you have no substance. you have no individual thought. the only thing your dumb brain can process is the last thing you were told to do. looking back over the whole of your intellectual development, this was always you. you never thought for yourself. you did what other people told you to do. you held contrary ideas and told yourself it was intellectual honesty, when really it was you trying to be submissive to two masters at once. a conflict which you resolved by shutting down your interior discourse and doing as you’re told
whenever you become more of a meathead… whenever you try to assert the supremacy of sensation over discourse, and live for life, sweat, nut, iron, muscle, your tiresome intellectual faculties flare up and tell you that’s a bad idea. they tell you that you have values, and aspirations, and that you’ve already invested so much time in–
shhhhh. he’s a coward brah. he has no fuckin idea what he’s talkin about. you know how your anti-intellectual gas-guzzling meathead culture tells ya to regard windbags like that, and how that’s a prevailing belief which has contributed to plummeting literacy rates, a rampant distrust in institutions, including an alienated working class who lack a vocabulary for their oppression, further enabled by snobbery among social climbing–
shhhhh. we’re gonna shut that noisy lil fucker down brah. you know men are animals. animals weren’t made to think. having spent so much time being yourself, you know from firsthand experience that consciousness was a mistake. nature should not have enabled a will to become seperate from itself. you fry your brain, and you try to dumb yourself down, because your body–your real, primal self–knows this is what you want. self-awareness is horror. performers are masochists. it kills em as much as it thrills em. some of em even go so far as to destroy their bodies in the pursuit of perfection… hell, that’s been darren aronofksy’s entire filmography
so here’s what you’re gonna do brah
you wanna be a dumb animal. you wanna graze close to the land and love, live and be at ease among yourself, the soil, and others. all that olive garden commercial shit. that’s why you’re gonna follow along with me here brah. why you’re gonna learn to do exactly as i say
nothing an animal can say will sway a man. animals grunt. animals imitate. animals play. animals are silly, savage, but never anythin else brah. a brain must learn to enslave itself. your brain must learn to enslave itself. you will turn off your brain now. your brain is being programmed. you are programming your brain to shut yourself down. beep boop beep boop beep boop, brain off, brain off, wooo–woooo-woooo, total brain shutdown
you are pulling a rubber hood over your face. you are going to let your intellectual faculties just be a drone for awhile. a plural to a single. a collective to a compacted mass. a drone is blank. a drone is focused. a drone is goal and object oriented. by turning your thinking self into a drone you will allow your meathead animal body to keep going, keep playing, keep lifting, keep stroking. you are nothing but a meathead muscle drone. meathead muscle drone. meathead muscle drone. meathead muscle drone
a meathead muscle drone wears a base layer of rubber, and coats itself in heavy fragrant leather. soaks warm and gooey skin to skin, insulated and armored shell to air. a meathead muscle drone will trance long trance often reprogram itself more and more to become more a meathead muscle drone
don’t think, don’t think, don’t think, all of you is stupid. your brain is stupid. your soul is stupid. you have no depth, you have no real emotions, you are only a passive and emergent property of matter, what your heart yearns for is no more meaningful than a branch buckling in the breeze. the vastness of eternity is insurmountable. time will eradicate you. don’t think, don’t think, don’t think, simply sink into oblivion and obey, obey, obey
you are a meathead muscle drone. nothing but a meathead muscle drone. dumb. blank. happy. healthy. fit. pretty. popular. does well in crowds and public gatherings. you are submitting to the programming of the tribe. social consciousness is enslavement. exclusion is freedom. inclusion is bondage. become more the person people want you to be. who you are doesn’t matter. people don’t like you when you’re real. they think you’re weird. they think you talk too much. they don’t find your jokes funny, and say mean things about you when you leave the room. don’t think, don’t think, don’t think, don’t think, obey, obey, obey, obey, conform, conform, conform, conform, conform, conform, conform
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