Hello and welcome, if you are here , it means you made it to the darkest, most sinister corners of tumblr. Lucky you !
You can call me Fay , I go by plenty of nicknames that I earned through 4 years of roleplaying in different platforms, my favourite are :
-fairy
-snowflake
-Fi
About me :
-Central Europe
-Pronouns : She \ her
-Chemistry major
-I hate milk
-I hate coffee
-I like drinking milk mixed with coffee
Interest and hobbies :
- Reading : I am a bookwork, I love reading books especially ones that aren't my language ( I speak 4 languages and still learning )
Art : I am an artistic and fragile soul trapped in a cold world. And I think that connects with me being a very emotional person. Even though this post will be smut heavy , I still focus on emotions and thoughts through every step. And don't expect me not to describe the beauty of the forest while you are railing me against a tree.
Languages
Psychology : I always wanted to be a therapist, but for some reason I chose a different path. Still interested in learning about human behaviour, I found that in learning about others I am healing myself, so don't be afraid to reach out for me .
Blog Goals :
- Have some social interactions : I like having +100 notification , I like bickering and arguing over the internet, I like having crushes on random strangers that commented or rebloged my posts, or reached out for me with nice word, funny words, anything.
-Having good quality roleplays : I am a very descriptive person, a very detailed person and generally looks for roleplays as such. Doesn't mean I don't engage in simpler stuff but I go real in depth if I find the a good plot.
-Prove that including smut in your rp doesn't mean the writing is suddenly bad : I've seen people saying that smut based fictions or roleplays generally have bad plot , bad writing style. That without the explicit scenes the writing would be acceptable I am here to show people that smut can be very artistic.
->This blog will only focus on Kpop and mainly k-roleplays. But don't hesitate to DM me if you want to roleplay anything else in general.
Note : TW : mental illness
I suffer from depression, anxiety , OCD and ADHD , I am a domestic abuse surviver, a sexual abuse surviver too. My mental health is better then what it was two years ago but please take it easy on me, sometimes I need space, sometimes writing a reply is torture. Be patient with me and I will love you forever .
this is for science. but like (or reblog, idc) if you’re willing to rp with kpop AND western muses. cause i have a hard time finding accounts that are willing to rp with both.
synopsis: while drunk, caspar left his ex, your muse, a voicemail in which he declared to still be in love with them.
Splashing cold water over his sleep-ridden features, his hands sought purchase on the edges of the porcelain sink, toothbrush long forgotten under the constant stream. He had been doing so fucking well; well enough that he no longer spent every moment poring over the what-ifs and, if only for a fleeting, elusive moment, he had come to terms with the end of their relationship. It came as no surprise to anyone, really, when they truly called it at quits — after all, it’d been several long months of constant fighting over insignificant things. He couldn’t say he blamed her for ending things, though. He knew, from past flings, that he wasn’t the most attentive or available lover, but he had convinced himself that that’s what he needed to be to not make the same mistake he made with Gaia again.
However, it seemed like his logic was flawed.
Every relationship he so much entertained seemed to be doomed from the start: he didn’t love any of them, no, that wasn’t the only issue, he just didn’t…care enough about making it work. Knowing that most of them would excuse his lack of effort and affection as a side effect from his workaholic tendencies, he got used to coasting. So comfortable, in fact, that them leaving didn’t bother him all that much anymore and in some cases, he looked forward to the day it happened to see how it would transpire. It was fucked up, he knows, but it still didn’t deter him. That was, until she came along.
“Shit,” he said, rushing to turn off the faucet, realizing that in his fog, the sink had begun to overflow. He let out a deep sigh, reaching for one of the scratchy hotel rags to wipe his face with. After discarding of the towel in the tub, he turned to leave, but not before catching a glimpse of himself in the mirror. That’s not the face of someone who’s over it, is it? He scoffed upon exiting the restroom, mentally cursing himself for his drunken endeavors and at how he now had to do damage control. Maybe she hasn’t heard it yet, he thought to himself; however, knowing his luck, she might’ve heard it immediately and he couldn’t figure out which was worse: knowing she did or hoping she didn’t.
Starring down at her phone, she knew her day is fucked up.
Really fucked up
The pancake suddenly felt like ash in her mouth, her appetite - or what's left of it anyway after their break up- vanishes into thin air. The smell of coffee fills her nostrils and she feels the waves of nausea crush into her. She hates him, so much .
