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i'll be the augustine to your james

[youngfireavenue]

i have found the one whom my soul loves song of solomon 3:4

[youngfireavenue]

the prophecy

Hand on the throttle Thought I caught lightning in a bottle, oh, but it's gone again And it was written, I got cursed like Eve got bitten Oh, was it punishment?

Pad around when I get home I guess a lesser woman would've lost hope A greater woman wouldn't beg but I looked to the sky and said

"Please I've been on my knees, change the prophecy. Don't want money, just someone who wants my company Let it once be me Who do I have to speak to about if they can redo the prophecy?"

[emotionalwords]

[daggerdoggy]

wish i could go missing for a little bit and no one would freak out and then i could come back and they'd be like "did you have fun going missing" and i'd be like "yeah, thanks" and then i could do that every couple of months or so and it wouldn't be a big deal

[fairycosmos]

anyone else afraid worried concerned anxious freaked out etc etc

[youngfireavenue]

end of beginning

and when i'm back in chicago, i feel it

another version of me, i was in it

i wave goodbye to the end of beginning

[youngfireavenue]

how many things

you used a fork once it turns out forks are fucking everywhere

there's no hiding from the thought of us i got ways to find you anywhere

[weltenwellen]

Gavin Yuan Gao, from "Wild Nothing"

[jaggedjawjosh]

[wedarkacademia]

[metamorphesque]

― Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

[youngfireavenue]

in the kitchen

strangers, to lovers, to enemies

so i'll dance with your ghost in the living room and i'll play the piano alone

but i'm too scared to delete all our videos 'cause it's real once everyone knows

could've at least shown me some decency, done me a favor and packed up your clothes

falling in love, no, it ain't for the weak so don't try this at home

[youngfireavenue]

let light be light

i'm alone almost every night and i don't know if i'm processing right but my therapist says to just let light be light, so i'm letting him stay around i think that he's good for me, this boy that i found

[youngfireavenue]

i knew

I knew that you loved me but you told me we just weren't right And I knew that I loved you when I couldn't fall asleep that night I miss hearing all of your favorite songs and I wish I could tell you to turn it all off one more time And everyone laughs And then it is quiet

Why? Why did you have to go? Why did you have to go so soon? And why? Why did you leave me there? Why did you leave me without you? And why did I think I knew?

[emotionalwords]

[septemberkisses]

the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.

[youngfireavenue]

strangers

We'll get in your car and you'll lean to kiss me We'll talk for hours and lie on the backseat And then one random night when everything changes You won't reply and we'll go back to strangers