Day one of getting @taylorswift to notice me
do you still use tumblr? Idk. I haven’t used it in years but here goes nothing.
hi. I’m Rachel.
I KNOW you won’t see this but I needed to tell you anyways. I’ve been a fan since I was 14 years old. Your music got me through breakups- friends and boys, through depression, through good times and bad. I ended a LONG relationship in 2013 that was toxic and abusive but I was so trauma bonded to that person I could leave for way too long. But when you released Red, I used your songs (obviously ATW) to give me the strength I needed so by the time the relationship finally ended, I was healed. I’ve grown up with you and I’ve loved your music in so many ways throughout the years
. And now im a 30 year old mom of two little boys and I was recently diagnosed with triple negative breast cancer. Im terrified and some days defeated but I have had your new album, your old music, and a tour to look forward to. It sucks that your ticket sale situation went the way it did. I’m heart broken I may not get to see you and it doesn’t give me somethin to look forward to anymore. (I have my boys and my family obviously but i was so excited to see you again for the first time in 10 years.)
I go for my second chemo therapy round tomorrow and I will probably lose my hair after this one. So if I do get tickets somehow, someway, look for a bald cancer patient in the stand. Hi. It’s me.