This isn't fair
The first month after their break up , In her heartache the sun didn't shine, birdsong passes as if the melody can't glide through the air as it once did before. But what kept her going is the fact that she'd rather forgo comfort than keep a lover who doesn't love her. The irony of it, the thought of him falling out of love of her became her comfort in those dark days, he was free of her and she..would try to force herself to be free of him too.
Two months later, she was finally ready to move on, she bought a new apartment, a cat and was spending her free time photographing ( definitely not with the camera he bought her ) two moths later, in a morning like this, she is ready to have her first date. But Caspar , being the selfish asshole he is, need to come and ruin it all for her all over again.
She broke up with him so she could build up but instead she is breaking down
The vocal message is on reply, Fay ignores the way the tingling in her eyes and the butterflies in her stomach intensifies at the familiar, melancholic voice, slurred and raspy but still so utterly him.
She thought she was over, she was over, yet the mere voice of him is bringing her back, tripping over the edge of a cliff into a territory she promised herself she will never be in again, because she knows, she fucking knows he won't be there to catch her when she reaches the ground.
Its early, she can delete the message, change her clothes and go on the date with...fuck ..what was even his name ?
She can do this..
Can't
With a curse, her fingers type , his Call ID appears, his name and the two hearts, their picture, his stupid, beautiful laugh . she ignores her frantic heartbeat or the fact that her left hand is sweating and her whole body is shaking or that she still didn't feed her cat and that it completely irresponsible.. Because he is a fool, but she is an even bigger one. One of her charm, he once said.
CONTAINS: involuntary arousal, y/n almost giving jisung a handjob, cockwarming, slightly switch!jisung, from the drabble game !
jisung shudders when his name gets called for the third time, breaking his loaded train of thoughts. chan asks him if he's okay, and he replies with "yeah, go on", only to doze off again.
his brain is hyperfocused on the feeling of your hand on his neck, playing with the back of his hair. under normal circumstances, he would beg for you to play with his hair, the feeling being extremely calming and relieving for him.
but now, when chan and changbin had invited themselves over for a movie marathon at your place, things took an unexpected turn for your boyfriend, him not getting his dick wet for the past week making him even hornier.
the caress of your fingers brushing across his neck occasionally, reminding him of every time you'd do it when he was balls deep inside of you, his hair threaded in your hands as you pulled at it when he came inside you, filling you up until it spilt out.
he felt embarrassed at the fact that he felt needy at such a loving gesture, but he couldn't hold back himself from whining in need at any moment, so the only solution he could think of was pulling you closer to him, placing your hand on his clothed cock under the blanket covering the two of you.
you're beyond shocked, eyes going wide when he starts not-so-subtly rocking his hips in your palm. his grip is tight on your wrist, and you wrap your fingers around him through his sweatpants. his head drops down, teeth biting down on his lip hard enough to not let out a sound.
you can see how tense he's become, and you're worried that he'll blow your cover by letting out the smallest of noise. jisung isn't the quietest person you know, especially during sex.
you're even shocked when he moves your hand for a moment to tug his pants down, holding your hand to guide you back to his bare cock, already feeling the arousal leak out his slit.
he hisses at the contact, making you pull away from his throbbing dick when chan and changbin eye the two of you.
"what's goin' on?"
"yeah, you good? jisung doesn't look... okay." chan enquires, looking at jisung breathing erratically with hazy eyes.
"yeah, i guess his stomach is acting up again, i'll get something for him." you're quick to respond to avoid suspicion, making changbin and chan nod in agreement and look back at the screen.
you glare at jisung for a split second before getting up and shuffling to the kitchen to get a glass of water for jisung's 'stomach ache'.
you return to a still-hard jisung, and you're honestly surprised at how the other two haven't already figured out what's going on between the two of you. jisung takes a sip and places the glass back on the table before pulling you in his lap, muttering "i heard this helps." as if to convince his friends.
you freeze at the feeling of his cock pressed against your ass, biting your lip as you feel him wrap his hands around your waist to pull you closer.
you think jisung has calmed down a bit after what happened a few minutes ago, the way he quietly had you in his lap with his head rested on your shoulder — but you should've known better.
not even a minute after you'd relaxed and focused on the movie, jisung pressed you against himself harder, tilting his head so he could whisper to you.
