It's crazy to finally hear/feel these in its purest form after a couple years...
I wrote this song in the heat of the pandemic where I had no idea what direction my life was gonna go moving forward. It felt as if everything I worked up to prior meant absolutely nothing. Swept underneath my feet. All the dreams I had immediately felt like it had no value, because the pandemic proved that no matter what, our lives can change in a blink. Felt like a waste.
It was the first time I wrote anything "non romantic" and focused on writing what was happening in my head. Sometimes its a very scary place to be. However, in my head I always think that everything will be okay as long as you have that someone and it gives me the comfort I need when I go to dark places.
I'm in a better place now.
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Something tells me that it'll be this way for good
Every passing day I wonder when it'll be alright
I know you'll have me and I'll have you, so lets face the truth
Don't wanna wake up, just lay right here with me
I'm living in a wasted dream
I get high, stay afloat from everything below
It's starting to take its toll, I've never been this way before, I don't know which way to go, it's only a matter of time
All this time gone to waste
I'm living in a wasted dream
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