Last post was a test to see if anyone was reading this. Can confirm it’s clear so I can say how I really feel about things.
It’s been 9 years and this Nov makes 10 for me in NYC. It has been a struggle and a pain to continuously try and be who I have wanted to be out here.
Going behind enemy lines and ending up on the opposite coast from home with the goal to be the #1 version of me has been no joke.
I finally feel like I’m tasting the fruits of the work. No longer afraid to be myself due to judgement of others. I have cross over the chatrabang that occurred 10 years back.
What a wonderful day. Give me 5 more here and I’ll get the bag the farm and the glass too. That’s all I need and then the work will come to me. I promise.















