Just going bit insane because I'm in love... or something.
Have you ever been so in love with someone so much that you need to scream, sprint, run on the walls, jump up and down, scream bit more, write an essay and then kiss their entire face off and even then it doesn't feel like it's enough to show just how much you love them.
Yeah, yeah. That's how he got me feeling on this fine day and many days before and many days to come.
Pretty neat, but oh my gods, my heart cannot skip this many beats or I may have heart attack lmao.
I heard that on shifting tiktok side, some people are beefing around others... who are permashifting?
Babes. I need you to sit down and think for 5minutes right now for real.
If realities are endless, if you're are endless. Existing in every place your mind can think of. Then you need to understand few things, you exist there as you do here. Aka fully aware and conscious being.
And not some zombie waiting for its host to finally come by and equip it like some video game character.
You're doing your own thing everywhere as you do here, this reality ain't special or magical. It's just another reality like it is everywhere else.
The reason why you are "aware" of one reality at the time. Is because it's so you wouldn't get overwhelmed, this whole system is a lot bigger than any of us think. And your soul, your true self keeps perfect track of every "you."
Because point is... is a goddamn experience behind it and lessons you learn so you can grow as a soul.
So permashifting is seriously such silly thing to debate over. Because all you doing is going and matching the frequency of the reality YOU PREFER. Hope yall heard that one.
Not like you will stop existing here, don't worry about this place just like you wouldn't worry about some reality where you are getting torn limb to limb in agonising way. Because it don't matter if it doesn't align with your preferences.
Yall sometimes take shifting way too seriously. Relax and have fun damn.
(If you really need that proof about shifting and permashifting, because they do talk about just not in direct way as this, but principle remains the same.
Dive into spirituality if you're brave, i will warn you that you will have to confront your shadows out there whenever you like it or not. Because the whole point of spirituality is growth, one way or another.)
Most inconvenient moment to realize you shifted to a alternative reality of this one was mid bit heated debate and when you say something that is a fact in that prior reality and not in this one.
I talked about spirituality before and how it can help you understand what "shifting" is - just how truly inevitable of an event is.
See, before we come to the physical reality like this, we pick our lessons - what we need to learn across lifetimes all at the same time as our consciousness is not in just one place, just our awareness is (but even then you can tune yourself to other versions of you and get visions of your life there, it is this way so you wouldn't be overwhelmed so to speak) - your consciousness is everywhere where it needs to be, and it keeps a perfect track of it all.
You can literally go where you want - all you need is to align your frequency and vibration to that place and it's not fear based or anxiety or anything that feels... bad, it will feel natural, something you don't question - like flowers growing, it just grows and you can either find the reason for it or just enjoy watching it - it will grow either way.
So human time is just a thing we made up so we can function better in our world - more in order so to speak. (Though I would argue it's annoying how we count minute by minute and second by second.) But "time" is not real, everything is happening now as much there is no beginning and there is no end - everything just exist.
You can however choose when things "begin" or "end", it's your experience, you're here to learn and grow - that's all it matters.
Now spirituality, funny thing about it - shifting is always there just mentioned in other words and phrases.
Because it's nothing magical, its our natural state, our transportation so to speak. If you think you learned what you needed from here? then you go off to the next, even if you're still "here" in this reality - you're not, something will change so you can continue to grow.
Endless parallels realities of this earth exist, some of us may go where things turn for the worst - something is there for you to learn, or go off where it's better - something is there for you to learn.
But you don't have to stay if you don't want to, you always have choice and it's always yours.
From one book called "Convoluted universe" by Dolores cannon, there is this part of the book where they spoke about parallel realities and entirely other ones, one of them said this
"Your awareness is your reality. It is not that you perceive the universe through your awareness, the reality is your awareness. You are what you think. That is your true reality."
You're the creator of your experience, always have and will be - even if you think you're not, that's you actively creating your reality right now by putting yourself into "helpless" position.
