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Li Wenhan of Cheongdam Gate Hospital

Li Wenhan, a man who was born with a silver spoon between his lips.

The position of hospital director was dangled right above his grasp when he was younger, constantly being pushed to reach higher until he could live up to the title. Countless hours were spent on studying and research, reading over new techniques and new treatments until he felt like he could cure the world of all it’s problems. And even so, he’s only worked himself up to the head surgeon in charge of the emergency room.

Was it worth it though?

Wenhan missed out during his high school and college years, watching others have the social life he never had. He’s awkward and cold, tense and untrusting of closeness, it’s something he’s always lacked so what use would he have in gaining in now?

But now his father won’t give him the title until he learns to be sociable and becomes an agile socialite.

Can you help this introvert become a warm soul?

Li Wenhan || AU || Mirror Literacy || R18+ || Indie || Reblog (please) || Like || Follow ||(gif credit to original owner)

#signal boost

If you didn't approve of me from the start you could have said so...I'm sorry I didn't live up to your standards for him. But I'll be out of your hair...

HIATUS

#!!

Lovely as always. I'll see you in a few days time. (-smiles) I'd like to catch up too angel.

Sounds good with me whoever you may be

Although I'd love to do as you wish, give me a day or two until I can re establish myself (-sighs) it's been hectic and it's always a pleasure talking to you. Perhaps you'll recognize me later on. (-his eyes form crescents as he smiles) we had a good relationship back then

Take all the time you need[/he shakes his head slightly] There's never any rush anyway. Ah you knew me from before? [/he tilts his head as a brow raises] I'm definitely interested to know who you are then. A friend from the past is always welcomed

What's so wrong with your cheeks? (-he hums) I like them, nothing bad about them when you're blushing or when you're smiling (-grins) They suit you

[/he blushes, coughing] T-Thanks. They make me feel like a child sometimes, you know "baby fat". But your compliment is well appreciated [/he smiles warmly] It'd be nice to not reply back to a grey face

How'd you know I was older (-snorts) Anyways, you're quite the cutie

I had a good hunch [/he bites back a laugh] I'm sure you're quite good looking yourself but thank you. I don't prefer my chubby cheeks all too well though

Hey sexy

Hi hyung to you too

I need to do a revamp...and then I'll be back within a few days

clonedxdaehyun

Frowning, Daehyun struggled to find the envelope, and started to wonder what would happen if he couldn’t find it. Would Youngjae call? Or come back and make fun of him?

He grabbed the caramel syrup and sat down, convincing himself you wouldn’t miss a piece of the cake. It was his anyway, right?

Drizzling caramel on top with some berries, he ate a small piece. But when he finished and went to put the syrup back, he saw the envelope, suspended next to a bunch of cute magnets.

Taking it (happy he didn’t fail) and read the letter, then looked at the picture. Their baby, little Daejae. He smiled as he took it in: this thing, this blob-like thing, was a human, and it was living inside of his future husband.

Following the last of the instructions, he went outside, and stood there, wondering where the final piece of the puzzle was.

youngjaex

"Goddammit all you have to do is sit and keep that in your mouth." He whines, pouting at the puppy that continued to squirm in his arms, "Don’t mess this up for me now." He whines once more before almost screaming when the puppy leaps out of his arms, running towards the elder who stood lost in the middle of the yard with the envelope in its’ mouth. Shit. Well there went that last of his plan. Without an attempt more, he quickly hid around the side of the house, huffing a little to himself as he knew the puppy would probably give him away.

The white envelope both contained a reservation to one of Daehyun’s favorite restaurants as well as the last letter.

Dear my world, Jung Daehyun,

This is the last envelope, I hope it wasn’t too much of a pain for you to play along with my game. This may be a bit longer than the ones that came before it probably because I’ll simply end up rambling since I don’t know how to convey the words and feelings I want to share with you before you find me probably or I come to you, whichever comes first. Jung Daehyun, you are my everything and you are the best thing that has ever happened to me so don’t you dare for a moment, belittle yourself. Honestly, I regret a lot of things in my life but you’re the one thing, the one person, I don’t regret a thing about. I want to give you everything and more. From the moment we met, I didn’t want to let you go and even when heaven tried to separate us, I still refused. I’m glad I didn’t give in. God I suck at this and I don’t know how to tell you everything I want to tell you honestly. You’re my world, my lover, and my one and only. I’m happy we’re getting married, I’m happy we’re having a child.

