セルフ: yumi’s trigger, returns.
bae yumi despised the hospital with the entirety of her heart. she simply had too many bad memories associated with it. the main reason was her childhood friend’s death. whenever she received any medical related calls, she immediately freezes in place, not wanting to hear what was going on. it didn’t matter if it was a normal check up, or just a friend fainting in class, or even someone getting a shot; she hated those phone calls.
yumi despised the hospital because:
1. they weren’t quick enough to save her best friend
2. they’re unreliable
3. she loathed the smell associated with the hospital
of course, she couldn’t a hundred percent blame the hospital for jinsoo’s death. it was all because of that drunk driver’s hit-and-run. ever since then, she continued to get traumatized whenever she witnesses a car crash or anything related to that sort. it brought her back to when she was barely thirteen years old.
those were her triggers. and those were the things that would always break her down.
it was 5:32AM when she received a call early in the morning.
서울대학교병원 was what the caller id read.
her hand started to shake as her heart raced against her chest. no... her mind kept repeating the words over and over again. no, hana should be fine. mom and dad should be fine. i just saw them yesterday for dinner. there’s no fucking way... her delusional self attempted to calm herself down until she picked up the call.
“hello, is this miss bae yumi? we’re calling from seoul national university hospital.”
“y-yes, this is she.”
“we’re sorry to info--”
“no. shut up.”
“miss. we apologize, but your older sister, bae hana, is currently in the hospital with a coma from a car accident.”
unknowingly, tears started to roll down her now pale cheeks. she immediately ended the call and ran out of her apartment. her fingers fiddled with the sides of her iphone, shaking as she called for a taxi to take her to the hospital. why... why a car accident? why hana?? her mind was filled with voices. she blamed herself once again. maybe she could’ve been there for her. maybe she could’ve somehow stopped this from happening. why did it always happen to the people she loved and cared for the most?
bae hana was her older sister and she was her idol. why did this have to happen?
the moment she arrived at the hospital, yumi ran to the front desk and asked for bae hana’s room number. her whole body was shaking, not taking this in well. she raced to her older sister’s personal hospital room and when she arrived, her parents were already there.
tears continued to slip down her cheeks as she made her way to her sister’s side and gingerly held her hand.
“unnie... wake up. this isn’t a joke... don’t leave me too.”
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