help yourself

24 years of neuroses and ambition.

[yourxservice]

[yourxservice]

I feel good

Nanananananana

[yourxservice]

I'm sorry

- this will be the last one about you.

[yourxservice]

J: yeah after we left he was like. Carla is probably the type to get hit on constantly.. but is she dating someone?

LOL no one hits on me :(

[yourxservice]

When what you thought made you happy ends up being a self constructed delusion ---it takes a long while to get back to reality.

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Q*bert

It felt like for years, I spoke an alien tongue. I'd yell and scream out into the cold dark universe waiting for someone to understand me.

Then you came along-- No crash course, no dictionary, not even a weird accent--finally someone who spoke the same language. For the first time in my 24 years, I felt understood. You spoke with me long enough to hold on to a glimmer of hope that I wasn't doomed.

Some might say that a life in silence is the worst fate. I'd posit I've had it worse. To be able to express yourself but in a way incomprehensible to anyone else is a way of life I wouldn't wish on my enemies. 

So here I am again. Screaming. Crying. Making noise. Just to break the silence. Just asking to be understood.

But its too late, my gravity couldn't hold you for long. Once again you're just another frozen rock in space hurtling into the darkness.

[yourxservice]

it's really helpful to take a breath & know that none of my whiny bullshit matters. Woooo-sah.

[yourxservice]

I will always prioritize you even over a boy or chicken wings or French bulldogs. I will help you take out your contacts when you're too drunk. I will sew your necklaces. I will drink horrible tequila. I will love you. happy happy happy birthday you self sufficient hbic. ❤️🎉😋 @michypurrr

[yourxservice]

Let's start over

[whatshouldwecallme]

Most of my dating experiences as a single girl:

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Beach bum (at Live Aqua Cancun)

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I can't wait to hear that I'm good enough

[yourxservice]

I've webmd-ed myself into insanity... and after much uneducated diagnosis I think I have sleepy paralysis.

Sleep paralysis: this odd sensation when you're stuck between waking and sleeping..where your body is asleep but your mind is aware. They say it's a disruption in your transition between levels of sleep.

I can half see through my eyes but I can't move any parts of my body. I yell and scream and will my arms to flail but they refuse to even twitch.

When I finally do come out of the torturous paralysis... I feel this weird weight looming over me and I can't sleep. Which is ironic because one of the causes for sleep paralysis is not getting enough sleep..

I wonder if sleeping next to someone would make this sensation more horrific or make it bearable. Either way I hope it goes away soon...

[thelovewhisperer]

Someday someone is going to look at you with a light in their eyes you’ve never seen, they’ll look at you like you’re everything they’ve been looking for their entire lives. Wait for it.

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[yourxservice]

Tant pis, mon cheri.

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If only you knew how good you had it

when you had it good

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Tu me manques