I know we’ve been through a lot of ups and downs, just think about when we first met honestly. Nothing was easy, and I know sometimes it’s still not easy since we still fight and there are still moments when we don’t get a long but screw those moments, even though it hurts just a little bit, in the end no one can comfort me like you can, and I can only hope I do the same. I’m so thankful for the day you were created. If you’re still not thankful, then I’ll be thankful enough for the two of us.

Jung Daeyun, thank you for existing.

Happy Birthday

Youngjae

#r #baby steps #para #clonedxdaehyun

clonedxdaehyun

He laughs and shakes his head, almost wishing he gave in to eat it if his letter was going to be this sassy. Snorting, he dips his finger in to taste it, and sucks on it. God…so good, especially because he knows it was made by the one he loves.

Of course, that was dumb because it took all his willpower not to eat a piece as he forced himself to search for the next letter.

But he read it wrong, first, looking inside the fridge. Moving everything around—oh! Caramel syrup, when did they get that?—he finally accepted he couldn’t find it, until he reread the letter, felt like an idiot, and looked on top.

youngjaex

On the fridge door was an assortment of new magnets, some were colorful dots, others were little animals and others were numbers and letters. A small white envelope was being held against the fridge door with a small purple magnet. Inside was a letter and an ultrasound. A small round shape towards the center left.

Dear the father of our child,

I had the doctor sneak this when he did the ultrasound, pretty neat isn't it? It's our kid, don't make fun of him. It's hard not to cry when I look at this pretty little picture. It's his first headshot snorts. Anywho, it's a new beginning for the both of us and it'll be a new beginning with someone new in our lives. What shall we finalize as their name? Is it a boy or a girl? Will they be just as weird as we are? There's a lot of questions isn't there? We're both new at this and we're both scared. Honestly, it's hard finding you the perfect gift because I feel like nothing that's an object, is good enough for you. We have a car, a house, practically everything honestly but this is the best gift I can give you so far, a life that we both created. I'm happy beyond words that I can share this with you. One last hint Dae, it's outside in the backyard.

Youngjae

Originally, if things had all gone as he planned, there should have been a Corgi puppy sitting on the middle of the lawn, but of course, one thing just had to go wrong.

#r #para #clonedxdaehyun #baby steps

clonedxdaehyun

His lips pulled into the same dorky smile he had on in the picture the second he saw the room. The kid's room. Little unborn Daejae would be in here, living in here, in a matter of months.

He stepped around, admiring the beautiful artwork, and stroking the painted animals to admire them. The wolf, the ducks--God, the precious ducks. Sure, Youngjae was not even close to an artist, but to Daehyun, they were flawless in their own way.

After taking time to fully examine the room, he knelt down by the computer. Their wedding, where they would be officially each other's. Even if the fine mark etched in their bodies already declared that, now it would be official. Legal. He would be Youngjae's, and Youngjae would be his.

Daehyun bit his lip, and the pain convinced him: this was real.

Daehyun went downstairs, his favorite aroma greeting him. Resisting the urge to eat the cheesecake, he popped a berry in his mouth instead, sucking on it as he tore apart the pink envelope.

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Dear lover,

You're eating the fucking cake already aren't you? Not waiting for me...like usual...well one thing's for sure, it can't be a birthday without a cake. I like those pretty white cream cakes, you know the ones you see in movie birthdays? But of course you like cheesecake and I've actually grown to like them as well so here's one I baked. It's nothing special, just a plain cheesecake but god these take so long to bake what the hell. I plan to bake you more cakes, one for each birthday, for each holiday, for anything actually. My one hope is just to make you the happiest person alive Daehyun. It's what you deserve. You don't deserve happiness only on your birthday, you deserve it every day. This letter's a bit short and stupid, you're almost there. Two more left! Look behind you on the fridge!