And you're not the body with the soul, but you're a soul with a body. You're here to grow and learn - that's all this is all about.
Therefore your DR is not "desired" place is it? It's not out of reach - it never was, it's just a reality.
Because to desire it - is to say it's not yours to begin with yet, when it is, you're going to stay in that desired place for a while till you finally acknowledge that it was never out of reach, aware of it or not.
Just like no country here is out of reach, just more so do you have the money and the bravery to make that journey, to make that scary jump into the unknown?
Just like "DR" is more so, do you have the patience and the bravery to make the jump into the unknown?
It's exact same principle loves, have all the time you need to "prepare" and then you either make the jump or you don't.
Good thing, you can always make this choice constantly - you either do or you don't.
And so most of us before we even become first grounded into any reality, it first brings out our misalign (aka impatience, lack of belief or something within you that waits to be seen first.) acknowledge it - let it go and see how fast you will go (it may make your head spin lol)
Now I could say that you don't need to do any of this, but it will happen that way anyway, call it what you want - principle is always the same no matter the language and thoughts to shape it.
Every time I go ahead and ground myself into my home reality, before it all, I sit in the void for a bit. I hear and feels things from my home reality and all - however one thing, that feels like it's done on absolute purpose (happened too many times now lol).
I'm either getting lightly jabbed, something gets thrown lightly at me, now my first reaction is indeed annoyance lol, before I start focusing. Even if I like how annoyingly welcome it feels, because it is playful however still.
When I will catch you bro-
Guess who shifted to alternative reality of this thing with minimal but noticeable changes.
(and be aware I mean, since you shift all the time to alternative version of it anyway lol).
Today I did two meditations in the row because I felt like doing it - and it went great. It was my own way of meditating which never fails me and the guided one, usually I suck at following because I like doing my own way lol.
And I merely felt the need to share this little thing in my yapping blog, because I for sure yapped away in my DR during meditation lol.
With my own it was quite funny, like I'm chilling in the void just doing my usual way and next thing I know I feel awesome sensation of someone punching me in the back - not full force thankfully, but enough that I was moved forward, surprised and ready to slap that mf back.
I also heard that weird sound in the lung when someone punches you in the back, uncomfortable one lol.
Then what followed next, even if I wasn't fully grounded in my DR I still none the less felt everything and heard it. Basically I was in a heated debate if you can call that with a man that was loud, confident and wrong in his opinion and I couldn't keep my mouth shut so naturally I had to argue with him - I was so annoyed at him omg.
And it got so heated that I got pulled out of it because I end up grounded back here, I was literally ready to jump back there - cuz I gotta have the last word lol. Even if I didn't understood shit we were speaking because it was entirely other language and I wasn't fully grounded into it, I felt the passion in my words either way.
It was heated alright, it seems no matter the reality - men are all the same</3 lmao
The other one was a lot more simpler - didn't argue with a man or anything, just flipping my consciousness around peacefully for a good hour which felt like 10 mins to me. Since I didn't expected anything from it, I just let it do it's thing so I came back very clear headed after it - win win.
While meditation is def not needed in order to shift, it does add more spice to your journey and even confidence. You follow what's right for you - which exactly what I did with my meditations, if I get no answer I turn other direction and try there and I usually get an answer back - it is that simple.
This will be based heavily on my own experiences and research I did when it comes to seeing the connection between the two.
In spirituality - shifting is most basic thing you could ever do and you always do it, aware of it or not. shifting in itself is not magical - it's the experience there and things you get to do is the most magical part of it all. Because that's what we came here in first place, experiences help us to grow as souls.
Because shifting is just you merely deciding where you want your frequency to align with. It is that simple, why work so hard that you already do every day?
That's why your thoughts(mindset) are important, if they merely pass you by that's no problem. But if you start to acting on them, align yourself with it by constantly reassuring yourself with it to the point it becomes natural - that will be your reality sooner than later because that's what you want and that's what you will get and vice versa.
