i’m still nothing

i'd pull my teeth out just 'cause you asked me to

[iiumz]

[your-dead-bird]

i am... not ready for these next couple weeks..

[your-dead-bird]

us & our neighbors are replacing the fence between our yard and theirs.

the main posts went in on Friday and nobody has been out since...

wouldn't be such a big deal except the "temporary fence" they put up between our yards are.... temporary. and untrustworthy... ugh.

[your-dead-bird]

going to start saying, "i'm an acquired taste." when i make a bad joke and/or pun in public.

[your-dead-bird]

i just.... wanted to talk about how good Kory's voice is in this new album... i ... i didn't want to fight... i wasn't trying to prove some point or anything... i.... honest to god just wanted to fangirl/be a proud momma bear over how much i feel like i've seen them grow... i.... i just.. don't understand what just happened..

[your-dead-bird]

been spending a decent amount of time imagining the release i used feel back when i sh'd... so that's probably not a great sign..

[your-dead-bird]

it doesn't feel real but it's feeling more and more real everyday

[your-dead-bird]

holy shit.. with this new job, i'm going to get to work on cool backend things and i'm gonna learn so much... i'm so excited!! eeep!

[your-dead-bird]

my nose ring is slightly misaligned and now, trying to put it in takes ages :/

[your-dead-bird]

today is the last day i'm allowing myself to be this sad

[your-dead-bird]

i just really need an AWD car. i fucking hate not being able to go ride without someone else being able to get me there. :(

[your-dead-bird]

[your-dead-bird]

i can't stop once i'm drunk off a couple of drinks, i don't mention it in front of family 'cause i don't want them to know.

[your-dead-bird]

i'm miserable and you're just getting started..

[your-dead-bird]

if you act like you want nothing to do with me long enough, i'm just gonna help you out with that.

because god knows i fucking get it.

[your-dead-bird]

things were starting to feel more normal.

i was so happy to be seeing more of each other again.

i even began to think that maybe whatever i'd been feeling was just my own anxieties and maybe all in my head?

i don't think it's all in my head anymore... and i'm starting to get scared..

i don't know what i did that could have been this bad... so bad you're even ghosting my apology..

but i'm just so fucking sorry

[kylexshepherd-deactivated202308]

turnover - hello euphoria