#r #clonedxdaehyun #para #baby steps

clonedxdaehyun

Reading the letter carefully, he starts to tear up because...fuck the perfection that is Yoo Youngjae..

Without another thought, another word, he opened the door

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This was the one room in the house that Youngjae had kept locked since they've moved in. Daehyun had never really questioned it, they only needed one bedroom to use for the both of them anyway but now he left it unlocked. It was empty, no one was living in it yet but it was obvious what the room's purpose was going to be.

The room was half the size of their bedroom but the room was still spacious nonetheless. Around the room laid carefully painted walls. It was a border of painted green grass that seemed to grow from the floor, beautiful yet simply drawn childish animals were drawn around. There was a lion, a giraffe, a bear or two, a couple of funny looking ducks, trees that framed the corners and a wolf. It was clear this room was for someone much younger than the couple. In the middle of the room, on the floor was a laptop that was open already. The screen was one some sort of editing software. It wasn't pictures or a document, it was little invitations. They were wedding invitations. Invitations to their wedding that Youngjae had begun to work on. On the keyboard sat a pale green envelope.

Dear handsome dumbo,

Almost got you didn't I? Unfortunately this letter won't be about our children but did you like the room? While you went down to Busan, I had someone paint, but clearly I painted the ducks since they look dumb. I want this to become a playroom for them but we'll talk about our children later. Did you look at the computer screen? I was trying not to cry while I was designing them. They're not done yet obviously but it was hard to finish them. I never imagined that we would get this far but I'm happy we did. You're the one I want to spend forever with (literally forever) but I want no one else. The moment you put that ring on my finger...I became completely yours by title. Since we've met and fallen in love, I've been yours physically, emotionally, spiritually but now with our pending marriage, I'm also yours by title. I'm happy. I hope you are. So don't you dare ever think of disappearing because you think you're worthless. If you disappear, take me with you. Without you, there is no me. You're the sun that makes me, the moon rise. You're the sunshine that makes me, the flowers bloom. You're the sunshine, that makes me, and everyone around us smile. Head downstairs to the kitchen, you're almost there. Just a few more baby steps more.

Youngjae

Downstairs in the kitchen sat a freshly packed cheesecake, freshly washed berries sitting on top. Besides it once again, was a pink envelope.

#r #para #baby steps #clonedxdaehyun

clonedxdaehyun

Daehyun finally found the piece of clothing and the pocket. He eagerly took out the envelope and tore it open, a blush collecting on his cheeks. It was a picture from the day they met. Adorable, young Jae insisted on it, and begged his mother to take it. Daehyun had reluctantly agreed (he didn't know if he was going to get in trouble for it, but he didn't care in the end.)

Stroking the edges, he smiled, taking a second to move onto the letter.

Following the instructions, he walked to the tombstone, shaking his head as he opened the next envelope.

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Although it was a crude tombstone, it still took him a long time to cut out the cardboard without causing unnecessary wrinkles. Even so, it looked like a kindergartener had made it.

Dear Daehyun,

When did I pass away again? When I was 15? Sounds about right. Well anyway, lately you have your moments of depression or when you slip back into the dark and I can understand but...it really does hurt me when you think that you're worthless or that you're nothing just because you're a clone. To me you're the world. I'm happy you're here on this planet. I'm happy you exist. I'm happy....that this world had a Daehyun like you that was like no other. I know our high school years weren't easy. You were popular with the girls and I, I was there awkwardly with my crush on you and then I landed in that abusive relationship....sighs. To me you are the world. Without you, I probably wouldn't have came back. Please don't feel worthless...you're the only one who gives me reason to keep going forward. You're my everything and more. Open the door Daehyun.

Youngjae.

#baby steps #clonedxdaehyun #p

clonedxdaehyun

Baby Steps

Daehyun woke up slowly, and grumbled quietly. He always hated waking up, especially alone. Alone… He felt for Youngjae’s sleeping form, only to find the disturbed blankets. Daehyun sat up and pulled his boxers up that he kicked off in the middle of his sleep. He really hoped his lover wasn’t going to try anything stupid. As he sat up, he felt something crinkle. Shifting the blankets, he found it: a black envelope. Opening it, he read the words carefully, hoping to God it wasn’t a good-bye letter, especially with their child on the way. He snorted at the greeting; Youngjae was always so petty, jealous over a dessert. His finger slid over the words. That’s right. Today was his birthday, the day he was successfully made. Not that it held any importance on that very day, because he wasn’t the only one born. It wasn’t until he was two years old that the other boys who looked like him started to drop like flies around him that he knew he was special. Still, he followed the instructions and went to his closet, searching for the correct shirt.