Shifting always has been and always will be - inevitable.
A good example of mine, since I'm so connected with my home reality (that's what I call it because that's how it feels) I remembered a skill I have there, but not here. I only tried once when I was like 13 and it been nearly a whole decade since then - which was braiding hair, specific way. I didn't thought much and just went and do it because that's what I always do in my home reality and I end up doing it - bit clumsy since I have no muscle memory, but I still could do it because I remembered the way I did it there.
It was bit strange since I was in such transit state of my mind that I nearly forgot to acknowledge the fact what I just did. Not to mention I felt like I was there - sitting at my vanity, to which I was, just didn't fully grounded myself into it.
And people from there I'm close with always find a way to contact me here, by sending messages and signs - esp my S/O
Because I been in spirituality for quite some years now, I know difference between when it's a sign and when it's not. It can be tricky at first, but it gets easier over time - trusting yourself is important here.
I would recommend not to dive head first into spirituality because you can fall in spiritual psychosis quite quickly if you don't understand what to look at/for and have no mentor, it's something you seriously need to work slowly at and with your intuition and guides - this is not a practice where you go fast, it will demand you to slow down so you can look within. It does not start with rainbows and sunshine's, it will start with your shadows before sunlight can creep in.
You can start by looking into people like Dolores cannon and Darryl Anka, keep in mind it may sound insane on what they got to say if you're not used to hearing such things - welcome to spirituality.
Also keep in mind some things may not turn out as they say it is (if we speaking about their insights of future events). Because energy constantly changes - you change energetically all the time.
You may enter reality where that happens or it doesn't, not to mention it may not even be what you think it will be. It's very important to follow what feels true to you the most and not judge other things, it may not be true to you - but it will be true to someone else.
Being open minded is a main key here, you take what resonates and leave what does not - very simple.
Now you don't need to get into spirituality in order to shift by all means. But it would make a lot hell of a sense internally if you do search your answers elsewhere as well.
Not only answers to shifting, but answers to yourself as well. It all comes very handy later when you try to understand what shifting is to you.
(basically all your paths there will lead answers within you one way or another btw lol, even with shifting.)
Good luck and don't forget not to take it too seriously - have fun!
When it comes to intentions in witchcraft, spirituality, shifting. I noticed the pattern of people overcomplicating everything, adding up steps that are not needed. (To which I find amusing tbh)
While I understand why they do it, for safety reasons of their mind sake or thinking it will solidify whatever they doing.
My loves, intention will be just as equally strong even if you won't do the 100 steps, If you just have that strong belief of your intention as it is and leave it be without doing those extra steps - your result will be just as strong like you have done those 100 steps.
While with witchcraft is bit different due to other factors playing in it, the principle stays the same, however shifting? You really don't need to do 40 different methods just to shift, intention is more than enough - especially if you stay firm in it, not obsessed with it, but firm. All while trust yourself and finding along the road what works for you not against you.
Shifting was never meant to be some labor that you never get to eat its fruit, it's more so like a messenger bird if you will. You give it a letter of what you want the other know and let it go - trust it will come back to you and it does.
You will shift just like the birdie will return.
Basically, no matter the craft - if intention plays huge part in it, never overcomplicate it, you're only going to give yourself a headache love.
People still don't believe in spirituality, in manifestations or shifting, despite there being so many small things that prove it.
I channel my best friend's boyfriends daily, and they really have their own presence in this reality, despite not having a physical body. One of them likes to cheat in games, we play things like Yahtzee or Rummikub, and he gets perfect numbers every time, or two, three or even four times as many points as the others.
Another one of her men is often unlucky, and always gets doubles or shitty numbers. Their luck in these types of games continues, whether they both play, or only one of them does.