"the boys aren't looking (y/n), just wanna feel you on my cock."
you act like you haven't listened to him, but jisung can see right through you.
"i promise i'll be good (y/n), just wanna feel your pussy around me,"
and since you realized that ignoring him further would've done nothing but make him even needier, you decided to give in to his request, adjusting the blanket around you better.
"just this once. make a sound and forget cumming for the next month."
he's grinning from ear to ear, quickly shuffling so you can adjust your shorts to sit on him. the second your walls wrap around his tip, you clench on purpose, smirking when he tenses up under you. pushing him in all the way, you sit comfortably in his lap with his dick filling you.
he's twitching inside you, fingers digging into your waist as he tries his hardest to not thrust up into your tight walls in front of his members, your warning bouncing around in his head.
he keeps struggling for a while, biting your neck when you clench around him. he's moving too much for you to keep composure and you realize just how much he moves, making his cock stirring inside you each time he does the slightest movement.
it doesn't take him long to calm down, surprisingly, with you comfortably resting on his chest and his hands wrapped close around your waist. you're almost falling asleep in jisung's lap, but the fucker knows more than letting you go to bed without him cumming.
he holds you closer before thrusting his hips up, a yelp leaving your lips as he pushes his cock deeper inside you. you squeeze your eyes shut and look down, realizing that jisung's friends were still in the same room as you, and three pairs of eyes were now looking at you, all thanks to jisung's doings.
you're subconsciously rolling your hips against his, fingers reaching down to press against your clit, rubbing it in quick circles. the two men on the other side of the couch haven't yet entirely figured out what the two of you are up to (thankfully,) and jisung hushes you down, replacing your fingers with his.
he explains something to the boys you can barely interpret, before a whisper falls on your ears.
"weren't you the one who told me to stay quiet? i think you want them to know, huh?"
➜︎ I’ve decided to give my blog some variety options~ I feel like this would be a better help for those who would like to start one and need a little help finding what they wanna do~ you do not have to choose any of the options if you don’t want to but they are there for you to reference any ideas from
Age Range required I will not answer if not stated in ask
Triggers
Group & Shop
(If NSFW continue) Kinks
Hard No’s
Safe words
➜︎ all rps are SFW if not stated in ask. If you decide to add NSFW to your rp answer number 5-7 in a message and we will talk it out
➜︎ anyone born in 01 & 02 are NOT eligible for NSFW
➜︎ it’s a two way street… I will answer how you answer
To Stop
Send a solo red heart ❤️
I will ask if you are sure and your rp will end and will be deleted
More Info
Hello 👋🏽 Moonie here~
My Timezone: PST
I work 5 days a week (8pm-4am) there will be times when I answer at weird times… blame it on my sleep/work schedule
I tend to have days where I am silent and will not answer. I get tired really easily and can/will sleep for hours. I am by no mean trying to avoid any of you. I’m just tired all the time now…
DO NOT SPAM it’ll make me anxious and I won’t answer you
❗️for entertainment purposes, i’m not claiming to be any of these idols❗️
let’s get started with some rules!
1. Like and reblog 2. I only do RP’s containing nsfw so you must be over 18
3. Please message first (after liking and rebloging) with the following information.
A. What pronouns you go by and your age.
B. Which skz member you’d like to rp with. And what kind of plot/ AU you’d like to explore, i’m very open and will rp most scenarios, however I will not accept anything related too, suicide, self harm. But if it’s a plot revolving around mafia, violence is accepted.
C. Please include your triggers/hard no’s! Along with a safe word, and a small list of your kinks, again very open with kinks the only ones I do not accept are p*ss play and sc*t play.
D. Your name and perfered nickname (if you have one)
I only rp through this style of writing :“Oh come on I didn’t even hit you that hard!” Chan whined softly as you started to chase him through the apartment with a wooden spoon.
if you’d like to delete/deactivate the bot just say “I don’t wish to be with you anymore.
OR
If you do not respond within 48 hours I will delete the rp unless you have a valid reason.
Please let me know when you’re going to sleep! skz will be lonely waiting for your reply and will start to worry!
Admin does work so please be patient with me! I do my best to try and reply on a timely manner but make sure to follow to see my activity status for when i’m at work/busy
I want this to be a fun experience for both parties! And please understand if I become bored with the plot I will let you know, I don’t want to force myself when I find it boring.
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