon. A place to stay. A bridge to cross a river. A parcel of materials to build with. A generator just as your truck battery is dying. A good luck charm. A remote operated surgical table. A sign that says Keep On Keeping On.

I think it’s important to remember that the small stuff matters. It helped me a lot during the pandemic. The world is heavy and not everyone can lift 100kg, but we can all do something even if it’s just some words to remind people we’re in it together.

Also, Trump canonically died in a ghost explosion and was utterly annihilated down to the atoms.

[ygklyvxbce]

A little something I drew for a DTIYS... I didn't win lol

[ygklyvxbce]

Hmm I had such a weird dream today...

It made me quite sad actually, the plot reveal was really shitty, so I'm not including it.

Basically, I had my life as it is, but one day every time i ran into my mom the day would reset and it looked like a game interface (it only happens when I die in a dream or it gets way too scary). I then discovered it was cause my mom was actually killing me ??? for some reason ? (the reason was really lame).

The main thing I wanted to share was how the dream mom's behaviour was.

At home, she would be very oppressive and the wrong move would end it all, yet when we had leave home for anything, she would be the perfect mom in front of others. It really felt especially weird cause the mom image (physically and personality) was actually based on my real mom, but my and my sibling's "characters" were totally different lol.

The thing is... I've had this dream before. My brain is basically recycling dreams at this point lol. Or maybe I'm having constant déjà vus once again (this may or may not precede a mental breakdown) (I have no idea how they're related, though).

Anyways, the two sides of the "mom" character were so extreme it was disturbing to think about. It made me go back to the days I didn't want to go back home, but the reason was actually my dad hehe, my mom treated me pretty well, not even close to the creepy dream mom.

Well, I'll be taking inspiration of this characters. OCfying it NOW 🔥

[ygklyvxbce]

Good evening. I just had a dream that may or may not have changed my brain chemistry...

In sum, it was at my place and I had a weird pact with a being of some sort that i was actually consuming. It was barely cooked meat that still tasted raw, but I knew it was the devil. That day I had just come home from many stuff I had to do, including taking my cat to a walk ?? When I got home, I had a half eaten piece of the devil on my table. Somehow I was risking being homeless as well? All my stresses these days showing up in my dreams OK...

Basically I came home to a fully (seemingly) devoted demon that's asking to be consumed in such a loving tone it almost felt like I was actually loved by it. I don't know what I exchanged such affection for, though. Maybe I'm still a bit curious, or scared, since I just woke up and am a bit groggy... Sorry if my words are all over the place and don't make a lot of sense.

It was a very very vivid and visual dream, I'm already starting to confuse myself with memories.

Eating the devil felt very intimate. I wish I could see that rotting body once again. It was very sweet to me, both in action and behaviour, but I felt too nauseous to keep eating after just a few bites.

[meltedmush]

Will Binghorse ever get to gallop freely through the fields with Horse Qingqiu? I must know...

OFC HE WILL 😭😭😭

[ygklyvxbce]

bro got me frowning in public /pos

[allpiesforourown]

i wish i had shizun in my ass so i could bounce on his pillar looney toons style with maximum efficiency and give him the holy moly hawk tuah glizzy gobbler suck guck guzzle cluck 9000 afterwards and i would do all this while in a double of his body so binghe could have 2 shizuns and if im lucky after im done bouncing on shizuns cucumber then binghe will give me the heavenly pillar cream supreme special! my hole can be a safe space just for them :)

You scored unexpectedly high here

[ygklyvxbce]

Guys apparently I have to post more to keep my blog going... I don't have anything to say, though.

No interesting dreams either... No drawings and no rants or anything.

I'll post an older drawing I did a while ago.

[blasphelle]

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