My husband, Daeron, shifts to this place with me, but with a non physical body. He regularly does things like breaking something, making something work, manifesting food, flowers, coffee. He interacts with my dog, has closed doors before, changed the weather.
Aside from these examples there are many more occasions where any of these men affected this reality in one way or another.
Which brings me to my point, and that's that beliefs create reality, they always will. Why do you think that non spiritual people don't believe in these things? They experience a version of reality where they're not faced with experiences like this, or are able to put them off as a coincidence.
But, little sprout, belief, belief is so important. If you think it's possible, it will be. Whether it is growing wings, superheroes, getting everything you want.
Because the base line is that there are absolutely no rules, no limits. And you are the only one who decides on what stops you.
So please, if anything, don't give yourself unnecessary limits. Because you are the one who creates your experience, so let it be fun! Fill your life with whimsy, because why wouldn't you?💚
that's so real.
Like when he wants my attention, he will try to grab in any way he knows I will see it.
Good few examples:
Tiktok and since I'm so in tune, I know when its him and when it isn't. So give me from sweetest to... passionate messages let's say lol.
Or when I was on the walk he gave me a literal scare because I thought someone was so close behind me (He was lol) that out of fear I didn't looked behind me till I reach path's end and turned - nobody was there. When fear faded I realized it was just him, he also gave me a shell with his color. I never saw shell with that color before and so far off the shore as well - he wanted me to find it. (not to mention I love finding shells lol)
He always keeping an eye on me (I nearly slipped on my ass few times. I know I give that man a headache when I don't pay attention where ice is lol)
Other times he literally managed to make a plastic rose fall from my ceiling somehow and fell right beside me on the chair, which to logical person and those who don't practice in such ways, would be creepy because two things. That line of roses weren't touched ever since it got hung up unlike the other side (who fell constantly and I needed to reattach to the ceiling) - so why did, one singular rose bud, fell? And why right beside you?
Lucky me, I knew exactly why and who. For that I found it very sweet how he gives me flowers even in his 4D form.
Find yourself a man who showers you in attention and flowers no matter the barrier of reality.
When you're in tune to the world around you - and outside of it, you naturally become more in tune to the 4D as well and other realities (esp with those you bonded with) and you will see how it always tries to communicate with you, your DR, your guides and everyone you ever loved and will love.
I would yap about him a lot more, but he makes me so unbelievably flustered and shy that I need a cold air to cool off my cheeks.
the concept of saying you don't want to have kids (here) when you already have children elsewhere with a man you actually love, adore (and actually worth having kids with) and you love them all with your entire being.
Just smile and nod and try not to look like you're on verge of shedding a tear cuz now you miss them as memories flood you.
They're not out of reach or dead lol. I'm just very sentimental gal', who also happens to feel with her entire heart and soul.
I had to make this blog, my mind won't let go of how certain shifters are towards their other realities and just makes me feel icky.
It seems to me that those who haven't came to full terms what shifting is, forget that other reality is literally as real as this one? Like that's the point because the reality you're currently aware of is just another reality? And that whatever you going to do there will have their own consequences as things do here?
And not being aware of this simple and yet important fact may be just a thing what holds you back, you're not fully grounded in the fact that other realities are just another realities that are just as real.
But my biggest ick however, is how they treat other people from those said realities when they're not fully grounded into that idea. Even more so their S/O, like I feel bad for them cuz how those shifters talk about them here </3
I sound like I'm in purity culture, but some really do take it too far... to the point it's rather disgusting for how little they take into consideration. Like it's fine to thirst for your S/O, totally normal - I literally do the same thing. However, perhaps - perchance maybe, don't share insane intimate details with the strangers??? Like do you guys ever think of that??
Treating their S/O like goddamn objects, I just feel bad for those people. If they could see what some of you say here, I don't think they would enjoy or be happy about that - like be so for real rn (unless they have that kink. But I don't think it would feel nice either way, because its just lust?)
Those people you shifting for are literally sentient beings not just fuck toys, give them some respect - damn.
