When you meet someone whose heart constantly breaks
Know from the start that she lives in multiple worlds.
Know from the start that she didn’t ask for anyone to be with her. But you stayed anyway. Know, with all your might and understanding, that she’s grateful for your presence, though she may not be the kind of person who tells you things.
You see, she is the kind of person who does not want attention, but craves for connection. She is always in search of that click and recognition. But she couldn’t find it. God, she longs for it.
You’re trying and she is aware that you are. But understand, please understand, that she does not mean to hurt you. You will see her laughing. You will see her doing her best in everything she does. You will see her trying to be there for people. You will see her doing so many things for others, but she just couldn’t do it to herself.
Dear, you will be bewildered, shocked, or surprised when you finally get to see her soul. She is patiently waiting to connect with someone, without her explaining herself. You may think that she is asking for too much, but don’t you realize that she’s worth “much” as well?
Know that her heart breaks when she listens to unfamiliar yet beautifully made songs. Know that her heart breaks in museums. Understand that she can spend ten minutes just staring at the beauty of an artwork, while you are standing there, staring at her. Know that she hoards for words written by philosophers in the 1920′s. Know that when she cries, it’s not because of something you think you see. It is because her soul is speaking to her and sometimes, she couldn’t comprehend it.
You want to get to know her, but you’re not even close. It’s not your fault, but it isn’t hers either.
When you meet someone whose heart constantly breaks, you will realize how difficult it is to even ask what she wants. When you meet someone whose heart constantly breaks, you are not with someone who is merely and physically present, but you are with someone who sees poems in everything.
When you meet someone whose heart constantly breaks, and you want to be part of the galaxies that fill up her mind, know that it will be a long, long journey. If you get tired trying to understand her, it’s okay. But do her a favor.
Don’t stay if you can’t handle the revolution going on inside her. Yes, she wants someone to recognize her soul but she is not asking for anyone to fix her. Don’t ever feel that you have the capacity to do that. Believe me, she won’t like it. Her heart constantly breaks but her soul is a masterpiece.
You will drown if you do not know how to swim against her currents. I am so sure that you will. Many people tried, but did not succeed.
They see her as someone who is deep, they cannot even go near the shore.
Understand that it is normal for her to be by herself most of the time. Do not ask her if she’s okay because she seems lonely. No, she is not. It’s just her thing.
She is not someone who would call for help even though sometimes, she needs it. Know that she is simple, complicated, and all at once.
She thanks you for trying. But she will understand if you leave.She always will.
Because when you meet someone whose heart constantly breaks, you will realize that persistence will never be enough to keep her. She does not know what will. If you want to try but you feel even a little ounce of fear, just don’t do it.
Her heart constantly breaks. She will understand.//