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Earlier last night when the older had fallen asleep, Youngjae was already creating mischief around the house, hiding presents and hints, baking and cooking, and settling everything else. The gifts and surprises were things he had already prepared before hand, the thoughts constantly swirling in his head until everything was simply perfect.

Earlier last night was also when he had hid the second envelope, this time a light blue in the elder's black blazer. The envelope was bigger than the last but small enough to still fit in the pocket. Inside were two things, another letter that held the next step and a small picture that was laminated, protecting it from age. It was a simple picture of two young boys, maybe not older than 7 or 8 years of age. It was obvious who they were though. One was a bit shorter, a little more feeble looking and a little more shy while the other one was barely taller, much tanner and held a cheeky grin on his smile. They both had an arm around the other's shoulders as he grinned for whomever was holding the camera. Behind them were the colorful lights of an amusement park. To Youngjae, that was the most important moment in his life. The moment that made him come back.

Dear buttface,

Do you remember this picture? I know I do but sometimes your memory can fail you OTL. My mom took this the day we met. I had to convince you to take it with me but in the end, the picture came out well didn't it? I was happy we met that day and played together. I didn't know it would lead us to here but I don't regret a thing honestly. Hell if I could have had everything happen sooner, I would have. Go into the hallway, there's a little thing located at the end of it.

Youngjae.

Sure enough, at the end of the hallway in front of a closed bedroom door sat a propped up and horribly made gray headstone. It was poorly propped against the door with the exact information of Youngjae's real on scribbled on it. Besides it was another yellow envelope.

#baby steps #p #clonedxdaehyun

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Yoo Banking Corporation

Yoo Youngjae, heir to Yoo Banking Corporation. Billionaire extraordinaire. With expensive tastes and limited time, do not try to waste it with anything less than the best.

"Congratulations on becoming the CEO Youngjae." The older man smiled at him, the corners of his lips pulling a almost obnoxious peak on his face as it practically exuded fake happiness. "I trust you’ll run your father’s company extremely well."

"it’s Mr. Yoo to you and don’t you dare forget that. It was a pleasure to meet you but as you can see…" Youngjae’s gaze flits around him, hands lifting in a light motion to point out the clusters of men and women in the room, "I have other guests to greet as well. I take my leave." He doesn’t waste another breath on the man, nodding instead as he parts ways to make a path towards the men and women who waved and smiled for him to come over, "And who might you be?"

Yoo Youngjae || Mirror Literacy || R18+ || Indie || Reblog || Like || Follow || About

#\o/ twins #promo #queued

inritum

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

ghostdog07

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

deathklaue

YOOOOOOO

I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS

LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL

IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS

doryishness

holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS.

victoriaringsinyourears

I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT

lenshade

SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP

themixedbagofwhat

WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????

wodkat

ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE

acstiel

THE BOY I FELL I LOVE WITH LEFT TO TRAVEL THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD AND HAS BEEN GONE NOW FOR 3 MONTHS. WE HAVENT SPOKEN SINCE BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE HIM FEEL TRAPPED TO ME AND NOT ENJOY HIS TIME SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO CONTACT ME FIRST. I SAW THIS ON A PARTICULARLY LOW DAY WHEN I WAS MISSING HIM SO MUCH I CRIED FROM THE PAIN, GUYS I REALLY LOVE HIM, SO I THOUGHT MEH WHAT THE FUCK, AND WISHED HE WOULD JUST LET ME KNOW HE WAS OKAY.

GUYS.

HE FUCKING CALLED ME 20 MINUTES LATER

20 FUCKNG. MINUTES. LATER.

GOOD THINGS DO HAPPEN. AND ITS IN THIS POST.