And other group of people, while valid (esp if you started out) - yall also need to get your shit together. Asking constantly if shifting is really real, if shifting is that or this. Bro, c'mon now, I understand the doubt. But this mindset is also what holds you back, because you're not grounded into that idea.
You're just going back and forward with this instead of accepting that it is and moving with your life.
Like I totally get why yall asking, but if you're not going to actively be working towards it. Which by the way could be as simply as just imagining what you're doing in your DR rn or things you want to do - there's many ways to do it and it's very simple.
You have to find what helps you to ground yourself, what helps you to get closer to your DR, you can't just hop around on the internet and people's heads about it and hope they will do the work for you. Unless you really need some advice with some things - which is obvs valid, but I promise pookies, you already know the answer. Just continue and give it some time to come to you when time is right.
Like that's not how things work - you can't demand people this heavily in hopes something will click at last, perhaps one post will really help you. But it's a slim chance, so searching for it is like searching for a ring in the ocean. This is your journey and nobody is going to walk this path for you, so you better start walking.
It fits the other group of people, but those who ask non stop about stories times. Like hello?? These are REAL people's lives, why you demanding a story time like they own you that and as if its some fairy tale or made up thing? Because you're losing the point of the plot if you think like that.
It wouldn't feel nice if someone would walk up to you and demand in your face to tell most interesting if not every detail of your life as it's nothing more, but entertainment for them? Bffr
Luckily, I don't interact with shifting community enough to notice more. Remember pookies, the only person who is holding you back is you, your own mindset.
Because before you can have the desert which is your DR, you need to eat real food - which is doing some serious self reflection and things that hold you back. So by the time you will shift you have worked through some important blockages - even if you won't notice it now, you will after it.
I noticed not a lot of people talk about channeling an unexpected sad memory where it will have big impact in that reality vs scripting your own angst.
I fear, nothing will compare to what you will script in to what will happen to you there. So while its MOST important to make sure you will be safe in your DR's, its also important not to demonize not script in hardships.
Because that's just happens, your DR won't be all perfect (unless thats the point) it's as real as it is here. You won't know exactly what will happen in next moment, that's not how things work in most cases. One moment you could have a wonderful day and next you're crying your eyes out. Things happen.
Besides, you could also see this as your opportunity to grow and experience important things that will help you grow as a person, no matter how uncomfortable it may be.
I for example channelled an important person from my life in that DR, she won't be with me as she is gone. It makes my eyes fill up with tears as I am so connected to my DR that I just get flooded with certain memories that I haven't script in, but I can see - from this reality, the importance of me having to experience such heavy loss.
She was important and many others after her - I wouldn't have grown to be the person I am today in that reality. As sad as it is, it was necessary, just like some evil deeds are necessary so good things can grow.
Just like fire is necessary to kill everything off when their time has reached it's end. As they will grow anew.
Just like rain is necessary to nourish the land or drown it.
You will still grow despise it all, pain is not the end. When the chapter ends, it's not the end of your story. The end of one version of you is not the end of the new one.
You will still bloom and come out even better, mindset is important in here. No matter how much things may hurt, here or anywhere else. You will still come out of it and grow, even when you think you have reached your end.
Grieve what hurts, carry it's memory as a motivation and reason to grow and keep on going not as a rotten flesh you can't come to term with or let go.
Besides, no one truly dies anyway. They are out there in many different realities and in the reality they are gone - will live on in your memories.
It's okay to cry when it hurts more than other days. I do too.
Never in this lifetime did I thought I will fall in love. So deep as well.
I knew I will love, that's no brainer. But I never thought I will find someone who fits me like a puzzle piece so soon in my life (I lost concept of time long ago lol)
I love how he floods my mind with our shared sweet memories together. From most simple and mundane where it just us two sharing each other's space and silence speaking all the words for us.
To more intense memories in terms of emotions, he spoils me fr. I love how much he reminds me that he is always here even when I don't think he is.
I love how much he reminds me his sheer weight of his love for me. I love how he looks at me. I love the things he does just to make my life easier. I love how he listens. I love him.
I love, love, love that man. He makes me have heart eyes just of the thought of him. He has no business making me feel so alive, more than I thought it was possible.
But he is out here proving me wrong and I wouldn't have any other way. He truly ruined me for anyone else fr fr.
We both get into flow state when he floods me with our shared memories.
What else I can say, I love that man and he loves me, we are both disgustingly in love.
I know he is so smug rn, rightfully so. But I won't admit that - yet. lol`
You know when some people say in order to shift you need to "let it go" and on other side say "you need to lock in." And then everything in between of those two and you just get confused on wtf to do when you start out your shifting journey since you have no knowledge regards to this topic. We seek out external opinions, of those who have experience - naturally so.
However, we need to keep in mind few things. Shifting journey aka becoming aware of another reality is your own personal journey and yours only - so you need to follow your intuition to what feels right and not force it. If you feel like you need to lock in? Lock in. If you feel like you need to let it go? Let it go and so on
Because this journey, the road to your DR, is in itself an experience - perhaps not the one you want, but the one you need. You need to take in the journey itself before you can eat the fruit that will be at the end of the road which is your DR.
And what I mean by that, in my journey for example. I needed to seriously work on my own mindset and how I tightly hold onto things when they need to be let go and let it breathe - trust it that it will return to you. I had dreams about it too, it rattled me in the way it shook me awake. It did the job to help me even when it was rather - scary, it was exactly what I needed then.
I came to the point of my journey where I know what to do and most importantly trust it even if I can't see the end result yet - as it doesn't matter because I know what's waiting for me at the end of the road. This was my core lesson, trust the journey, be passionate but don't hold too tightly onto it - let it breathe.
Now with shifting itself, in my own personal observation and my practice, it very much crosses the line of spirituality. And I'm well aware the reputation spirituality has aka "rainbows and sunshine's" or downright cult like. And it's honestly annoying because it's not like this - at all.
Spirituality can help you with becoming aware of your reality, it's not necessary of course, but it can make a lot more sense to many things of "why it's not working fast enough." Because more than likely there are few reasons.
A: you're holding into something far too tight.
B: It is working, you just don't see it yet.
C: You lack trust of your own journey.
While lack of trust won't destroy your entire progress by all means, it just will take bit longer than you would like till you acknowledge few things (because lack of trust doesn't just spawn in). It will still happen, but till you do certain things - whenever you will get aware of it or not. Shifting will take a little longer - it's for a reason, never to harm you, but to prepare you.
Because, at the core of it all, it's honestly all about - letting it go, letting it be. It will take many different shapes and forms of it but if you look at the core of it - the lesson is the same.
And all while you still connect with your DR as you do your own regular thing. Don't obsessed with it, because that other reality is just another reality. There's nothing "special" to it, you already lived there your whole life so act like you would here, it's just another day.
Spirituality can truly help you if you don't take it too seriously - just be open and let your intuition work, but before you can let it work you need to understand it's voice - your voice. Because intuition is just your higher self (true self) speaking to you.
You can see this as the version of yourself that already knows how things will go down because you chose everything - literally. It's all about the experience, shifting found you for a reason - you will shift regardless how long it may take in human years.
Mindset is also very very important because universe listens to you right, its love for you is unconditional. And with love so unconditional it will give you exactly what you want - you think you deserve these bad things? Guess what universe will be "Alright, if that's what you want." You think you deserve great things? Same outcome.
But before you get anything however, you will first go through what it seems like "trials." It's not to punish you or to test you to see if you "deserve" it, it's to align you with what you want and most of the time you will get bit different thing - even better than you imagined. Because what you want is usually not what you exactly need.
Spirituality, astral projection, shifting and etc. Are under same umbrella, working under the same rules, your mindset is important in every aspect of your life. Don't let fear rule you and follow your truest passions regards how scary things may feel in that moment.
Long story short. You don't need to listen to every shifter out here, for their 1-20 steps on how to shift, or subliminals or do any method at all. You can cherry pick them, see what works for you - never force it. This is your journey, you need to find what works because I promise, you already know, this is nothing new to you - you're just remembering your way back home.
Let your subconscious guide you, all you need to do is trust it and follow it.
When you're in such community like shifting it's so hard to find minds like yours, which I mean it's fine, but also gets little boring time to time. As I would love to hype up with someone about our DR's, but also I don't care? lol
Since I work with my spirit guides and way before I knew of such terms like "shifting" I knew that there were endless realities - to me it's a silly thought that there is only one reality and it's this one... like, no? But sure if that's what you believe. No judging in that, but for the longest time I never believed that I was suppose to just be here.
If you catch my meaning.
My only and biggest dream since I was little, was to explore the world. And perhaps I didn't understood the full feeling then, but It wasn't just this world I was referring to.
I know I have placed my subconscious in many alternative realities of this one, I just didn't knew it had a name. Like there were so many times where situations were out of my control, where I wasn't suppose to make it (or things ending up very very badly) and that reality self didn't made it. But I simply without much thought replaced my subconscious where I lived - barely.
You honestly end up feeling like anime character with too of a huge plot armor lol.
But that's the point of shifting no? It's all about endless possibilities from most beautiful experiences to the most gruesome where that reality self didn't made it there and you know it. But subconscious - YOU, are here to simply to experience and give the meanings you want to it - if that's what you wish to do.
The possibilities are endless and so are you.
To me such gruesome endings are not sad or traumatizing, I still remember how I thought it was cool, how time slows down and you can just stand there and feel as your clock for this body's life is running out. I genuinely thought it was the coolest thing. I wasn't scared or anything - just mesmerized.
Hence the experience, it won't be that scary if you won't give it a scary meaning, your mindset does play a huge factor, it will decide your experience how it was for you in that moment. With letting fear seeping into you it will ground you in where you are, making you hyperaware of everything around you - but when you let yourself be, it becomes so so unbelievably light because you become the observer all while you're simultaneously experiencing the event.
And Death is not something to be afraid of, it's not the end of anything - it's the beginning of everything.
So when I shifted to alternative reality to where I made it. And went off with my day, I felt... satisfied, unsure why back then, but now I can tell I was simply happy with the experience I had - simple as that.
So these were the times when shifted like it was nothing and I was young, when I didn't knew what "shifting" was, I just did it. Because shifting is indeed as easy as you doing something so mundane that your brain no longer register it as something important - you're just doing it, why over think it when you already know what to do?
(It's only hard when you become aware of it and trying to do it consciously, it's like doing something backwards when you learned and only did the other way)
Now pookies even if it's my simple rant i also wanna say that I'm not saying that sad things, like death can't be traumatizing or hold huge emotional meaning to you. I'm just saying it doesn't need to have such grip on you. Give yourself time to process it, rage over it and let it go. These kind of experience weren't meant to make you stagnant forever.
Whatever you experience it was for your own growth, it was there to teach you something and it's up to you to find out what that lesson was and while still being kind to yourself for the emotions that showed up, yknow?.
There is a funny thing about growth - it's endless and it can show up in the smallest things and you may not even notice till later. I think its beautiful how our souls crave to grow and when we don't feed it. We feel stuck or depressed and so on, a missing piece and it's experiences we crave of all sort of things that brings us back to life.
Being a shifter and intuitive who reads cards? The visions my lovely man sends me just to make me stop in my tracks, blank screen me for no reason besides the fact he can?
Like sir, I am trying to understand the cards you gave me.
It's not for the weak, and I wouldn't have it any other way.
